Be a man do the right thing
nononono.. oh no... i dun like to be I/C!!! soooooo shitty.... now i gotta think again! slove problems again!! tired manz... its for the CDP2 la.. alamak.. sianz..y im de finale games i/c.. haiz.. gotta brief half de sch on the game.. :(... now gotta reply email to justin the cheif facilitator for the CDP..
Saturday, October 23, 2004
aight.. its raining out there.. brrr.. thanks all dat ask me nt b sad.. but haha.. quite hard to do dat la.. except me jux trying to numb myself wif games dis few days.. im not doing anywork.. ha.. im playing conqueronline.. some stupid game.. but then all my frens play leh.. i mean my classmates.. so.. if dun play.. i scared i lag behind them.. lol.. haha.. dunno them.. sumtimes they make me real sad..y?
well.. all of them seems darn clever.. dunno how they do it.. haiz.. or issit i really slack? i v tired ma.. so muz relax watz.. haiz.. so scary lor.. jus look at the class grades for Physics.. 2 register in front of me and 3 register after me.. all got As! but me? O! wah lao.. they try to make me outstanding issit? diao lo..alot of ppl get 3 As 1 B in my class.. make me so shitty.. 3Os 1 E.. duh.. jus got promoted lor.. shit manz.. how to b happy.. stupid lo.. all of them try to flaunt their grades lo.. actually not la.. jus dat i sensitive.. boohoo.. all of them got the Yellow and Green paper.. which is for S papers.. while me.. onli got the white and blue paper.. Which is for Dropping 4 As.. haiz.. soooooo shitty.. they keep toking bout wat S papers to take.. but me tok bout wat subject to drop lor.. haiz.. until now haven rly decided cos haven consult my siblings.. i dun dare ask leh.. wait they will ask back a lot questions de.. haiz.. but i think i most prob drop bio.. cos ms leow say life sciences not expanding in sg.. n then wan then becum bio engineer.. but then also need phys.. so definitely cannot drop chem 1 wat.. so tht choice is out.. phys safer ba.. cos can take engineering courses.. acutally.. i dun wan drop 4 As lor.. cos i wan b dentist lei.. u noe how had to get in not? haiz.. 3 As de i dun think can lo.. so sianz.. y i do so badly? haiz.. so sianz la.. y my frens can score.. i cant? v sad 1 lor.. i rly sad la.. sumtimes i appear nt sad.. but think every1 still can see i sad bah.. or perhaps they can feel.. haha.. ya.. thks lulu for sms.. n charmain for caring.. n shilin!! i jus hope to get over this soon.. cos i still got other thgs to do lor.. the sch seems like not letting me off.. im still servicing lei.. y har? my grades sux n they dun wan me study.. actualli i think they expect me to service as well as study.. siaoz la.. so.. mayb its inevitable tat i will drop subject.. nvm la.. dun care le.. i will try not b sad.. n if i do.. i will tell every1 then.. shilin ask me not to bottle up.. haha.. i remem thursday when i was asked to drop.. i told every1 i v sad.. nvm la.. sianz
sumtimes.. i rly feel like doing alot CIP.. i enjoy idling such time away lei.. haha.. i like doing manual work la.. i was late for sch quite a no. of times lor.. then hence kena CWO.. sianz man.. n my tcher in charge of ps come tok to me lor.. den crap dat i shuld not be late.. hey.. not my fault la.. haha.. de stupid bus la.. so sian.. everytime different time come de.. den de CWO i haf to help Mr Sim lor.. de stupid OM.. he v busy 1 la.. quite poor thg.. but then.. he rly v stupid de la.. haiz.. n so i was helping him wif de out of bounds stuff for students.. due to de A levels exams.. den my frens ask wat i was doing.. haha.. but i bluff them.. say i am a good boy help mr sim.. :P .. stupid la.. waste my time.. but then quite okie la.. i like running ard to do stuffs.. lol.. calvin was telling other cca heads bout me when i was in sec sch.. he say i always like to walk ard de sch.. nth to do.. haha.. okie la.. quite true.. besides walking ard n be cool.. and act as if i v busy.. i rly nth to do.. haha.. no la.. JC got thgs to do liao lor.. soooo sianz de.. i do till sian le.. i dun wan walk anymore le.. i hope i can spend time in free access rooms n sorts.. n idle my time away.. haha.. probabaly play little fighter la.. haha.. n train on it.. so that i can beat those guys in de AVA.. bleah..
