Be a man do the right thing
the road to nowhere.. life is a journey not a destination there is no ultimate point of arrival, it is the road, now and forever finite man probing infinity, finding his way endlessly, helplessly
~Life is a battle between faith and reason in which each feeds upon the
other, drawing sustenance from it and destroying it~
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
hey yoz.. guess wat.. 5 mins ago.. i had a sudden stomach cramp.. haha.. dunno y leh.. not luff too hard.. dunno.. haha.. maybe due to PE yesterday?? haha.. im such a weakling.. lol..
den haha..so excitied!! my pri sch fren dat i nv meet for like 4 yrs msg me suddenly!! ah.. its cos his coming for tmr harmo concert ma.. haha.. yea... den he got extra tix so ask me whether i wan not.. haha.. of cos i hav la.. i frm aj ma.. will support lor.. tho i dun like de sch alot.. but i support my frens there ma.. ya.. haha.. rly v exciting leh.. haha.. i miss him.. haha..
orh.. well so for de pass few days.. it wasnt v exciting at all.. lol.. cos busy wif work still..everyday go home onli 1 thg to do lidat.. write my gp essays.. haha.. i still got 2 more to go lor.. continue later la. haha..yah.. so sianz.. lor.. yesterday i buay tahan leh.. haha.. i slp at 8.30 lor..haha.. sry.. i lidat de la.. pig lor.. den ps oso v stress de leh.. alot of thgs to do leh.. cos dey erm quite low efficiency in my eyes la.. ask them do do so slowly de.. den i look thru de pdg photos mah.. overall accpetable la.. but some ah.. kaoz eh.. i dunno how to face ppl lor.. die leh.. so got problems in erm edit.. duh.. haha.. but dunno la.. shuld be still pretty alrite la.. everythg.. ya.. i hope so... cos nxt wk handover le.. den mus plan stupid farewell party for them ma.. haha.. i dunno dun care.. jus a simple 1.. den still got de photo exhibition to settle lor.. den still need to do some admin work on ps structure n discuss bout de details of our operations wif de exco la.. so actually nxt wk oso quite busy~! ah.. haiz.. expected de la..nvm.. endure.. :P but hmm.. bad signs.. i erm.. "Menstruate" again~! eh.. maybe some ppl will noe dis term haha.. it means i ass bleed la.. yah.. alot blood ah.. die.. my mum say maybe got Zhi Chang or sth.. eh.. dun wan so scary.. i think its indigestion la.. eh? haha.. so sry for de gross part..
wuld like to say sry again to dearest SL.. i was being insensitive.. yea.. but im sure u not dat petty de rite? :P haha.. thks for forgiving me la.. but i oso not v happy when u like hav such a bad temper.. ya.. den eh.. dun hurt me wif those harsh words can?? like "scram off" even lulu oso think u fierce lor.. hehe.. so rly mus control ur temper k? i hope i can help la.. n i noe ur trying hard to.. :)
yoho.. tmr n de nxt is v busy oso.. especially sat ah.. think i frm morning 7am to 11 pm de earliest lor haiz.. cos got cip thingy n mus do pw oso.. den de chi tcher oso think she gonna bug me.. she always bug me.. keep calling me leh.. i not her bf or sth.. duh.. she calls me at nite.. aftnn in lessons.. even cca she call me.. ah.. crazy.. i onli chi rep leh.. she in thinking committee de ma.. den oso i/c of many chi thgs... so got any thgs events organised she ask me oso lor.. sianz.. haiz.. nvm..
gtg liao le.. so late.. chatted wif ppl enuff i guess :P haha.. no SL tonite.. :( hehe
Saturday, July 24, 2004
ahah.. every1 seems to be gg to de dinner.. but im not.. hehe.. so paiseh.. cos no J1s seems to be supporting de J2s in their photo exhibition there oso.. haha.. dun lidat la.. haiz.. i dun wanna go oso.. kinda sianz... at suntec lor.. anyway.. last wk was crap.. everyday so late.. well seems like de nxt wk oso de same.. ahha.. nvm.. i will survive.. irene says president mus noe how to distribute work.. ahah.. okie lor.. i noe la.. i noe my style well de lor.. hahaz.. anyway.. today its her bday.. n im not anywhere near her haha.. happy bday pig.. sharing her presents wif a fren.. but im not giving it to her.. my fren is.. haha..
