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Name: Ah Hong
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: April 2 1987
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8/31/2004 10:02:00 PM

Friday, August 27, 2004

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Saturday, August 21, 2004

8/21/2004 10:39:00 PM

$ %^*# * !!!!!!!!!!

8/21/2004 10:31:00 PM

bah..so sian de.. im so tired again.. yesterday nite i tried to keep myself awake to study for chem n maths lor.. diaoz.. in the end dis morning de tests still like shit lor.. haiz.. nvm.. cannot make it la.. i jus gonna leave it to fate.. will do my best de.. den.. today quite a tiring day oso.. n haiz.. kinda sadded.. cos i intend to see my exco after de tests de.. but then i dunno y??! not all de exco here lei.. n dat my dat stupid VP still say she wanna go eat.. duh.. i onli got 10.30 to 11.30 free lor.. so no choice lei.. i cannot do aniting dat i hav planned.. i wanna discuss de J1 pdg photo sale n de cca contribution form n de ps outing.. diaoz lor.. i planned everythg liao den dey not here.. haiz. how cum like i cant trust my VP ah?? haiz.. perhaps rly need communication lor.. i need to talk to them.. its so hard to meet my exco lei.. dey v bad la.. haiz.. think dey dunno de difficulties i am in.. so rly mux tok n communicate!! anyway.. hope everythg runs smoothly for nxt wk.. haiz.. den 11.30 to 2.30 i had a cca head workshop.. i think de speaker not bad sia.. LT Shenton Sng, haha.. hes a toastmaster.. a champion in public speaking.. den so he came to tok about conflict management.. well. sumhow de thgs he spoke doesnt seems rly related to de topic lei.. anyway.. quite a fun guy.. not a bad time there.. n yes.. i learn about the different handshakes.. n found out dat im a tasked/structured guy.. who always do thgs wif plans.. n always wanna meet de targets/deadlines de.. of cos its true la.. but guess i oso noe how to look after my people ba.. n hmm maybe some of my exco got different views frm me lei.. it seems la.. so argh.. shuld communicate more.. haha.. okie.. den after de workshop i got mentorship.. Pei Wen attended de workshop halfway n she escort me go deyi lor.. haha.. wanna slowly go de.. but since shes here.. den accompany her go lor.. den paint walls.. do mural.. so long sia.. i do until over 6.30 lor.. but fnish everythg le.. nxt wk we go n paint fireworks n put our handprint den done! haha.. n haha.. while painting.. i was soo tired lor.. den i was standing rly close to pei wen la.. den rly feel like hugging her lor.. haiz.. n of cos i didnt.. i wanna hug not cos i like her.. but perhaps more of wanting de comfort.. haha.. so despo sia.. but nevertheless.. de thot onli jus brush thru my mind la.. perhaps rly due to de close contact we had.. n btw, shes not a bad gal la.. haha.. :P den i told SL bout it.. den she say i Flower Heart Big Carrot.. haha.. ok lor.. >.< den after i finish doing de mural i still go do pw lor.. tired siaz.. my grp dese days v unproductive la.. doing de written report.. ha.. nvm la.. slack la.. but sianz.. tmr still mus meet up do.. :( haiz.. so today reach hm so late again..
sianz la.. i got alot hw nv do lei.. its not dat i dun wan do.. its i no time n strength n concentration n energy to do them lor.. haiz.. my eyes v tired la.. gotta settle my ps stuff.. den i going to slp le.. miss ya gal.. pls slp more :P

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

With arms wide open...