Openhouse was over last sat.. haha.. okie la.. quite smooth.. i was doing de Live Feed la.. but then.. eh.. like v little ppl watch.. but still quite fun to do la.. at least now i learn a few more thgs.. n more relationship wif de AVA ppl improve alot la.. now they are like my brothers lor.. they will come to me whenever i call them.. haha.. so fun.. they under my charge for de openhouse lor.. ahha.. but then.. funny lor.. i think i can get along wif them better then my PS ppl.. haha.. mayb cos AVA ppl slack alot.. n play alot of games de.. haha.. PS ppl got quite a no. of gals.. and cos.. i dun like them.. n they arent v pretty.. i dun like lor.. haiz.. better to be wif a more guys cca la.. n de openhouse wasnt v bad.. but not good either.. cos dunno lei.. i dun feel its nice.. its kinda chaotic for de openhouse committee dat day.. yea.. but then still quite okie la.. dere wasnt an atmosphere like wat i experience at VJ oso.. haha.. but okie la.. ppl still join in de mass dance.. but den.. eh.. our dancing sux.. lol.. ppl all dunno how to dance la..bleah.. or was it me? haha.. nvm la.. now waitng for de many many CIP hrs from de openhouse to claim.. hehe..
now actually still need to do many hw lor.. alot i nv touch.. n i shuld study chinese oso ..yea.. cos its A levels.. sumore.. i see dat dentist need CL grades too.. wah lao.. haha.. but hopefully 3 As can get lor.. try my best la.. now oso busy wif OP.. yea.. iwas rly nervous today.. cos i onli morning den saw wat de slides were..haha.. n de video my PW group made.. haha.. got every1 luffing.. okie la.. not bad.. daljit say.. but it was darn stupid.. especially when i hafta act like kid.. LOL.. haiz.. mus practice lots for OP le.. btw.. i think Lulu grp rly tok v well la.. v few mistakes i think.. jiayou.. Shilin oso mus work hard k?
actualli.. haven rest enuff lor.. i still wan continue to slack.. but guess i shuld not ba. haha.. i gotta study la.. better get my As nxt yr lor.. n den my photog ppl oso buck up abit le.. cos we discussing plans for nxt yr.. yea.. hmm.. haven decide.. so no details for u all.. but we brainstorm a little liao.. n its 20th anniversary for AJPS nxt yr.. lol.. den my senior oso came back teach us photog skills.. thanks him man.. i think hes rly nice.. n perhaps rly interested in photog.. he hangs out wif us often lor.. thks rly.. without him.. i will lose many advices.. haha.. btw.. my PS ppl says dey dun wan do WITS.. lol.. haha... i dun mind doing lo.. but nvm la.. they say complete waste of time.. whaha.. i saw tengjins grp PW today.. thru OP.. den i think de healthy food funfair could b nice wits project.. n we can do it as a class watz.. haha.. ^^..
i wanna do alot of thgs nxt yr.. but then.. xin you yu er li bu zu.. haha.. i cant do wat my heart wans.. so bad.. yea.. i wanna join talentime lei.. nxt yr de.. haha.. eh.. for fun.. i jus wanna sing.. i sing v nan ting meh?? haha.. no rite? SLY will lose me lor.. he sing so-so only.. n looks oso mediocre.. :P haha..hope his fans dun beat me.. haha.. the bikini babes show i oso seldom watch ley.. but i think its damn nice to see de gals.. :P ahha.. horny guy.. lol.. btw.. i was jus trying to say fiona xie is chio n got de figure .. okie? no other thgs.. haha..