juz now hav mentorship programme.. haha.. n i was posted to deyi sec lor.. haha.. irene came frm there de.. anyway.. look forward to it.. n have fun wif de kids.. haha.. den i saw SL at de amk bus interchange.. haha.. its still u lor.. ^.^ nice to see u.. but u seemed a little shock.. n erm.. u seem to be uninterested or some sort..ahaha.. nvm.. den i came back home n explored my com.. found some pics.. yea.. of my class last yr.. miss them ya.. shall question lynn n bekky some time for my pics.. yea.. i remem got 1 pic i hav wif all de 4e6 gals n im de only guy rite?? haha.. id like to show it to samuel seah.. see wat he says.. LOL.. ahah..
kk.. im gg to mug.. yep.. Jia You Ba me.. 5 gp essays to go..~
7/9 is in AJ~! haha..
Found a pic of u somewhere in mi com.. lol
my 4e6 class gals.. de one in de middle is de cutest :P
this is for u lulu.. ur shuai ge erm..doing sth serious..
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
.....T_T......
7/21/2004 09:57:00 PMaight.. suc... dying.. once again.. alot of thgs to do... again.. im tired.. sumtimes feel like crying.. especially when ppl dun understand u.. sumore ppl scold u.. reprimands u.. dey cant feel wat i feel.. they dun like to see thgs frm my point of view.. dats v sad.. i need a hug badly...T_T
im like doing everythg lor.. ok so wat if im pres.. duh.. i dun havta do everythg rite?? but seems like im supposed to noe everythg..suck.. de ps J1s asked me alot qtns which i cant answer cos i dunno as well.. n den dey shift all de blames to me.. alrite.. i can accept dat.. forget it.. but im not superman.. boohoo.. haiz.. okiez.. im gonna do things at my pace.. fuk it.. i still feel like crying..boohoo.. every nite im troubled.. cos those stupid classes.. dey keep wanting to change de pdg phototaking schedule.. n de shittiest thg is no one knews bout it except me.. boo hoo.. y am i taking all dis Wei Qu.. haiz.. stupid pig.. hate her.. boo hoo.. :(
:) im giving dis smile to u.. ppl who cares.. thks.. i haven die yet.. i wun.. not so easily.. arhhhhhhhhhhh
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
MiSsEs
7/20/2004 12:28:00 PMyoho.. today im talkative.. yes.. "ppl,listen to me" quoted frm mr ari's lecture.. lol.. he always say dat..haha.. haiz.. dunno start frm where.. now quite late leh.. hey.. haiz.. i jus tok bit by bit.. miss out anythg dun care le la..
today not a v happy day leh for academic.. nv do phys hw.. haiz.. den de YIP sux.. hes eyeing on me le.. can feel it.. den he scold me nv bring tys.. wan me bring 2 nxt lesson as usual.. duh.. den during maths.. i cant solve de maths problem lor.. haiz.. den ended up teaching somebody 3d trigo hor..*hints*(LULU)
erm.. den today went for interview for de ang mo kio family service centre.. for mentorship programme de la..ya.. ok.. its still quite smooth.. do interview till sianz le.. haha.. den chatted wif trixy n sutha..(dey my classmates k SL^^, dun tsk tsk) dey went interview wif me together.. yea.. den dey doing rangoli for competition.. noe wats dat? de" floor painting" made on using de salt,sandetc.. during deepavali.. ya.. haha.. i noe lor.. so i haolian n gif suggestions.. so proud of it.. :P haha.. den trixy say i got alot fans.. as in lulu u all lor.. wah lao.. wat fans.. sounds v nan ting leh.. cos she jealous la.. mus be.. cos u ppl call me "hao ren" even de siti thaharah oso ask me wats dat.. haha.. well im gd wat.. :P den.. haiya.. dey waited for me finish interview when i say.. sui bian when dey ask wan to wait for me not.. haha.. ok la.. so i treat them Gum Chia Zui.. haha.. (pst..finally find an excuse treat them k) haha.. im a gd guy rite? haha.. see so gentleman.. :P dun choke k..? hehe..
