Be a man do the right thing
bah.. de day is gone wif selling tickets for some block party thg that de class is gonna hold at TAMPiNeS! do u realise that it is FAR? omg.. so tired sitting on bus lar.. 1 hr.. not used to it la.. and char took 1 hr+ on mrt.. can see its rly far lar.. suldnt hav agreed to nick.. we were tricked.. haha..
actualli i dun quite like gg door to door selling.. gotta explain so much and den convince them to buy.. wats more is i dun like de feeling of pressing doooorrbellls.. dunno y lar
many of them not at hm.. many only got maids whu cant make decisions.. many got lao ah mas and ah peks who jus smile at us den say dun wan.. so quite a bad day lar.. even thoug heach tix is like $2 only? i could have jus bought the whole stack of them suan le.. theres gonna b luckydraw and goodie bags wat.. so wun lose out de ma.. humph..
to me.. not v eventful.. onli remem dat de first door that open was a dog.. yea.. and de dog kept licking my pants.. ha.. it mus hav like me and wanted to smell me..
goodness gracious.. i studied wrong chapters for physics.. DIAOZ.. wat luck.. i stayed for like 2nhalf hrs yesterday for wushu cos dat samuel loke ask me to.. duh.. but meanwhile i mugged Electric field.. n dey tell me it wun b coming out.. shiiiitz.. waste my time... shuld hav studied maths instead.. can see Mrs cheong like quite concern wif my grades.. felt rly sad when i cant do de maths lar.. :( de sadness yesterday made me miss someone.. min min! argh.. she rly can make me smile wif tt action.. little wonder y i like her in pri sch.. ha..
i got abrasion.. ah.. pain.. (in between de scrotum and the asshole) oopz..
lost my appetite a few days ago.. mum fed me wif some chinese stuff.. quite ok le.. but still feel odd..
hmm.. thks for noticing de color of the moon darling.. ha..
Thursday, February 24, 2005
erm.. wanted to say sry to some ppl whu wanted to find me on haunted house.. haha.. cos i was stucked in haunted house.. yea.. my dear(the 'old' exzhss librarian,now work in G.O. le) wanted to find me.. haha.. didnt noe i nv remind them..
dis morning de "sabotage" case on the haunted house ended.. err.. didnt find anythg much to say bout.. the offenders were looking for fun.. organising classes/ de victims.. didnt pursue lor.. they apologized liao den nth lor.. haha.. char was like hugging the drama ppl after dat lar.. oh well.. i went to hug sam instead.. lol
today was a long day.. lulu told me secrets! ahaha.. ok.. felt abit excitied.. but then.. perhaps it wun affect me much.. see how thgs go lor..
wish to noe bout stars.. ha..
v long no contact SL.. @_@
err..stomach dun feel gd these days.. ah.. bad..
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
eh.. haha..broke promise.. i jus wish ppl will wan to noe me better.. hmm.. y?? n can i noe others better too?? i wish to find out more.. but they dun let me.. see the prob?? y humans got such prob de ah.. n yea too..i got 1 qtn.. y do humans like to talk rubbish??
told lucinda bout an incident dis morning during physics as mr yip nv come..
i remember that de tcher was not ard during kindergarden.. den i say she went to the toilet to da bian.. wah lao.. den one of my classmates told her bout wat i said.. den de teacher punish me by facing the wall lar.. wah kaoz.. so malu.. go n die lar.. rite in front of my "love at first sight" gal lar.. n remind u.. erm it was still kindergarden.. i could remember it so well.. KAOZ
so therefore.. ppl out there.. try to refrain from toking rubbish.. whhahahaha
i noe its hard.. :P
______ in the air
2/23/2005 08:09:00 PMfill in da blanks! _______ in the air???
