Be a man do the right thing
oops.. i wasnt sick wat.. jus runny nose lor.. which is common.. haha.. had it like last thurs.. den again on this tues.. haha.. but then i got darling to look after me :P so nice.. so i try not to bully her lor.. haha.. which actualli i nv did lar.. is she notty wat.. :P haha.. but ok lar.. let me slowly accept it k? haha.. find her cuter these days.. but perhaps jus as tao qi :P
but oopz.. she fell ill :( so sad :( keep hearing her sniff sniff cough cough.. :( break my heart lor.. den think is i pass her de flu de.. :( darling mus rest well n take care ok?? drink more water n slp early.. haha.. now i mus take care of her lor.. n i so nice bring her home lar.. :P
anyway.. nv blog for some time.. haha.. oh n i wasnt under wat APTS lor.. wah.. amazing.. how come.. when i fail so many?? no la.. but din fail v badly... haha.. hope i can really start to study lor.. :( think i cant catch up lei.. im like weak in all topics.. :( but i wrote testimonial for myself lor.. haha.. think got things to write lei.. not bad.. or issit i good at selling myself?? :P haha.. i think so lar.. i can crap alot if i wan to de lor.. haha
arhhh.. can i really sit down n study?? gp kinda stress leh.. i tried read alot newspaper liao.. so scary.. cant do well.. :( haha.. v hard for me to work lor.. ive been sleeping alot.. cos i really cannot do with 6 hours of slp per day.. haha.. so weak.. n ya.. i still can b late for sch lor.. wah i broke my record liao.. i got 1 time late for 2 terms.. haha.. amazing.. :P oh anyway.. i sat on char's mum's car twice.. so paiseh.. need to "save" me from late.. lol..
ok.. nth much lar.. jus mug n study everyday.. sianz.. :( i still haven got de momentum.. sucks lor.. im deeeeep shit.. :( bless me.. n bless darling too.... shes kinda stress liao.. hmm.. n mus recover fast fast ok?? den we can go out liao.. n then we will work hard together too.. :)
bless everyone else.. cos haven been mixing with ppl ard.. hmmmm..
n oh ya.. that stupid LJB named themselves wat eternal loop n joined de straits times school of rock.. altho i would very much like to hear all de bands sing n play this sunday at j8.. but i guess i shall stay at home n study.. haha.. n i lazy too wat.. haha.. n ya.. sarah is soo innocent :P good luck to them lar.. n joseph better not b so rude next time.. humph.. :P
Saturday, July 16, 2005
wah.. so fast 1 wk liao.. wat a disgrace..
boo.. results like shit.. im like shit.. so shitty..
anyway.. i better go study lor..
but jus luff the way sg is.. why am i living in a society lidat.. haha
oh.. n i had fun reading sgreans blog.. rubbish tok but wif sense.. hahahttp://rockson.blogspot.com
n ya.. i bluffed my way thru the stupid NS med check up survey.. stupid lor.. so propaganda..
will u protect your country in times of war..? yah.. find my gf 1st den say.. :P whu ask her to be sweet :P hopefully she wan to do tt all the time lor.. hor~?
oh.. n im in PES A.. good or bad i dunno.. should i keng weak? haha.. wateva..
if can do well in NS den go lor.. its not torturing myself.. but training myself.. anyway.. times were hard b4.. not the first time is it? wat can b worse?
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Boo! wattss da wat AAR template?? After action review.. diaoz.. i sian lar.. i dunno how to fill it up.. so intend not to fill it.. haha.. see wat the rest of the ppl say? hmm.. i realised the AB campers gonna hav BBQ on dis sat? eh.. but then i got my ah gong bday on sunday.. (I think..) lol.. and i dun fail like going for both.. hehe.. i wanna go out take photos leh.. cos if not i got no chance liao.. think so.. hmm.. but again i realise i got medical checkup dis friday.. i cant wait to hear wat they hav to say.. lol.. it'll b exciting to noe sth good.. or even sth bad.. haha..
mesa nv do alot work.. still din get the hang of it.. even tho its like i din do well for my common tests.. yea.. sux lar.. i cant sit down n study lei.. hmm.. n slping is still like a top priority.. wif havign alike 10 hrs of slp at least eah day.. LOL.. crazy..