ok la.. my headache like cuming back le.. haha.. i go slp liaoz.. miss alot ppl lor.. yea.. tho i v busy.. i still miss.. no need mention names la.. sec sch ppl.. pri sch oso got.. all la.. haha.. but specifically.. some la.. haha.. kk.. im gonna do well for tmr.. as in de ps stuff.. alot thgs to settle.. de tcher is pleased at de moment.. lol.. as in she say"gd, u have done a gd job so far" duh.. of cos la.. :P haha.. kinda bhb today.. haha.. okie..took 1 hr to write?? haha.. chatting dats y.. type v slowly.. nitez.. ^^
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Runaway or Walking Away
7/17/2004 10:10:00 PMalrite pretty slack for today.. haha.. yupz.. my plan was type de PW graphs n analysts dis morning.. den i would go school print it.. den i meet wenbin in sch.. den go for flag day together.. den we went for lunch at BK..(mushrm swiss double meal+onion rings) den went to watch Brotherhood.. den came out collect for like 15 mins.. erm business was bad.. de place was saturated wif so many others volunteers..sumore de ppl in yishun is rahter hostile.. haha.. yupz.. den we return the tins wif like $5 worth of coins.. hehe.. den i went to amk mac do PW.. i reach early.. so start doing my evaluation for de PW research.. den we spend time doing alot of writings.. evaluating thgs 1 after another.. argh.. but finally finished.. yippie..
den i ate Mac for dinner.. (Double Mcspicy Burger Meal).. n i flirt wif de "waitress"..haha.. or was she jus frenly? she approached me using her palmtop.. den i said.. y so slow.. haha.. den she say she first time do ma.. ahha.. den i jus say ok.. den i waited.. n she serve me.. haha.. den i said.. wheres my straw.. den she kept saying sry.. haha.. cos she first time doing.. haha.. i say nvm.. den i went to de counter go get curry sauce.. den she said.. wat did i forgot.. haha.. den i say no la.. take some curry sauce only..den she say sry again..den i say nvm.. haha.. den i saw her name tag.. yuki.. i called.. den she say ah? den i replied call for fun.. she jus luff n went off.. hehe.. n den eat halfway.. i got stomachache..argh.. bak tor tia.. so hmm.. wat was de cause? mushroom or mcspicy??
after my PW.. i walked alot.. i saw my 135 leave.. so i decided to walk to de nxt bus stop.. when i reach de nxt.. de bus haven come.. so went on to the nxt.. den de nxt.. den de nxt.. all the way till i was at townsville primary there!! wah kaoz.. i was almost completing my walk away from AMK.. duh.. stupid man.. so i sang along as i walk.. n theres only dis 2 songs i noe dats linked to "walk".. ah.. den so i think again.. hai.. am i walking or running away from my problems??
movie review : brotherhood... no...SL cannot watch this.. so bloody.... too violent for her le.. haha.. n the part where de bros reconciled at e end was v touching.. will sad till cry de.. i had to tried hard not to cry lo.. haha.. it was not a bad movie.. consider alot of the war scenes which was quite well taken.. yupz.. it features Korean war shuld help in Social studies.. or now.. GP.. haha..
so.. tmr.. is study day.. haha.. gonna finish up my tutorials.. yesh.. n gotta call my ps mates.. double check thgs.. ensure that they are ready for nxt weeks pdg phototaking.. i got no idea.. but sumhow i think thgs will go wrong.. argh... god bless.. let dis be a success..
plans
7/17/2004 01:17:00 AMnope.. cant plan.. my plan not working at all.. duhz..
i onli got 1 solution.. to find back my confidence..
where've u gone?
dun go quiet..
theres not even a trace
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"I may be small, but my confidence has made me twice your size"
KH 01:15
* wheres dat air of confidence *
i.c.a.n.t.f.i.n.d.m.y.l.i.f.e
7/17/2004 01:05:00 AMnoe wat? im becoming very frustrated over this fucking life.. fuck off manz.. i typed my blog jus now.. n den life sux for me till it went unpublished.. well.. dat was fuck.. fucking stupid.. this kinda thgs oso wan fuck me up.. forget it..