oso.. i saw a guy frm aj on CNA.. yea..Christopher Toh..he live in serangoon lor.. he was toking bout blogging.. ya.. hmm he says he stopped blogging cos its quite useless.. n may cause ppl to lose contact wif de world.. cos nv communicate wif ppl.. he says blogging bad for mental state of health lor.. whaha.. no la.. still okie to me..haha.. he say shuld tell ppl personally.. but then sum words not easy to say de ma.. haha.. nvm.. i was jus surprise to see AJ ppl.. ha.. anyway.. wendy choo blog is quite famous.. dunno any1 heard of it not.. it was oso featured in de CNA show..
i think i got sum more thgs to say.. but i cant remem.. haha.. nvm la..
i wanna go read a photog bk i borrowed today frm amk library.. haha.. stupid me.. my mama say.. i spend too much time on photog.. yea.. quite true.. :( .. but she nt rly angry dat i hafta drop a subject la.. she say.. drop lor.. no choice wat.. haha..
thks shilin k.. long long time nv tok to her.. think i go tok to her now.. haha.. dunno how she doing le.. wana thks her for missing me.. ^^ n i rly appreciate de song u haf for me in de blog..
Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi wo ma? hehe
Thursday, October 21, 2004
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here.. de CCA heads.. wanted to sent to shilin de.. well.. go count de no. of ZHSS ppl ba.. hehe
sad.. wat can i do
10/21/2004 10:36:00 PMim supposed to blog la.. but.. no.. not now.. got alot to write down.. but wanna go play com games la.. play has become impt now.. cos its a ways to interact wif de ppl in my class.. haha.. hai.. anyway.. i can tell u.. im not happy.. yes.. since de day i got back results.. yea.. i pretended to be strong.. for de openhouse.. n until now.. but now.. de reality is back.. cos mus drop subject.. hai.. i got no hope in appealing 1 la.. i got 23 points when they need 14 to keep 4 As.. while i dropping.. de rest is discussing bout S papers lor.. sianz.. haiz.. nvm.. i will blog again la.. i seen de ChannelNewsAsia show on de blogging.. haha.. well.. i shuld conitnue to blog la.. but sumtimes lazy n den rly no mood to blog ba.. hai.. i'll b back.. im still busy currently.. no.. not jus PW.. haiz.. :(
supposed to bring luck n fortune.. -_-
here.. de cute boy boy lor...
here.. my fiona xie.. shes now in bikini sumore.. haha.. catch de channel 8 9 pmshow
quite boh liao.. de sch.. it sux
yea.. its quite an okie angle.. n hmm de sky was edited.. :P
erm.. wonder i got send b4 not.. de safti openhouse pics.. cos..i recently jus visited it again
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Red n Yellow n Pink n Green.. Purple n Orange n Blue.. I can see the rainbow x3 TOO
10/07/2004 09:00:00 AMbah bah.. now i shui yan xing song.. haha.. cos not been slping for 20 hrs le i supposed.. :P anyway.. exams over le la.. duh.. jibai cham liao la.. my promos sux lor.. first paper GP.. dunno can pass not lei.. cos all along nv pass de.. n dis time still like nt enuff time for paper 2.. abit rush.. i think wrote rubbish for AQ lor.. haiz.. den nxt was maths.. its sHiT too.. ha.. i already forgot y.. hee.. onli remem i dunno how to do alot qtns.. n ran out of time too.. so in de end skip n skip..den nxt paper is bio.. its slightly easier.. but then i still cant do ma.. cos essay atns i cant possibly answer.. n those structured qtns.. i jus anyhow use some keywords n hopefully get de answer la.. orh.. n de worse came wif chem.. nabeh.. dunno y so hard.. i cant do alot qtns lor.. dey come out organic chem n de equilibrium.. den i v weak in them lor.. :( n i oso skip alot qtns.. :( :( :( but then onli chinese i can do lor.. haha.. de paper 2 quite easy la.. i finish b4 time.. den slack.. hee.. den physics was still ok la.. but could hav done betta.. cos i forgot all de formulas.. n den sumore dat morning i jus cant memorise stuff... all de definitions come out lor.. i got bei.. but nv get into head leh.. lidat lost 5 marks liao i suppose.. haha.. nvm.. suan le.. now left de SPAs nia.. now dunno whether i shuld study for them not.. cos i surely dropping de.. :P haha.. i hope i can dun drop la.. but i think i will fail de la.. so cannot dun drop.. ah..
