Be a man do the right thing
hi everyone. book out again. hehe.. finally get to see my parents again.. cos they went to china with my relatives. surprisingly from both side at the same time. haha. well i'm still doing fine.. kinda tiring.. cos my fire for the recruits start to burn down a little bit.. hopefully it will rekindle back after the confinement.. poor thg lor they all.. still stuck in camp for another hmm 5 days before booking out.. whee.. lucky me..
hmm.. im running more nowadays.. playing more nowadays.. hopefully can read more as well.. ahha.. i wan to be happy..i really wan to.
i come to find out how scary business can be.. somehow i still remember the time when darling told me "so scary".. haha.. altho she herself is not too sure bout it now already i think.
well.. im scared cos of how powerful n scheming plots can be.. understand why ppl wans $$ so much.. understand de desire... de ambitions.. de flaw of human nature.. alot of thgs i dunno.. but i will try to find out.
knowledge is not power. knowledge without analysing is failure.
it all depends on how much u noe. i hope to noe more..
Sunday, April 08, 2007
i jus wanna try everything and noe everything, and learn everything..
its ok tt i'm not good at everything, i definitely am not be the best at anything.
but at least i experience something, better than doing nothing.
mayb i'm jus seeking for answers, answers n more answers.
i wan to pursue my dreams
knowledge
4/08/2007 01:11:00 AMIn today’s knowledge economy, the most important resource is the knowledge of what works and the ability to know how to use it
Saturday, April 07, 2007
humph
4/07/2007 06:13:00 PMi realise either i'm lousy or i'm in a lousy situation.
haha... dunno why but im like having a headache now.. seems as if theres hot air within my body.. ah.. issit cos i din slp well??
oh anyway, today lost half a day cos i have to stay back to wait for today's guard personnels to come.. apparently they were not told tt they have guard duty.. well duh..
haha.. but seems like its ok la.. well cos i got nth to do today oso.. n it looks like i'll get off for staying back today. well if i dun stay back today.. likelihood is tt i'll get the blame.. n who noes.. get charged. duh.
hmm.. back in coy line.. onli new birds ard.. ah.. why ive become an old bird le. haha. when i think i din noe much stuff too. hehe
soon soon, new batch come.. n i'll get use to tt same old routine again.. hope its the same n yet hope its better. bah
cant rly book driving dates.. headache sia.. why it seems like even i wan to learn sth oso hard..
i wan to enjoy.. where my friends..
n dun forget i'm 20 le.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
gals are gals
4/04/2007 06:29:00 PMhehe jus remembered sth when i type the title.
i din noe wats a "gal" at first. tot its like pal.. so i wrote back "ur gal". LoL. well tt was way back in pri sch.
okies.
girls tend to be the same. guys tend to be alike.
if only there were ladiesman n "gentlemenwoman" ard.
understand de situation n plight.
dreams
4/04/2007 12:18:00 AMDo u have a dream?
Have we come to the stage where,
We no longer want to be actors on a Broadway Show, we don’t want to dance as a profession we don’t want to indulge in our interests but we want to make money.
Is that all that the world has come to? Today practically everything is possible and a lot of us are under the misconception that we can’t chase after our dreams any more because it doesn’t bring in any income. Have you ever thought that you could possibly be happy and content with a decent income as the fact that you are living your dream is what gives you the ultimate satisfaction?
Life seems too short but the number of chances given to us are countless. It’s never too late to have determination sparkle in your eyes and to have that desire in your heart to covet your dream job.
Be what you want to be, fulfill your dreams. Or are they supposed to simply remain dreams?
Expectations set by others; eg. family.
Certain values that we inherit along the way overshadow our dreams and aspirations to become a tap dancer or a supermodel. That’s why our true dreams take the backseat in our lives and the “practical dream” is what we end up chasing.
So we all struggle in the same way, fighting for our dreams or fighting the instinct to follow our dreams. Some of us choose the path that chases after unimaginable jobs to fulfill that inner need of satisfaction. Meanwhile the rest of us move along in our tailored suits, brief cases and stern looks on our face; no different from those walking next to us.
Is it possible to live your dream in this day and age? OFCOURSE!! It’s all a matter of what choices you have and what decisions you make. There is room in today’s world for a growing imagination, a need for a unique identity, a need to be different. We are who we are and our dreams define who we are. Either we chase those dreams and make our identity clear to ourselves and others or we chase a different “practical” dream that helps us simply survive.
For me, I have to go for a dream that is practical. If it just so happens that I sucked at that dream job, I'd just have to compromise and go for one which I can enjoy. However, this dream must be well-rounded, with the oncoming stress for wealth in the society. Or even health.
Kids have the wildest fantasies about their future. They dream without being bogged down by restrictions of practicality and reality. They dream with an imagination and a desire to be someone different, to be someone exciting and new.
If you have not yet realised, your dream might have somewhat been compromised along the way and moulded into something more desirable as we grow older.
What are dreams to us? What is your dream?
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Happy birthday
4/03/2007 12:15:00 AMhappy birthday to myself once again.
i still have u. :)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Happy birthday
4/01/2007 10:17:00 PMHappy birthday to me!
Know wats my wish?
Its nth got to do with u.
Its not something specific.
Its not a certain action, thing, or feeling.
its got sth to do with 21.
antonio is my good friend. i hope he noes
wat happened
4/01/2007 07:39:00 PMyesterday darling came out to meet me. exciting. cos long time nv meet le. haha. anyway. its to celebrate my bday in advance cos i hav to stay in camp on my bday :( sad lorrr. nvm la. den i enjoyed de bbq wif NWO. :)
i realised wat i can really do to make a difference. this i'll say and evidence it wif de 90/10 rule.
we oso sort of finalise wat we should do.. so as not to feel so hurt anymore.
it may b hard.. but lets not make it harder.
ok 90/10 rule which i realise is supported by this person called Stephen Covey.
10% of life is made of wat happens to u. 90% is decided by how u react to it.
we have no control of the 10% of thgs tt happen to us. but we can control over the rest of the 90%.
How? by ur reaction.
u can have two different scenarios, when both started out wif de same event. but both ended different.
wats the difference at? on de way we react to thgs. lets react positively.. n same de rest of de chain of reactions will be positive. when u noe u r gg to b sad. let go. dun b sad. cos it'll onli make de rest of ur day sadder. when u noe u will get angry. dun b angry. tok to de person nicely.. u will make urself less angry. react properly n dun ruin our day.
sounds hard? but we can try.
anyway, i'm pretty sad tt i realisei cant join de new paper young photographer of the yr competition. u noe why?? ive not been taking photos often or much, wif quality ones i mean.. n so i dun hav photos within the past 2 yrs to submit.. sad rite?? haha.. nvm la.. den i'll jus have to miss dis chance.. why i should think about how i'm gg to get my own camera n start snapping away..
damn.. yc already got his one.. a D40. wah.. qian bian.. saw him yesterday. haha