-_- <= dats how i looked like everyday
*_* <= and bad news plagued me everyday
'~' <= ive tried v hard to smile
`~` <= and ended up feeling blue
;[ <= im getting so stressed up
#_# <= and i ended each day like this...
or perhaps not considered.. end..
im going crazy.. all de stress makes me suffer from sleep problems, migraine and indigestion..
my biological clock has gone cuckoo... i cant control it.. im sry..
i sleep from 8.30 - 11.30pm for de pass 3 days.. woke up to do work.. den slp at 2.30 - 5.30am..
after i ate dinner.. i cant help it but lie dead on my bed.. *BuMpH* dats de sound i heard when i "lie" down at my bed
and perhaps.. dats y i had migraine n indigestion... stomach *rumbles*
argh...
im dying.. can any1 do CPR?
i'v informed de pdg reps on the phototaking.. and.. guess i was too sianz to get nervous of using de mic.. -_-
bio spa was a f*i*u*r*e, haha.. i spent much time doing de expt, n took my time to plot de table.. gosh..its skill c lor.. no idea wat i doing.. ended up no time for drawing conclusions.. i was crazy.. its not as if i dunno how to write them.. but no time..T_T
den maths test yesterday was.. muahahahah.. i no how to do none of them.. *clap* i shuld think of how to fry my big fat "egg"
PW was crazy.. we didnt tot of de plotting of graphs for our surveys.. now we got soo much variables.. we got alot of problems.. alot of thgs to be done.. can i do it?.. haiz....
no use grumbling.. *piacks* im useless.. its hard to amor ipsemet..
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
head *boom*
7/14/2004 11:41:00 PMhead hurts.. argh~! whole day im using it.. n i will still have to use it within de next 72 hours.. still gonna be busy.. haiz..still im thinking.. thinking of u.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................wow.. full stops r cool..
Monday, July 12, 2004
weeeeee~
7/12/2004 11:22:00 PMhohoho.. lotsa thgs to do again..haha.. PW got alot alot thgs to do leh.. how ah.. haiz.. my grp onli now den Ling Shi Bao Fuo Jiao.. hehe.. all the minutes nv write lor.. so now mus fake everythg out.. haha.. i think our minutes now like quite dramatic.. each person say 1 thg.. haha.. den now getting de momentum back again le.. my grp begin to luff n have fun le.. haha.. den my other grps discussion today abit off track.. haha.. keep luffing..dunno wats wrong.. we got 3 txtbks to use.. but then so stupid lor.. we discuss until every1 crowding over 1 txtbk to read.. haha.. so stupid..
den today interhouse games.. irene reminded me of it dis morning.. she ask me whether i got join not.. ahah.. den in her sms she ask whether i late not.. wa kaoz.. indeed i am lor.. but lucky i change bus den not rly late.. haha.. ya.. den i watch pig play netball lor.. k la.. not bad la.. haha..den weikeong say she fat, den got big bums.. hahaha.. n i go tell pig dat.. haha.. but seems like she dun care.. haha.. i nv watch finish go off le.. haha.. so sianz.. cos she confirm win de ma.. :P
hmm.. mus go chiong my thgs liao.. shitzzz la.. haha.. alot thgs lor.. so many tp type plus all those hw.. i think i can nv finish my 5 gp essays.. haha.. siao lor..
Sunday, July 11, 2004
well..well..
7/11/2004 01:00:00 AMhaha.. erm.. seems like my plan failed?? ahha.. erm..well.. y not i try it again? last wk not counted la.. cos i sick.. haha.. den.. hmm still v ill disciplined.. restart k? ahah.. :P damn sucky la me.. i mean im slackkkkkkkkkkk..... or in fact lazyyyyyyyyy.. yea.. all my hw nv do again.. shitz.. its sucky.. i dun like dat.. i gotta mug lor.. pls ley.. i find myself v sia shuay.. cant even study well.. haiz.. guess wat.. im aiming for sth.. aiming for the "Most Outstanding Student" award in AJ.. yea.. haha.. aim onli ah.. haha.. whether can get not its a different story.. ahah.. yesh.. all those top student n crap i dun care.. haha.. i onli aim for dat award..yesh.. saw it when i was doing my common test in de hall.. haha..
yesh.. wanna intro http://www.fasco-csc.com/ yupz.. its sum time since i played a puzzle game.. ahha.. kinda like dis kinda games..click click click den got progress.. den needa think.. hehe.. i like dat.. spent quite a long time tho.. duh.. haha.. but see im slack.. :P yea.. hmm think i left 1 nice quite puzzle game in the 4e6 class web.. yea.. haha.. i go chck de link later.. haha
i find SL constantly changing.. haha.. hmm.. cant tell wats on her mind liaoz.. haha..:( really lor.. shes like always maturing.. yea.. den hmm ya.. her moods changes v fast.. haha.. den she tell me PMS.. haha.. well its not a very gd yr for her i supposed.. well still mine's worse.. haha.. nvm.. knowing dat shes fine can le.. :) really dun wish to know her crying again..
den kinda miss pig too.. yep.. she grew leng dan towards me.. dats sad.. n everytime i tried to chat wif her online.. she'll start mention SL.. duh.. wth.. damn sick of it.. haiz.. cant we continue like perhaps where we left off? hey.. i got no ulterior motives?? haha
okiez.. nitez.. i go off le.. finally gg to do some pw tmr.. lol.. siao liao.. daljit gonna kill us if she checks de files~! haha.. run for my life~
Saturday, July 10, 2004
MiSs Me?