8/17/2004 09:26:00 PM

ahh.. *hugs* so tired.. needed a comfy real 1.. i dunno wats happening.. i dunno wat went wrong.. the distance between ppl n me like stretching apart.. did i do anythg wrong? or was it jus a normal phenomenon? bah.. *grumble grumble*
tired la.. rly.. every1 is so selfish.. sad to say.. maybe i am too..
darn it.. im leaving sch at like average 7.15 everyday lor.. n i reach sch in the morning at dat time too.. bah.. dats 12 hrs in sch every day.. den i still need 1 hr de least to travel to n fro everyday.. den i still need 1 hr de least to eat n bath everyday..7 hrs of sleep.. so 3 hrs left.. 1 hr to relax.. 2 hrs for hw.. $^# hrs for revision.. &$^$ hrs for PS work.. ^$^*&$*hrs for reading neswpapers.. &*^$*&^ hrs for doing research.. &$*& hrs for PW work.. cuckoo bird.. runny a serious negative..
SuCk It *grumble*
*HuG HuG*

Monday, August 16, 2004

TsK~ dat sickening TsK~

8/16/2004 12:31:00 AM

seems like no one to pity me la.. haha.. i damn sad again lor.. cos i slacked on dis sunday.. sunday is de most impt day lor.. its supposedly de tutorial day.. when i will do all my hw.. but haiz.. i did nth much today.. onli cut hair.. n read thru my physics of fluids.. n do a few qts.. haiz haiz.. dis wk busy again lor.. wif ps stuff i guess.. den everyday im so wanted in sch.. haiz.. cant remem which day was it.. i jus remem got one sch day de whole day i was rushing frm place to place.. haiz.. n yea.. yesterday was one of de worst saturdays.. so tiring.. i was busy frm 6.30am in de morning to like 10.30pm at nite.. dat amts to 16 hrs.. tires me out.. till i collapse at 11pm tho i was online at 10.45.. haha shitty boo boo.. i was too pia wif CIP issit.. im damn fake la.. doing flag days for show.. i feel guilty.. but haiz.. whus fault?? govt!! haha.. anyway.. dun wanna descirbe my days dese few days.. too sad to do so.. i jus hav some problems wif leading ps la.. cos me myself not clear of thgs.. den hard for me to pass de jobs to my members oso lor.. haiz.. de rest no initiative.. so i mus take intiative to go find out.. :( .. haiz again dun feel like toking.. haha.. might as well not blog le.. gonna be busy again la.. due to sale of j2 pdg photos.. sadded.. everyday sch end so late.. n sats is filled wif cip n pw.. tiring stuffs.. den sun i supposed i shuldnt slack..but im human.. as in those NORMAL human.. haiz.. suan le.. REN MING~.. ha.. go do my hw le.. take care..

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

*piAnG~

8/11/2004 09:44:00 PM

oh... today i went to buona vista there.. de biopolis there.. near de MOE there.. yep.. went there for the breifing la.. quite sian.. cos nth much.. but then saw nicholas ong.. haha.. rly la.. he still quite shuai.. haha.. den he tell me the shuzi dao him.. haha.. actualli i oso nv tok to her le.. aiyah.. expected la.. she lidat de.. haha.. anyway.. nicholas v lucky la.. he got into IBN,institue to molecular biology and nanotechonolgy... haha.. v mouthful.. anyway.. i think dats fun la.. i heard get to dissect mouse.. haha.. n sumore haha.. LuLu oso same RI as him.. haha.. den i saw YuJuN~! hehe.. shes my pri sch classmate.. den haha.. shes not bad lor.. she used to admire me.. but now like de other way round la.. haha.. shes in VJ la.. clever gal.. remem she 7 for l1r5 .. den i heard shes netball captain.. hehe.. not v chio la.. but hmm hey.. i think looks nicer den mindy.. :P.. haha.. i think mindy hear dis will clap lor.. nvm.. anyway.. de unfortunate thg was i nv go approach yujun.. sad.. haha.. n i lost her no. together wif my hp lor.. nvm la.. haha.. nxt time den go ask back.. :P den i went to see my mentor la.. sianz la.. haha.. china guy lor.. den first meeting he gave me assignment liao.. as in sth for me to read up.. den its like its 131 page long~! and de font size is dose small small 1 lor.. n den sumore got alot diagrams de.. haha.. sianz la.. den my RI got alot ppl frm HCJC and RJC la.. its like dey over half of de 22 ppl attached to dis RI la.. den mine seems real hard la..i have to like design an equipment la.."High Precision Automated Equipment Design & Implementation"... diaoz.. den involve using software like pro-E ad visual C++.. den will learn design concept of wat Piezo and DC motor controlled X-Y stage.. haha.. CHEEMZ rite?? well basically la.. de mentor gif me eg.. u noe de cd-rom drive?? got this thg dat reads de cd 1.. den dat thg is actualli like flying on top of de cd, not touching de cd at all 1.. but to our eye.. it touches la.. so.. hor.. my job is to desgin de equipment dat enables us to measure the DISTANCE btwn dat flying thg n de cd lor.. biang.. its like NANOmetre lor.. haha. nvm la.. de n he say de equipment qill like make up of 100++ pieces of component.. den me making only 1 or 2 of it.. haha.. stupid.. sounds complicated lor.. haiz.. sianz la.. nvm forget it..
so today i not around for PS la.. haha.. i heard nth much was done today la.. haiz.. without me dey will die siboh?? haha.. think so rite?? haiz.. nvm .. i think i mus learn to make dem independent.. cos i suspect i will miss PS sumtimes.. haha.. kk .. i zao liao..