arh.. kangli say my darling pretty.. hahahahhahaha
cant get it outta my head. =P
Thursday, July 07, 2005
eh.. i dunno.. darling.. u said wat bout this few days ah? nice ah? haha.. okie lor.. but nth special to me.. :P but i felt like quite detached from PS already.. dunno wats gg on.. haha.. erm.. yupz.. i haven step down lar.. so dun blame me.. i need to check out on thgs.. haha.. cos its mayb cos i din ask de J1s.. my members wats happening.. haha.. den they jus go ahead wif plan lo.. dunno whether its gd or bad.. but its not totally tt they nv notify me.. jus tt i din rly bother to find out.. lol.. haha.. me like so bad.. so tmr i shall find out more..keke..
hmm.. found out "the secret" from shi lin.. LOL.. haha.. okie lor.. but i nv expect tt guy.. humph.. :P shall ask her.. :P
still think im too demanding..to everyone.. especially myself.. ahha.. never satisfied.. yupz.. im telling u im never satisfied.. n tts still a major prob to me being Happy..
but take a look at the finer side of life.. haha.. i like it tt i got so much free time now.. lol.. but i noe it'll soon b no time.. haha..
do the thgs i like..i wan i wan.. *beams*
Monday, July 04, 2005
eh.. im slightly happier..
diaoz..
still got work undone.. as usual? :S
sianz.. still..
darling.. try harder next time.. :P
isnt it fun.. I 4O93 U
:P
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbah
7/04/2005 09:58:00 PMsian diaoz...
sian sian..
stupid no power..
from morning till aftnn..
waste my time..
destroy my youth day..
oops LAST youth day.. :(
stupid...
ps bbq was actually quite fun..
ignoring de sian parts..
i mus b happy
i wan to be happy..
find happy..
happy find me.
i am happy..
i am happy..
im happy.
happy
happy
:) :) :)
:) :) :) :) :)
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Friday, July 01, 2005
over..
7/01/2005 09:52:00 PMyep.. exams over.. hmm.. whether i did well anot.. eh.. u should noe lar.. haha.. im still v lousy.. i dunno how to become better lei.. mayb rly hafta finish all de qtns in TYS lor.. hmm.. and im v sad im banded into C for physics.. wahhh lllaaaooozzz.. N they make me get my PW n chi A lvl cert lor.. reminded mee..Tt frm pri sch till now.. i've been a straight A student.. (no B:), but no A* oso.. :( ) haha.. eh.. so i must get all As for A lvls wor.. okie? :P
oh.. watched war of the worlds after the exams.. hey.. sumhow it feels like its been a long time since i last saw a movie.. even if not so.. but got this feeling.. mayb is cos i went out wif my classmates??! hehe.. :P oh.. anyway.. de movie wasnt too cool at all..abit the no link de story.. i guess de story book itself is simply way too much better.. heh.. but i guess the movie wasnt tt expanded.. cos the director like spend money on the wrong thgs lar.. steven spielberg got high stdards.. but the movie v limted lar.. so not v nice.. haha..
oh.. i oso watched initial D today.. wif my darling.. eh.. oso so-so onli.. cos its like the racing car tt part v abit too fixed n sian lei.. cos i think they nv make use of music lor.. i usually enjoy listening to intial D( jap anime vcd) music lor.. yep.. n its not comparable to too fast too furious lar.. as in de racing scenes like abit dull.. n always at the same racing route lor.. yep.. but still.. if wan see shuai ges n cute bois can go watch la.. haha.. oh.. n the gal wasnt v chio oso.. :P
hey.. wanna thanks darling wor.. cos she v accomodating lei..
somehow i tot i would have make her felt this way??
1) I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so Iwill try to "impress" you instead.2) I'm not comfortable enough around women to justact normal.3) I don't have a lot of experience with attractivewomen.4) I'm insecure.5) I don't know how to make women feel comfortablewith me.
so sry.. n i tot u'll be deimpressed.. haha.. but anyway..seems like u still din mind.. (dunno whether rly right or wrong :P) i jus feel tt ur love for me quite strong hor.. =P
Cheers.. me hav fun at BBQ tmr.. n u hav fun wif ur sec class reunion!