7/10/2004 06:01:00 PMhehe~ so long nv come online.. well seems long to me lo.. haha.. yupz.. cos i sick manz.. den i slp n slp.. yesh.. slp a hell lot.. de onli thg i noe was on thursday i was a complete blur.. cant even leave my bed to go bath.. hehe.. yupz.. i gone cuckoo.. dunno wat im supposed to do..but then i woke up quite a no. of times.. cos alot ppl call me.. den i jus ah,eh,orh, haha.. cant really remem wat dey say.. :P den SL cry dat day sumore.. make me worried lor.. so i called her dat day.. ya.. n it turned out to be not a very big problem to me.. i tot sth bad happen to her lo.. haha.. yah..but true la.. i was not there.. so i dunno wat really happen n how serious it was.. haha.. yesh.. den yest i oso slp a hell lot.. i got home den BoMpH~ i lie flat on de bed.. haha.. den i slp till 2.30am.. yesh.. i was not waked up by any calls or smses.. haha.. think cos i put silent mode.. :P onli got 1 msg.. but i oso dun care.. too late liao by de time i see.. so i went back to slp.. haha.. yep.. den its tis morning le.. haha.. den got listening compre.. n hmm dunno whether de last qt correct notz.. but i jus chose de option i felt true to me.. yes.. Respect n Understand has greater effects den Encouragement.. haha.. yesh.. dunno.. i think quite true ba.. *_* den i jus finish my pdg phototaking schedule.. sooo many errors.. make me waste alot time.. haiz.. in e end.. still nv study.. :( sob.. i shall go study le.. haha.. n SL dun worry.. i think i recovered liaoz.. haha.. i slp so much.. :P haha.. but v touched.. u kept asking me whether i see doc liao not.. haha.. thks.. Miss ya..
Thursday, July 08, 2004
argh
7/08/2004 02:30:00 PMdie le... i think im sick.. down wif flu.. gan mao le.. haiz..my throat still v pain.. den i think begin to form blocked nose.. cant breathe..haha.. sianz.. my plan is going crazy le.. haha.. cos i slept jus now!!! 8.30 to 11.30 i was slping!!! haha.. im dead lor.. haiz.. im suffering.. but still i have to struggle to type those crappy stuffs.. yea.. dun type tonite den when? haha.. im tired liaoz.. haha.. but still hafta move on~ go go go~
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
SORE THROAT
7/07/2004 03:31:00 PMhere pain.. there pain.. everywhere pain.. my throat v pain la.. haiz.. heart pain.. ass pain.. head pain.. still got anywhere oso pain la.. PAIN.. n i think i shuld feel pain cos i nv stick to my painful plan
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
>.<
7/06/2004 12:23:00 PMhmm..exactly..9pm.. heard de theme song of de nkf dat hai you ming tian.. ya.. damn nice.. i like.. n perhaps cos de Yao Zi very Qing Chu.. like GuangLiang songs.. ahha.. i like sing Wo Ni De Shou.. hmm.. izzit cos tmr me chinese oral? haha.. dunno.. n i dun wish to noe anyway..i dun wish to noe anythg le.. hmm.. noe liao oso no difference..
ya.. today actions v slow..kinda like an old man.. but still quite productive..cos finished my bio holiday assignment..ahha..ermz mostly copied.. n finish all my chinese work..ya.. quite conscientiously..bother to check dictionary sumore.. well i chi rep mus do it ma.. haha..wanted to do de physics online assessments as well.. but ha.. i went to slp..:P
im still looking blur.. at a lost of wat to do.. everythg seems calm.. but ha.. wait till sch starts.. i noe.. bad things will come 1 by 1.. ha.. pardon me for being so pessimistic.. but i think dats me.. i got try to be happy lo..yea.. sumtimes i am.. but most of de time not..*.* ha.. im trying v hard.. yea.. Amor Ipsemet.. but still kinda find my actions v stupid.. ha.. tmr chi oral.. will it be de start of yet another unlucky chain of events?