haha.. cos theres HAZE in the air.. aww.. so bad lah.. hate it..how come some ppl cant smell it?? im suffering under it.. argh.. cant breathe.. :P and then its so blurry outside lar.. wah laoz.. u all eyes wun hurt meh? cant see everythg so blur meh? haiz.. guess de PSI must have already been 100 but the weather station dun wan report.. -_-
hey.. theres also LOVE in the air.. somehow.. dis gotta be a lovey dovey month? soo mani love love thingy ard.. aww.. got the 9pm wkday show on channel 8 lor.. hmm.. i think de stories quite nice lar.. as in typical to real life.. haha.. n den i jus kept coming across couples in de bus.. hugging n stuffss..eeeww.. den i rly feel so lonely lar.. errr.. hu si luan xiang le...... :(
den today oso got ME in the air.. haha.. cos quite happy dat the teachers finally came by to PS today! yea! do u noe how much i liked dat?? haha.. im rly tired lar.. if ever they can tell.. ahha..dun feel like doing anythg lorz.. n den dey stepped in at the right time to purk me up.. haha.. okie.. guess i still can tahan abit lar.. well today their appearance has helped me in getting the J2s attention lor.. do u noe how hard it is to motivate?? especially when im not motivated myself lar.. whaha.. eh.. dey helped me to comfirm abit of de schedules for de seminar.. thks lar.. save me a bit of trouble.. though i think i still mus go through them to confirm.. well.. i think i most appreciated their presence lar.. cmon lor.. i got no attention-seeking ability lar..soo they helped by making them feel de need to prepare for the upcoming seminar.. hope everythgs gonna b alrite lar.. i noe i can do it.. but lets hope my PS members can do it lar.. hope they do wat they promise.. HOPE so lar ah.. they seldom fulfill any promises made to me i guess.. ahah.. thgs always change on the spot somehow.. hehe..
okie.. no doubt theres Stress in the air.. yea.. abit feeling de stress.. cos common tests lar.. got maths n physics coming next mon.. i dunno.. im still v bad at my work lar.. haiz.. i mugged liao leh.. perhaps mug as in doing my work.. i nv rly practise and revised like Sairi did.. but dunno whether his method got use oso not.. sekali i do better than him.. haha.. eh..to do that den i must mug more.. wah.. honestly.. NO.. i still cant mug.. no spirit to.. n i feel tired everytime i tried.. den cmon.. im deceiving myself by saying.. i'll do ths n dat later.. wahha..
okie lar.. i promise i go study maths now.. whaha.. ^+.+ i swear!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
LOve is?
2/22/2005 07:28:00 PMhiya.. funny.. cos lulu say she cant access de blog.. i dunno y larz.. poor thg.. my tagboard got down cos no post..:P haha..
anyway.. today class civics is so special.. cos we discussed bout wats is LovE? awww.. u ask me ah? eh.. i dunno either.. haha.. im pure and innocent k? alot of definitions.. defintely.. cant remember all.. but basically.. i jus like de word Appreciate. Haven i mentioned dis word over n over again in my mind? appreciate.. appreciate.. appreciate.. cmon ppl.. let jus repeat after me.. Appreciate! Appreciate~ yes.. guess u might have got de word in ur brain liaoz.. if we ever learn to appreciate.. it is about time when we understand wat is love.. rite now.. i still think every1 is immature No MatTeR Wat.. until.. i Appreciate u Appreciating.. haha.. dunno wat im toking rite? eh.. neither do i.. :P
today ppl ard me are like so soo hmm.. Acting old? as if they noe everythg? well ok.. wat they say did make some sense.. but i was really not caring bout wat they say till ms leow says Appreciate..Yes!.. appreciate remember it! haha.. i think its abit fake bout wat ms leow said to us bout love.. wasnt they all frm books? haha.. i dun gif a damn.. jus believe in ur own definition and stand by it manz.. LovE? insatiable.. haha.. and it can give u excruciating pain too.. hmm.. i guess i've been feeling hollow even b4 today.. the topic made me think alot again..
somehow.. i jus wan to think that.. isnt it about fate? and wasnt everythg fixed in de first place? its whether u like it or u dun.. it works out or it dun.. wats de trouble? hmm.. and thinking about fixed.. it jus linked me to "previous life".. haha.. perhaps.. everythg was predestined.. alot of thgs we jus somehow like it without knowing why.. and 1 v basic qtn i wanna ask is.. why do i prefer yellow? hmm.. eh .. y ?? i dun have a reason.. honest.. -.- if i haven notice.. i realize my most-liked egg.. oso has its yellow yolk too.. bah.. n den.. how i was naturally attracted to a chrysanthemum gal cos shes holding a yellow packet of drink.. haha.. n den how i preferred my show thinking its comfortable when perhaps it could be because its yellow?? well.. haha.. erm.. perhaps only 1 answer....
u think too much la dude..