Sunday, August 08, 2004

music~

8/08/2004 05:19:00 PM

hmm.. really.. shuld get some music to keep us going.. well so i added music codes here.. haha.. i really like this song..
Simple Plan - Perfect


Now It's Just Too Late, And We Cant Go Back, Im Sorry, I Cant

PERFECT

8/08/2004 10:53:00 AM

hee~

Ting Dong Ting Dong*

8/08/2004 02:29:00 AM

1. ◢█◣◢█◣ 真心
2. ██████ 诚意
3. ◥████◤ 关怀
4. ◥██◤ 浪漫
5. ◥◤ 温柔

http://chinese.cari.com.my/myforum/forumdisplay.php?fid=127&page=27&sid=igrmt6

看了一眼越发下的大的雪，男孩终于鼓足勇气，对女孩说：“让我抱你一下，好吗？ 最后一次。”
女孩抬头望着飘雪的天空，没有回答。男孩从她的眼神里读到了绝望的颜色。女孩嘴角抽动着用手套达落围巾的清雪，转过身走了。打开单元防盗门时她犹豫了一下， 　　但还是没有回头。 男孩孤单单地站在雪地上。孩神情落寞地踩着积雪向路口走去，他脑子里一片空白，但还是不经意间望了女孩家的阳台，温暖的灯光真好，他想。
.....

听着男孩轻吟浅唱的情歌，朋友们都哭了，哭的很伤心。男孩的生命象一颗流星， 　　就这样损落了。如果女孩让他抱一下，如果女孩转身接受他的礼物，如果他没有回头看阳台上温暖的灯光………………

haha.. chinese story nice rite? cos i think onli chi characters can bring out de rite emotions..hehe

dun feel like going out to watch de fireworks tmr lei.. n its true.. when i say no.. nobody force me to say yes.. im glad tho.. but dunno if its rly dey understand how i feel.. i dun rly see wats going to be fun if i go there not to take pic.. was it selfish to think tis way? mus got ulterior motive den i go.. haiz.. but once again.. science student lo.. im too practical.. diaoz
today did pw.. got guoxi around like inspecting us.. duh.. he joined me for lunch.. haha.. rly.. i dunno how to appreciate sumtimes.. how come de pw group like dun share de same mindset as i do.. i wan grace back.. cos i guess she'd listen.. haha.. anyway..today de grp decided on doing de advertisement.. so stupid.. we have complete de written report dey like thinking of de oral presentation.. duh.. den de advert damn spastic n funny n lame n STUPID.. but haiz.. i jus do it for fun.. guess if de advert rly come out den every1 will luff.. rly.. i dun see de point of making it.. n sumore its so informal.. they think its fun? well i dun rly.. but i shall try to enjoy most of it.. ha.. i always thot of thgs but forgot lei.. so alot of ideas i hav ended up mostly not rly implemented.. haha.. nvm.. heck..but psst.. im acting as a baby in de advert.. gosh.. *or weh or weh* ???
im still coughing.. abit asthma lidat.. dunno when fully recover.. but i suspect i will fall ill again nxt month..weakling me.. haiz..