loneliness is tragical..still remem de story i read yesterday lo.. ya.. de story v sad.. im like de main character.. who is cooped up in his own room.. waiting for some1 to open.. ha.. deng dai na yi pian shu guang..
well gotta have some rigid plans to study liao.. ha.. but i noe.. i always tok only.. no action.. ya.. but still shuld mention at least.. hehe.. well i think i gotta find someone to go through de newspaper wif me every morning.. ya.. not read through them.. but jus ticked them out.. haha.. yup..den i will come very early to school.. hope so.. i dun wan late again.. haha.. sianz lor.. hate de 853 bus i hate it~! i wish to take taxi every morning..:P ha.. late den have to do CWO lor.. dun wan le.. had de experience liao.. no wan le.. haha.. like pig said.. i think i late so many times will lose credibility de.. ya.. haha.. i no wan late le.. hmm.. nono..come back to main point.. newspaper is for GP.. hmm.. den i think i everyday after sch i will go reading room.. yupz.. i will do my hw.. i already told antonio le.. i think he will accompany ba.. den i think ard 6.30 den i leave sch.. reach hm shuld be nearly 7 le.. den bath eat..watch tv meantime.. till 8..at most 8.30.. haha.. den i will finish up wats need to be done.. den i will leave 30mins to 1 hr to recap wat i gone through today..hmm think dat dats very impt.. den ha.. i think enuff le lor.. will reach ard 11+ le.. will b v tired.. so go to slp.. dats mugging life.. ha.. no choice? well still i think i will come online.. yesh.. n on every "odd" days..lol.. i mean 1,3,5,7 yesh.. mon,wed,fri,sun, hehe.. ya.. n dat means i come at ard 10pm for these days.. haha.. hmm.. not much time i noe.. but hope it really relaxes me out.. n ya.. saturdays.. i now free le.. haha.. perhaps morning most of de time i will still go sch.. yea.. den afternoons i will maybe go do PW.. or well i will use it to MUG!! i will do TYS?!! ah.. i wan be mugger.. but even so.. i noe i wun be able to do it.. hard to be mugger de.. ha.. but siao lor.. sumtimes i wun mug la.. maybe once in a fortnight go out n chill.. yea.. dats my plan.. ha.. issit too crazy? well..i dun think so.. i still will come online ma.. haz..
really wish to numb myself.. n be void of all feelings.. but i dun wish to let laziness occupy my soul.. hope is work dat keeps me busy n forget other thgs.. cant concentrate tho.. dats y la.. bah..n one of de reason is of cos thinking of u..ha.. cant help it.. but im trying not to.. @.@
well.. kk.. i noe i type alot.. ha.. n i like to do it liaoz.. ha.. mus be cos i too boh liao.. duh.. haha.. byeZzZ.. u wun get to see me so often le.. T_T
Monday, July 05, 2004
nth leh
7/05/2004 04:03:00 PMhmm find nth to write bout.. how bout me eating satay for dinner? haha.. dun wan la.. later got de euro2004 finals.. hmm any team win i oso dun care le.. i wan my netherlands.. boohoo..:P
it hurts.. wo gan jue hen tong.. v painful.. de worse thg is.. i choose to hav dis torture..
im jus too cute le~ :P 
Sunday, July 04, 2004
beautiful day.. stupid nite.. ha..or de other way round?
7/04/2004 05:40:00 PMya.. beautiful.. cos.. morning.. SL called me say she become CSC pres.. haha..so farnie.. b4 dat she tell me she sooo nervous..haha.. den she tell me she no chance le sumore.. cheat ppl.. haha.. naughty gal.. den rly lor.. she call me dat time.. wah.. de voice v loud la.. haha.. my ear drum pain.. :P haha.. think she v excited.. ahha.. think she will do a good job de la.. SL v responsible de... ya.. i noe she is.. n i trust dat she is.. haha.. Jia You..!! me will support u de.. haha..