Perhaps.. coincidental..
Perhaps.. den..
Love is coincidental?
its jus bout having 2 person right.. being at a right time.. at a right place.. right environment.. right situation.. something right jus happens..
and then.. u jus found love..
and nobody said love cant be jus a split second of feeling..
Perhaps its jus commitment that makes love everlasting..
commitment? erm.. leads to trust.. faith..
ultimately.. Appreciation? haha
therefore.. by Kian Hong's Great Law of Love~~~ Love = Appreciation
i dunno.. jus alot of factors put together larz.. haha..
hehe.. jus wanna thanks everyone for everythg somehow.. cos i gotta appreciate.. lol.. and the moon is bright and round tonight.. nice! haha.. im jus gonna say i love u to everyone.. :P
I Love U
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Grins
2/20/2005 10:17:00 AMhi there~ 2 wks since i blogged.. probably last wk din blog cos rather tired le.. and got chem test.. been quite a tiring 2 wks.. cos de class was spending alot of time on the haunted house thingy.. rather glad manz.. cos everythg was a success yesterday.. hmm.. guess i'll jus blog on de haunted house alone for now..
well.. i think i was quite pitiful manz.. cos its like i have to do de entire masterbed room myself.... :( alot of thgs nv rly plan.. but i guess i have to make all de decisions then.. so i did.. well.. thaharah definitely wasnt gg to be seen in action.. and siva wasnt ard too.. then my dear charmain oso cant be ard cos got drama.. so left me alone lor.. no choice la... i have to do.. gotta b responsible.. n dun give tengjin, marie anymore troubles.. yea.. tiring.. hav to prepare de props.. n then put up all de partitions.. aww.. but my darling was nice enuff to pop in once in awhile during her breaks to see if everythg was fine.. :)
den came de real funfair day.. gosh.. i din noe wat was happening all ard.. :( sad lor.. skipped even de burriquito dance ard AJ track.. hmm.. wonder how it will look lor.. n i din even get a chance to walk ard de whole funfair dat day.. sad la.. dunno got wat stalls n wats happening.. arh.. de morning i was busy still adjusting the partitions in order to make de events flow.. thanks got edwin to help me put the partitions up.. phew.. den i oso went to put on make-up.. eerrr.. i looked damn ugly.. lol.. thanks to samuel lar.. make my mouth soooo big.. haha.. but wey man and samuel surely did a nice job though.. cos i rly felt as if they were professionals.. haha.. n my darling oso looked terribly ugly.. haha.. i hated those white faces.. eeeee... and so.. i was hanging dead on a noose in my masterbed rm.. den char had to hide in de cabinet.. at first.. me had to stand on table and hang.. den edwin sat on de table to be my legs dangling..erm.. comments frm teng jin helped us improve bit by bit and finally he said i looked scary.. haha..i removed edwin away to help wif de music.. cos got some J1s who went into the haunted hosue said that.. i looked LONG.. haha.. okie.. seems rather fake la.. so might as well me just hid behind the partition..and do it all alone.. with de red light on my face.. and me tip toeing front n back.. i heard it looks like as if im rly hanging.. some gals even asked how i did it.. hehe.. den i wanna thanks some J1 guys i think.. they said my acting was professional.. as in i jus dazed and stared at one spot.. my eyeballs werent moving.. and i practically looked real dead.. haha.. thanks arh.. well.. and of cos some ppl rely anticlimax la.. saw me then shouted.. "KIAN HONG!".. -_-.. sianz lor.. and for some i cant recognized them in de dark lor.. den if i can recognize.. i shouted their names back.. haha.. well erm.. i think they had more fun den being scared la.. yea.. and i was rly being friendly to them.. shook hands with them.. joking wif them.. hee.. it was fun.. so.. not rly tiring to me lar.. i wished it was longer even.. i came down and when into de attic scene whever i was free.. haha... scared a number of ppl oso.. i prefer that.. it was more fun den hanging lar.. haha.. den deres my poor darling hidin in the cabinet.. quite a no. of pple jus banged the cabinet lor.. poor gal.. den she mus have got a headache frm those loud banging.. yea..i went wif her into the attic a couple of times.. tat place was rly dark and scary.. n i liked protecting her.. haha.. oh yea.. i liked cuddling wif her in de cabinet too.. :P
after the whole thg.. i had trouble removing the makeup lar.. my neck is now slightly bruised lor.. cos v hard to remove de paint.. ah.. and bout half de class went for lunch together after tat... chatted bout how fun and funny some pple were in de haunted house.. rly nice.. haha.. got to noe that got bout 100+ ppl went into the haunted house.. hmm.. i dunno lei.. got that much ppl arh.. hmm.. haha.. jus wished de thg can be longer lor.. like v fast over leh.. we planned and prepared for like many days.. den in 30 mins.. we removed all of them.. wah..v fast lor.. nv got the chance to go thru the whole thg alone lei.. hmm.. or wif my darling.. haha.. i liked walking thru all de partitions... cos they were like maze lar.. turn round and round.. v fun.. haha..