8/08/2004 12:22:00 AM

jus let de flowers bloom for us

8/08/2004 12:19:00 AM

n so its quite a stupid path..

8/08/2004 12:19:00 AM

getting emotional..

8/08/2004 12:16:00 AM

was at fort canning 3 mths ago?

Saturday, August 07, 2004

8/07/2004 11:56:00 PM

hmm.. oso taken 3 mths ago.. wif some of my ps frens..

8/07/2004 11:55:00 PM

taken like 3 mths ago.. y am i so haggard? -_-

8/07/2004 11:53:00 PM

hmm.. my J2 PS members dat left.. haah.. a hell lot.. my j1s like half de size lor..

Friday, August 06, 2004

thanks

8/06/2004 03:00:00 PM

hey..in case i forgot.. dis is for lulu.. thanks alot.. for de strepsils.. yea.. dats sweet of u.. cos dat day i sore throat.. den u n charmaine always ask whether im okie.. thanks.. ;)

*blink blink*

8/06/2004 02:31:00 PM

*uhum.. * *uh uh uhum...* got alot phlegm la.. irritating.. den my voice like keep changing.. haha.. cos got block nose.. been sick de pass week.. n nope.. i didnt go see doctor.. where got time.. n besides im too tired to struggle to de doc.. den everyday go home like jus sleep lor.. sleep n sleep.. den ended up late in school.. n de tchers there alot noe me lor.. den im supposed to be "good" wat.. so i late den i v paiseh la.. haiz.. but stupid bus lor.. always run away frm me.. :(.. den some days got headache oso.. but still gotta work wat.. haiz.. anyway.. i am recovering le la.. onli dat got a lot phlegm.. dis morning sneezed out alot le leh.. de whole yellow sticky stream of phlegm.. haha.. disgusting lor..
de internal photo exhibition in sch was put up.. last for 2 days onli.. hah..kinda simple n yet stupid.. haha.. but anyway.. still ok la.. got pple see lor.. den got ppl comment.. den.. dis morning felt weird.. cos nicholas say de pics were nice.. n hey seems like alot ppl like de cat pic.. (a pic of a cat in a drain) hmm perhaps it look innocent?? i can act innocent too lor *_*
wed i was officially ps pres.. cos got de internal handover ceremony.. haha.. stupid lor..i was like rushing off for chem lecture..den still got to entertain ppl.. -_-.. den i bought cake n drinks..n de j1 took photos of de j2s and oso made a collage of ps members.. den we develop out de photos.. n gave each j2 members de photos as souveniers.. so unfair.. j1 members got like 19 but de j2s got 40 lor~.. -_- n de money?? all come from j1s lor.. so sadz de.. den ahha.. de pig v kiam siap de.. :P gave me a bookmark nia lor.. tsk.. nvm la.. i nv bother to gif her anythg oso.. haha.. den de j2s like wan her to hug me.. haha.. but she shy lo.. haha.. so no hug.. haha.. den too bad lor.. bye bye.. guess i wun rly see her anymore.. haha.. nxt wk i shall rule.. wooooo... but den -_- nxt wk i not arnd.. i gotta go astar research briefing.. gonna see my mentor le.. *anxious*
today finnally got a break.. whaha.. cos yippie.. national day..*we are singapore*.. but dunno y.. didnt really enjoyed de morning wat .. AJ race.. stupid.. run here n there.. well perhaps cos my class like not really competing.. ahha.. haiz.. still think its stupid.. ppl jus run ard in amk,bishan, yck.. den dere were qts.. ask all those statistics,name ppl n stuff.. so boring.. den later came back to class for debrief.. haha.. dunno wats wrong leh.. ahha.. de class began toking until like got big problem among us lidat.. deres no problem lor rly.. yea.. like wat Sheng xiong say.. got clique den got