Be a man do the right thing
feel kinda chatty today.
i should like go persistent.
i feel kinda old.. n i feel kinda young.
young becos i still have the energy.. to lead a vibrant life of a youth.
old becos im not tt young to start off with.
i can onli hope i achieve much in the shortest time possible.
i must n i will get it.with my own effort.
actually i sort of dun like it when some ppl are pampered. where they can jus spend money. n like drink overseas ink without worrying. its like damn when they speak n gives rotten words out of their mouths. why are they like flaunting it. n those with looks, i jus wan to smear abit of their face on mine. ok. im like being jealous tts why i think this way. darn.
again
8/08/2007 11:04:00 PMwhen this sets in.. i dunno wat to do..
i feel de same old chill in me.. and how it frequently went from head to my fingertips.
and this is when it sets in.
knowing wat i wan. i must go for it.
dun treat friends as enemies.
stop giving a stupid black face... which everyone can tell.
if u lack de confidence den jus do sth.
no point finding excuses to boost morale.
Opportunities. Take it or Lose it.
ok.. im fine..
nowadays tho im ording in like 3 mths.. i feel de pressure from work. i dunno but i'm like an impt person. i noe im a slacker but i cant slack. mayb tts precisely why im so hard up and have to be hardworking all de time. tt kinda sucks.. i hope i'll b able to find a slack job next time. or mayb perhaps a place wif lotsa workers. cos it sucks when theres shortage of manpower. right now im like doing 4 persons job roled into 1? damn. i still have like appointments n stuff. N i hav e to settle any other simple thg, cos i dont have any other to give instructions to? im not excused from anythg and i cant fall sick when i have to.. n im like still expected of thgs. god damn im under investigation. if i hav to be good den i'll be good. i'll onli get fitter n grow stronger.
but i have to control myself. no way am i gg to slack becos its time to. its like a finishing of a race of a run.. stress n tired n feel like stopping.. but just endure it n run thru....................
mayb im like weak. but i wish i can spend every min wif u. haha. after sometime i may think about it, is this wat i wan? but every time i look into ur eyes i cant find a reason why.. a reason why i should not.. every time i see ur smile, i jus tot its like the only thg tt satisfies me. every time we touch, it'll be like never let u go, everytime we say goodbye, i wish it was hello. why is it u?
i cant say jus some time more. it'll be right now.. where i'll make a difference!
i have the calibre, endure n let it shine.