den later evening.. got PS bbq.. haha..tho mani ppl nv come.. as expected la.. haha..but nvm.. like i said alot times.. not my fault..haha.. all irene's fault.. :P haha.. den but den still quite alot ppl liao le.. haha.. den ok lor.. had quite some fun.. den we de J1s pao qi J2s.. go maze.. den go playground.. haha ya.. den had quite some fun.. we play de rotating plate.. i enjoyed dat most.. haha.. den like kids lor.. den got pass by de tree..4e6 used to take photos on.. during de pasir ris park cleanup.. haha.. ya.. de tree look v nice lei.. haha..
but then after dat go home.. stupid thgs happen again.. i 11.20 reach hougang mall.. den i go find ice cream for my sis..her bday.. ya.. den haiz.. cannot find.. so no choice go home.. den i reach mrt.. 11.32.. den de last train went off lor.. sucks.. den i try go interchange take bus.. den de bus leave rite in front of me.. den i stuck in houngang mall.. wah shitty lo.. so i no choice take taxi.. den cost $5.50.. so exp.. ya.. den reach home.. wah biang.. my sis haven reach home yet.. shitty boo boo.. haha.. sianz la.. its AGAIN lo.. stupid stuff.. hah.. used to it le.. nvm.. i wun brood over it.. haha
den SL make me sorta angry.. so bad de she.. she say its pig help me den i pres.. huMpH.. i angry.. den i shuo qi hua.. say slap her.. den i dunno.. she like angry oso.. haha.. bad gal.. she noe i will giv in.. duh.. haha..ya.. in e end nth la.. nv rly quarrel.. she promise be gd gal.. dun say such naughty stuff again.. haha.. she say dat was a joke sumore.. -_-.. dun sound like joke to me leh.. HuMpH.. i say i wun gif in to her next time.. den.. she still try be funny.. haha.. say me will gif in de.. huMpH.. i wun la..:P.. hope so.. but dun angry me first la.. so hurting lo.. haha.. bad gal..
finsh le.. wrote alot again :P
Saturday, July 03, 2004
jus in case..
7/03/2004 05:07:00 PMhmm haha.. perhaps shuld note down rite.. haha.. in case forget.. SL gave me a online hug.. LOL.. am i too kau zhang.. such thgs oso note down.. haha.. hehe.. dunno.. but its de first time.. i nv force her ya.. haha.. kk dats it.. no more.. bye
my 31st post~!
7/03/2004 05:00:00 PMwa... not bad sia.. i made 30 posts liao.. wah.. *CLAP CLAP* haha.. i nv tot i wuld last dat long.. but now i do.. i think it will continue to go on to 300 post.. 3000.. haha..ya.. so mus thks SL ah.. haha.. cos she gave me de idea of starting 1.. ya.. think now blogging quite cool la.. de govt i tot oso encourage blogging lor.. got wat "Singapore Blog".. haha.. ya.. so its a pasttime to sgreans liaoz.. haha.. hmm.. sudenly felt like i v loyal to my country.. yea.. actualli i quite like sg la.. n de gals oso not bad le la.. tho not many mei nus..but then.. i think dey r rather sunny.. haha.. kk.. dats not de pt..hmm i will write wat i intend to write..
firstly.. dis morning i post de.. hmm i say wat i wan memorise.. haha.. i jus remembered i sec 2 dat time go memorise 1 song.. "F*** OFF" by Dr Dre.. lol.. haha.. i its a rap ya.. den got alot alot "F***" words.. haha.. its like every phrase have.. ermz.. actually me still can sing dat song.. haha.. v power.. haha.. every hear me rap le den.. haha.. mouth open den stare la.. ahha.. yea.. actualli dat was my intention when i learn dat time.. if any1 remems.. zhss2e4 dat time got dis guy called johnson.. haha.. i learn to spite him.. haha.. i jus wanna haolian nia.. ya.. so bad me.. but then.. haha.. quite cool oso in a sense.. can rap it not easy lor..hehe..