clique lor.. haha.. wats de big deal?? den outings cancelled den cancelled lor.. no outings will die meh?? haha.. stupid leh.. i think its cos no incentives la.. so i think Fitri is rite lor.. go do CIp la.. its meaningful lor.. n while doing de work.. we can oso bond watz.. i tot i like said it 4 mths ago bout CIP outing.. haha.. nvm.. anyway.. mus got incentives de lor.. we r practical ppl la.. especially triple science students la.. too much "practicals" make use really practical.. those dat has no use we will rule them out de lor.. so no incentives.. den haha.. i dun think ppl will go for outings.. but den.. me myself dun mind la.. but mus ensure i free la.. haha.. every1 rly busy lor.. so outing is quite difficult.. so jus relax.. no outing wun die.. de class is still there.. duh.. and oso.. its still up to de individual la.. he wans to socialize den of cos de whole class will noe him la.. like me la.. ahha.. i dun have a fixed clique rite? cos i always get bored de.. de onli clique i may be in is edwin dat gang lor.. but true enuff dey r nerds.. ahah.. dey get lame de la.. but den still homework occupied their breaks.. so i will get stressed wif them.. duh..imagine u hav alot work nv do.. den dere they r discussing how to solve dis problem n dat.. den u dun understand a bit.. its sounds like foregin language lor..argh.. so.. i siam.. haha.. i change n go to else where.. haha.. sometimes i do prefer to be alone.. yea.. at least can do work in peace.. :P haha.. n so i heard..nxt tues dey wan class outing.. go eat i think.. haha.. i dun mind lor.. ahha.. of cos la.. i so sad.. i'll be in sch de whole of tuesday.. got workshop for cca leaders.. boo hoo.. no tiem to catch up my work.. :( den others can stay at home lor.. haiz.. nvm.. gonna study on sunday..
den jus now come backfrn sch saw woon teng.. but haiz.. nv see SL..haha.. nvm..
tmr got bio test.. diaoz.. v think leh de notes.. dunno how to finish lor.. haiz.. better study le.. tata..
n hey.. SL.. though i nv msg u.. pls do noe im thinking of u still .. :D
take care.. *hugs*

Monday, August 02, 2004

CCB

8/02/2004 02:00:00 AM

fuck manz.. the graphs i made for the pass hour was wasted cos the stupid darn programme hanged!! argh...... now i feel like hanging myself..
heck care le..
i go slp
FUCK FUCK FUCK

Sunday, August 01, 2004

幸福

8/01/2004 10:46:00 AM

常常是藏在我们没有注意到的地方 ,
而我始终是这么迟钝,总是要到最后,
才能察觉到他的存在.
原来
守护天使
它一直没离开

jiu shi si ge zi:
wo jiu xi huan!
zhi yao ni xi huan,
xin qing you duo hao jiu you duo nian qing,
shi jie you duo da jiu you duo hao wan
ni zhi dao wo zui xi huan shen me ma?
wo zhen de zhen de zui xi huan
mai dang lao!

Here i go..

8/01/2004 10:37:00 AM

there are so many things that words can never express to heal a soul in pain, waht one needs is a drink of time distilled in a bottle.
i wish i could be there for you, to hold your hand and blot out the pain, but there are some roads that we must walk alone, to make us stronger, to make us wiser, and to prepare us for the more rough paths ahead. please be strong.

today the winds and the waves are in revolution, perhaps they are in agony just like me right now.

"does miles apart truly seperate us from those we love? if
we want to be with someone, aren't we already there?"

cont.. "all that matters are the lessons learned along the way. thanks for walking along this road with me.. "