Be a man do the right thing
be fucking rich ($$$)
having a cool pet ( especially dogs)
nice family ( siblings with exotic relatives??)
go to a good school ( RI?)
have a generally good knowledge of schools, clubs n associations.. (act smart)
learn a god damn musical instrument (guitar is good if not should have been groomed in piano)
be very very good at lying! (yea?!)
never be too much of a liar( oh no..?!)
be a free thinker? (always safe)
celebrate thgs! festivals or anythg.. (anyTHG)
be studious! ( i mean like to read books)
noe alot of ppl ( friends n friends friends..)
damn sad damn sad.. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!! m.j !!!!!!!!!
dear ???
12/26/2007 12:11:00 AMwell god or whoever..
im not really sure.. but mayb i should rly get myself a religion sometimes..
freak.. i dun even noe wat i pray to.. dua bek gong?
its all bout $$ n i dun wan to be classed.
social stereotype religions involved too..
can i jus ask?
is there someone willing to love. jus to love.. no other thg.. who u r.. where ur from.. wat u do..
nth but pure feelings
at first sight..
by ur heart
ur senses mayb..
i need ...
haha.. xmas over!!
12/26/2007 12:01:00 AMoh yea.. xmas is over.. this the season not to rejoice...lalalala..
basically xmas has no meaning to ppl like me becos we dun celebrate it.. n gee we dun get presents.. i mean meaningful or expensive ones..
but for all the rest tt did enjoy.. well done guys.. keep it up n hope u'll have a nice one next yr too..
its been a dull day.. cos had to follow my mum to ikea.. geee.. sux u know.. waste time when im not in de mood.. cant even find my chilli at giant.. :( dun ask why i wan chilli.. i jus wan to cook sth with chilli.. n oh its a special formula.. so not normal kind of chilli.. hehe
but anyway.. someone say im cute today.. cheerios~ its been sometime.. haha
i hope im notty this yr and next yr.. for tt will be the only reason why santa din give me pressies. cos all i wan for xmas is a hand to hold.. mayb no one understands
im gonna do sth bout it.. prolly next yr.. i'll see
anyway new year coming.. yea.. new yr always is a new start isnt it?
Monday, December 24, 2007
de story
12/24/2007 11:01:00 PM
well well.. back from cambodia but nope i dun think im gonna spend my time doing some writeup.. first of all.. my english definitely aint nth better than those mugs.. (well i mean yc) lol.. yea so heres de link.. http://www.repentingrecalcitrant.blogspot.com/ check it out and u can have a wonderfully cooked up story by yc here.. well not really cooked up.. spiced up mayb.. =D its rly rly fun over at cambodia.. n i wont mind doing it again :)but sure theres one sad thg tt happened in cambodia..n thats becos i lost my ring!the one ring to rule them all..well i guess its rly rly impt.. cos now tt its not on my finger i felt sth missing.. the ring is really magical.. it brought about strength +2, intelligence +1.. n mayb +1hp per sec.. ring of regeneration. well theres surely sth more to the ring i guess. will i ever get another one.... ???looking for a job damn damn badly.. becos i need sth to take up my time...
inject new life!
looking at my photos i realise i sucked again.. looking at poly girls holding cameras i think i suck even more.. dun blame me.. i guess im more of a MCP. gggeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
i realise i dun rly look tt bad.. its a mentality.. think ur handsome... u look more confident n tada.. u look good. im serious..try looking into the mirror again.. proud of myself... *beams*
a few random hardlife photos i have..
Pretty girls...
Handsome boys.. (yea i mean me) keke
stay awake
12/24/2007 01:13:00 AMi can stay awake jus to hear u sleeping..
is there such thing as love without thinking?
melanie jane
Sunday, December 23, 2007
in the end
12/23/2007 02:30:00 AMit all comes back to me...
it doesnt even matter..
letting thgs flow by itself.. but im sure theres thgs which i ought to do.
im jus shy of doing the right thgs.
im getting sad again..
cos at my age..
im too old for the young.. too young to be old.
my xmas wish is to be 20 forever.
let time freeze or melt away slowly.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
looking
12/08/2007 03:05:00 PMim looking for a girl tt will for once do sth for me n make me happy.
a girl who will hold my hands.
a girl who will share hugs with me.
a girl who will join my life activities.
a girl who will say i do.
n tt girl will eventually bring me disappointment.
haI
12/08/2007 02:53:00 PMwhy...............................
u r really really disturbing me.
why u pull me back into this state again.???
altho i think i can handle it better.. but still im very very much affected..
i went totally crazy the last time.. u wanna drive me to that again??
haiz.. but its not ur fault oso..
im the kind of person tt will really really reflect it on my face.. shitttttt.. the last time round there were ppl asking me already.. i guess my work makes thgs pretty obvious..
my recs say i was moody.. damn.. and i almost got into trouble becos of my bad mood.
AHHH...
ok.. i'll b gg cambodia on 11th. shes gg on 9th. n im back from bangkok n diving le. oso went kayak.
after cambodia jiu no more playing le.. work on proper job.. after tt..go sch..
lifes gg to be boring.. n even more boring..
im driving myself nuts..
when will i pick myself uP???