overall.. nice experience.. i liked it..!! its gonna be a memorable one.. but too bad i din rly took photos wif my makeup.. wif my darling.. wif my room.. wif my classmates n frens.. awww.. and there was no videotape of the entire thg as well.. awwwww.... but still its nice :)
Saturday, February 05, 2005
sth wrong
2/05/2005 10:21:00 PMeh.. sth wrong wif the words in the previous entry.. highlight over them to read de words.. lol.. they became Wu Zi Tian Shu!!!!
i think its hard to always come up with a title
2/05/2005 10:01:00 PMSpring is in the air.. but yet.. whenever i breathe in.. it seems to me that there is a dense, awful smelling, polluted, smoky air.. awwww.. it sux.. it filled my lungs.. i could feel my alveoli crying out for help.. its wetting.. terrible..
seems like a cough.. yet its not rly dat bad.. as in i occasionally jus..*arrhem*..sumtimes im like rly breathless.. *pant* this has been dragged for 2 wks.. can i stop making that *arrhem* sound.. even Sairi luff at me.. he irritates me with the same sound i make.. arrrr
chi new yr coming liew.. but then like alot of thgs haben do lei.. dunno lei.. guess im back to slow slow mode again.. restless.. cant study again.. dunno wat to do.. i did tried to mug didnt i? erm.. perhaps in de wrong way.. ha.. im appearing to chiong my work.. but dat doesnt mean my work is correct rite? hahaha.. de class like got quite alot of thgs to do.. but i din help them.. felt like a busybody if i appear.. i think they find me weird( de class excos), always seems to be ard during their meetings.. lol.. ok.. im having a boh chap attitude le.. gotta plan for the family day, dat haunted house thg.. den still got de SL project.. block party? eeerrr.. sianz..