nxt monday den start all de post exam activities liao.. got alot CDP character development programme.. haha.. my class sign up quite a cute workshop la.. bout image de.. will be fun i supposed.. n monday cca heads got another workshop.. its for organising AB camp de.. ha.. will be exciting too.. i wan to be i/c ^^ well.. i think got me de la.. haha.. den nxt yr de orientation will b a big 1.. but i cant be OGL cosi not free in hols.. got de science attachment lor.. hai.. but i think i will still end up as stationmaster or sth? :D haha..nvm.. nxt wk will b busy again.. cos mus prepare for de sch open house lor.. alot of thgs to be done la.. n PS booth haven start preparing.. i threw it to my VP liao.. dunno le.. i think she cant get thgs done.. if im not wrong.. she might be in her hometown in m'sia liao "-_- haha.. 4get it .. i dun care.. i wun care PS liao.. i running de whole sch more impt dat day.. =D its quite fun ba openhouse.. wat funfair style.. its crap la.. haha.. anyway.. i suggested a live video feed.. so im working on it.. will hav 2 reporters going arnd de sch lor.. haha.. sth like "AJ Newsflash" lol.. n will be screening a video me n my AVA frens did.. haha.. den all de banners, de abit decos, de info sheets in de goodie bags.. is all made by my creative committee la.. hee.. dunno will turn out well not.. cos its running ZERO budget.. diao lor..
haha.. de day b4 promos i rly boh liao nth to do lor.. i go sms almost 50 ppl gd luck.. haha.. but then hor..so jialat de.. onli bout 25 sms back.. -_- so sad.. haha.. but nvm la.. well still 1 of de sms stood out.. it always stood out.. cos its got lots of smileys.. haha.. see liao v happy.. :)
dis sat i going out take pics with my seniors.. i tot dey wanted to go to botanic gardens or sth.. but den dunno lei.. dey meet at orchard.. duh.. i like learning how to take pics.. but i dun like carry de heavy equipments.. argh.. y cannot use de small small cute cute compact kind ah? haha.. still de same wat.. actually i dun mind using disposable..ahha.. so light .. :P
anyway.. i go off liew.. go to sch.. to do wat? no test today wat.. well.. Open house lor.. -_- hee.. tata~
Saturday, October 02, 2004
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10/02/2004 09:27:00 PMim so connected with smiles recently.. feel so happy when ppl smile at me.. or send smileys in their smses.. or having smileys at messenger.. haha.. but then me myself cant rly smile cos i still slacking lei.. haiz.. haven rly studied.. die le la..
think i shall make good use of dis quote i found.. dun be so gan cheong..
"It will happen when it happens. Be Zen about it."
Friday, October 01, 2004
Slow
10/01/2004 11:59:00 PMim slow.. ha.. n i wun deny.. but perhaps de amt of time i spent thinking or daydreaming amkes up over half the time i took to do a task.. :P tts jus me.. i think of everythg.. de consequences.. de outcome.. de factors.. blah.. tts jus plain *tooty* tupid .. ha.. i gues de present me is still slow as well..
exams is like erm less than 50 hrs away??.. n well im still SLACKING.. am i too over demanding of myself or wat.. hmm.. but no lor... i rly slack wat.. i study damn slow la.. :( my bio haven touch! n its damn thick de notes.. boohoo.. didnt rly remem all de formulas n definitions oso.. n haven go through GP yet.. wah.. siao liao rite.. BUT.. freak it.. i will survive..haha.. can de la.. provided i stay focus.. haha.. yea.. nxt 1 wk or so.. haha.. BUSY! exams!! ARGH.. i dun wan retain.. and hope can keep my 4 As!! god bless!! bless every1 else oso.. all pass pass exams.. thks thks for ppl cheering me.. n.. =) =)=D=D to de person tt always send me de smiles.. shilin jiayou orh.. i'm spiritually wif u~ haha.. gd luck to all..^^
okie dokie.. STAY FOCUS~!
Attention Concentrate!