hmm.. den today did nth constructive.. still lazing ard.. haha.. 1 day like gone v fast oso.. haha.. den i go lift weights.. whaha.. i wan train liao.. haha.. i hope so.. ahha.. i wan nice nice figure oso.. i got a postcard.. (my classmate is a postcard collector).. ya.. on it is a picture of a figure v nice de guy.. ya.. so i aim to get dat body.. ahha.. den i cut out newspapers.. haha.. realy.. i v scared of my gp.. haiz.. i always wanted to do well in eng.. but i noe i cant.. haha.. but nevertheles.. i will try hard de..ahah.. i will still read my newspapers.. den hopefully got use in my gp la.. haha..den ya.. i cleared my table.. wah. haha.. damn hard to clear:P
haha.. den at nite.. SL tell me sth.. haha.. rly.. i v happy lor.. haha..cos she rly trust me.. haha..^^, cant slp le la..aha.. (no la.. i will still slp ;p)ya.. i trust her too.. i think shes de person i can trust most la.. n i wuld.. i dun like to hide la.. v tiring de lor.. haiz.. every1 is hiding lor.. dun bluff.. i noe de lor.. whoever doesnt hide.. den will look v ugly de.. haha..ya.. so haha.. jus wanna tok de truth to her.. ha.. den hmm i wan to be Blaine.. haha.. ya..i cut de article out le.. haha.. i will keep den show u 1 day.. haha.. i will stay tune to de barbie story de la den update u..ahha..Blaine is a suave well-toned aussie surfer dude.. lol.. ya.. i like sea sports n i intend to go learn:P ... hope can help u get over him la..i believe u will lor.. but slowly la.. even if 5 yrs.. it still took place.. dun strss urself over it.. n haha.. u sounded despo.. :P
kkz.. i go slp.. i remem u ask me slp early..haha.. i v guai de hor.. haha..tata~
Online disputes
7/03/2004 03:00:00 AMhaha.. jus as i was surfing de net.. i notice alot of online arguments.. yea.. haha.. dey r damn funny.. those ppl jus like to crap n boast things in which arent true..haha.. jus becos they can remain anonymous behind their monitors.. haha.. so farnie.. well dats wat made up of singaporeans.. but hey.. makes me see dat there are many different kind of online users.. haha.. look at a small quote of de argument (by a perhaps more intelligent man) i saw to a man who boast to be the wat 1998 bodybuilding champ n crap lots.. this incident took place last yr btw.. ahah..
"You have many boasts, and though this argument has altered your consciousness, you remain irrevocably human. There is nothing special about you. Ergo some of my statements you will understand, some of them you will not. Concordantly, while your brains and muscles may be the most pertinent to you, you may or may not realize it is also the most irrelevant. Denial is the most predictable of all human responses, but rest assured, your choice of denying to accept what I said will constitute an escalating probability of your death and beyond. The inevitability of your doom is apparent to everyone now as a consequence of the imperfection inherent in every human being, with yours being your ever-so cocky attitude. Which brings us at last to the moment of truth, wherein the fundamental flaw is ultimately expressed, and your existence on this planet revealed as both beginning and end. Nobody is ever perfect. Stop your cockiness."
wow.. de english so pro.. i go memorise den i king liao.. haha.. :P
slp
7/03/2004 12:44:00 AMhaha.. me slp alot yesterday.. not say v song leh.. haha.. but rly slp till v blur.. cos i again.. slp wake up slp wake up.. so mani pple call me msg me.. haha.. yupz.. den i think i cant remem wat i said to dem.. hope not foolish stuff.. haha.. i slp until headache leh.. ya.. ahha.. den i slpt till 15 mins after de soccer match starts.. haha.. yea.. quite exciting la.. tho no goals score..but then until dey draw ah.. den sian liao..cos i think de czech players like purposely lose de leh.. haha.. kelong again.. den extra time greece won.. haha.. underdogs rox.. me n qiyuan wanna bet greece win de.. haha.. but i nv bet.. cos me v suay de.. haha.. alrite.. today no plans yet.. think i go clean up.. mayb go out later for movie.. come back do hw.. den i think i call my pw mates up ba.. dey like no action de.. lost grace liao den dey become like lost sheeps.. too bad lor.. i think i have to chase them back.. hiazz
Thursday, July 01, 2004
hi
7/01/2004 06:16:00 AMhaha..seems like im blogging everyday.. ya.. slacker.. :P.. haha.. today de chem test oso turn out to be SUCKY.. yea.. haha.. i dunno how to do de essay qts... well sianz.. knew it.. haha.. cos i nv do my chem hw.. always copy..hehe.. yea.. so cannot blame.. i nv practice b4.. ya.. haiz.. den die le lor.. those qts on chem bonding n those on reaction kinetics i sucked like hell.. haha.. well dun care.. think gotta hav a long term plan to study.. haha.. shi jie will be joining me study together le.. erm.. dun get wrong idea.. shes my neighbour only.. haha.. yep n shes in AJ too.. okiez.. sian.. i go slp la.. later den chiong study.. hehe..