wednesday went to chinatown for PS outing.. my j2s were like chess seeds.. waiting to be carried and move on a chessboard..lol.. john got some kind of problem.. well perhaps its de same problem.. hes jus SELFISH . hes always lidat.. slipshod work.. most interested in other ppl's thgs den fulfilling his role.. caring bout his own sch work and benefits den sharing it with others.. ignorant wild boar.. well.. back to outing.. i was with a grp of highly energetic bunch of ppl.. they seemed so young.. while me sooo old.. bah.. they took pictures of cos.. and asked questions.. but eh..ha.. i think i sucked.. cos i really had to rely on tsk lai in answering their qtns.. and thank god.. theres a quite pro j1 in de grp who shared his expertise willingly.. haha.. im rly an amateur in photography.. :( gotta look out for dat guy called Jonathan in de J1.. i'll b watching him.. haha.. passing of baton.. *hiak hiak*
and then on thursday or sth? ms leow used almost an entire period of bio.. (i jus like to be extraa and sit in de class).. to teach us some life "morals".. haha.. okie.. simply turn ur back to a box.. and throw a ball into de box without looking at it or knowing where is the box.. and then well of cos first throw couldnt possibly get it in.. cos u rly got no clue where it is! den ms leow gave de thrower the opportunity to ask qtns.. den finally de thrower succeeded in getting de ball in.. well.. so moral of the story?? eh.. u gotta visualise and aim at ur goal?? haha.. eh.. I CANT .as in i jus think its not true all de time.. we always aimed.. but sumhow.. some ppl rly aiming pak jiao .. and its gotta do wif LuCk.. TyCoIsM still always Counts huh? anyway.. i appreciate ms leows efforts once again.. haha
yesterday NYJC soccer came to AJ and had a frenly match.. well.. heard dat their new tcher in charge kinda sux..( de ex one died last winter in accident remem?) yupz.. anyway.. i was watching their match cos my sports photography specialist team could make use of chance to practise huh? den saw eng how play.. guess he never noticed me.. but i jus realise how he used to use his hand and comb his hair backwards.. oh.. im not gay.. chatted wif kangli for awhile too.. shes busy preparing wif de orientation cds.. and i helped too.. den we sang songs.. lol.. i dun mind joining AJ Idol.. RlY! and i was having problems wif asking de j1s whether they wan go de NJ/HCJC seminar.. yah.. and i haven formed my committee for de AJ seminar yet! ARGH!
speaking bout GAY . did i mentioned i was always raped in class? cos tengjin like hugging me.-_- and then theres shengxiong whose hands went all over too...theres this INDIAN called Jai-Si-Lan who loves touching butts.. AWW.. im raped.. did i lost my virginity??? ermm.. of cos not.. i jus GAY back lor.. whaha.. i mentioned INDIAN cos im racist.. yups.. i hate those indians..haha.. joking.. i find being a racist FUN! lol.. Unbay..Unbay..Ne-Ah-Ray? ..thats wat i always said to Jai..supposedly meaning " darling.. darling.. who are you?".. n then i would say "oh-eno-prai-chi-neh" too.. meaning.. "Your a ProBleM!"
ive gotta mention bout chinese class too.. cos the HOD chinese teacher was way too overboard.. well okie.. he was being honest and straightforward.. but it seems inappropriate... firstly.. he told a SICK joke...
"Once.. there was priest and a nun.. the priest was going back to the church while driving a car when he saw de nun on his way.. so he invited the nun up on to the car where she sat beside him on de front seats.. as she sat down.. her long white legs began to reveal under her dress.. the priest on seeing de flesh.. couldnt resist the sight.. he kept looking at the nun's legs and finally cannot help it but land his hands on her legs.. and then de nun said "priest, pls refer to Verse 129 of the bible".. de priest on knowing his mistakes.. quickly pulled his hands back and said sorry.. however.. the priest simply couldnt resist his temptation.. but once again landed his hands on de legs.. de nun replied the same thg.. "priest, pls refer to Verse 129 of the bible".. de priest was very sry and felt guilty.. finally they reached the church.. the nun got down de car and gave de priest one last look.. and turn behind and left.. the priest simply couldnt remember wat was verse 129.. and so he went to checked.. only to realise that.. it said.. "if you seek deeper.. you would achieve enlighttenment".."
kaoz.. the chinese HOD showed us this joke.. wah.. daring.. well not every1 have their birthdays yet and then its M18! lol.. anyway.. sumhow.. all de guys remembered the joke.. haha.. and then oso he mentioned bout why Singapore gave so much help into the tsunami victims.. not becos dat we are trying to show we are a benevolent country.. who cares and love the world.. but.. reason becos we wanted to prevent those refugees into coming to singapore.. so we sent aid to help them settle down in indonesia.. yupz.. quite rite la.. if all de refugees come.. the result will be total unhappiness in all locals.. OMG.. i hate Malays! lol..
well.. blogged a lllonnng lllooonng one.. haha.. highlighted with colours to spice up abit.. lol.. hmm.. haven toked to alot of ppl a llloonng lloonng time too.. errrrrr... shall end wif guang liang's new song.. tong hua.. "wo yao xiang xin.. wo hui xiang tong hua gu shi li.. xin fu kuai le jiang shi jie ju"