Be a man do the right thing
i wanted to say.. tt yesterday was jus another normal day when i dun see her..
haha.. well so today i can make a difference. by taking action to make my day a special one.
today is a special day cos i got a glimpse of u.. :P
u dun do thgs to make a special day special..
u do thgs to make ur day special.
a special day is special becos u made it special.
a normal day becomes a special day becos u made it special.
rite.. today i had dinner wif wei zhang, wei lun.. oops.. i failed to remember tt wei zhang is actually vegetarian. haha. too bad.. for him.. well i had fish soup.. erm.. nope not gonna recommend.. not tt its not gd.. jus not gd enuf to recommend. okies.. so i had a tok wif wei zhang. this place we r living is jus too small.. same thgs happen to everyone. jus tt we din noe.
had actually wanted to reapply uni.. but realise its all de same. if apply nus biz wif acnt,chances of getting in is low.. n furthurmore, tt means i dun hav a choice over my specialization. if apply ntu biz.. it might sound nicer at the moment, its 3 yrs, but i heard ppl there seems to b quite slack. yea.. so jus chill... watever sch is de same, n choice is opened once u get those grades. so jus focus on scoring first ba.
happiness is wat? aristotle says...
happy life involves more than passive enjoyment.
it involves living the right way, not jus feeling the right way.
it is a long term pursuit. a happy life requires a sense of fulfilment.
happiness is the ultimate aim of life.
it requires us to rise against challenges and develop our own potential. hence requires effort and commitment to stay happy.
we all seek, wealth, reputation, knowledge, friendship. some of these thgs have intrinsic value but at least part of the reason of seeking them is tt we believe it will make us happy.
for me... its jus a plain challenge of achieving everythg.. n yet balanced them well.
success
3/28/2007 01:34:00 AMhmm.. how to define wat is success? quite personal isnt it..
i've succumbed to the tempt of money..
they keep enticing me with the money.. incentives.. pride to be on stage.. etc..
i din wan it..
becos i hav my own set of values which i treasure.
well oso becos so many impt ppl agree wif me. which helps me to sustain my stand. or i would hav rly been tempted....
so good.. be rich when so young.. its rly possible la..
but its whether u wan to do it dis way.. nope.. not to me..
next time? eh.. see how ba.
anyway, i think i'll like to produce some reviews of all de events that had happened to me in the past. i mean proper reviews. perhaps they can b of help somehow somewhere sometime next time.
well i've been thinking.. r u waiting for me to do sth.. do u wan to say i dun understand u again.. r u hinting me sth.. r u giving me reasons to do sth.. r u hoping.. r u wishing for sth.. r u... r u. i'm not sure. mayb nt tt i dun understand.. but u nv let me noe. haha.. u think its excuse? :P
Monday, March 26, 2007
bless u
3/26/2007 11:46:00 PMwoah.. i jus called my c n c darling. she later still hav to continue working.. my oh my.. she sound really tired lor.. so poor thg.. i sayang sayang her.. i would say "bless" u. haha.. sorry i used tt word.. i noe she dun like.. so actually everytime i wan to use it.. i will retract it back.. but personally i got no"biasedness" against tt word.. :P u rly "hate" it so much then i will retract tt word.. sorry sorry :( hmm.. me drank mocha jus now.. haha..mayb now sound more energetic lo :P
oh i wanted to say i think its better not to think so much.. hmm contradicts -_- well anyway.. i think its gd if i write down wat i think.. at least it doesnt seems like day dreaming n wasting time. i dunno if im right or not.. if u think wrong then kindly tell me.. hehe
watever it is, keep doing sth ba.. i dun wanna lose time le.. :P
money
3/26/2007 11:04:00 PMhaha.. i rly think now tt money is not everythg lor.
i got money so wat? i got cars house or watever.. den good lor.
but still definitely cannot dun hav money la.. reasons why i think no need explain la.. haha.
think having sufficient jiu good le lor.
wateva u do.. happy jiu correct la.. >.<
theres no right n wrong exactly in this world.. if its black it can oso be said until white, white oso to black. but if u think black is black, white is white.. i cannot say u wrong oso. so mayb u dun understand wat i'm toking or trying to bring across la.. but jus think accept everythg as it is lor.. jus hav to ask ur ownself.. u think correct or wrong.
but when u think u r right.. u cannot always think u r so right oso.. u hav to listen to others .. cos mayb u r really wrong.. haha
so u see.. wat is right wat is wrong.. haha.. who noes.. theres no answer to everythg.. even tho seemingly there is an answer to everythg..
when u give an answer.. that is jus ur answer.. there can b many many other answers oso.. but are they right or wrong.. it brings us back to the same thg..
theres no right n wrong!
haha.. see how "strange" this world is??
mayb i 'll jus have to accept this fact ba..
LOL.. i'm turning 20 soon. wooo hoooo. pls pls.. i hope i hope i've jus grown up tt little bit :P
i have to learn to accept thgs as it is.. tt this world.. there can b "no answers" ultimately.. but yet arguably there could b an answer.. which is tt "dun think so much".. haha.. oh ok ok.. i wun rly think so much anymore i think.. cos i've been thinking bout it for almost 20 yrs.. LOL..
who noes there might be ppl thinking for their whole lives till they die.. in tt case i'm lucky.. but if ppl dun even think bout it.. i think they might not even hav questioned wats de purpose of living.. well.. if ppl think n stop thinking about it long ago.. i can onli say i'm kinda stupid to think so long lor.. haha
but wateva the case.. wats thought cannot be unthink. hahahaha. jus nvm lor.. mayb sometime later i might think again.. haha.. u ask me.. i rly dunno. its not rly sth i can control lor.. but mayb i'll try to control for now..
wah.. dun ask me give an answer ba.. i dun rly understand.. n i dun think i'll ever understand.. haha.. i seem to like be able to keep talking n talking on and on.. wah... but wateva lor..
dun ask me how to face life.. i dunno how to face life. in my opinion.. hmm.. go focus on wat u wan.. n do thgs u r happy wif..
ahh.. i dunno bout u.. but u of cos can choose to listen or dun listen.. believe or dun believe.. think its de answer or think its not de answer..
hmm.. hmm.. i'll jus stop thinking bout it or say anymore thgs.. haha.. LOL
Sunday, March 25, 2007
hi hi
3/25/2007 11:37:00 PMyo yo.. u noe yesterday i went out wif my PS juniors.. de exco.. haha.. so good.. they were actually quite close lor.. gd gd.. i mean gd for them.. cca is meant to make friends de ma.. haha.. hai lor.. mayb my batch de not as close ba.. but nvm oso la.. hehe..
n oh.. u noe i'm kinda shocked tt zi jie actually noes i wan to b dentist in de past. wah.. haha.. i dun even remember telling much to anyone.. much more to her. lol. well then.. its JTB i cant be one lor.. but helena can la.. haha
oh.. n same thg.. we went to cafe cartel.. its kinda like my popular nite hangout already eh? haha.. cos not long ago oso went there wit guoxi, yc they all.. yea.. wats good there? erm.. cakes a re half price after 9pm.. n the coffee n drinks got a variety n not sad bad.. n most of all.. FREE bread. haha. yea.. shiok ah.. :P jus catch up catch up wif them lor. :) and as expected.. their grades are yea.. not bad. *sob sob. :P oh.. n erm i watched TMNT wif them.. cant say its a really lousy movie.. but yea.. its not gd for me.. haha..
hmm den today doesnt seem to like accomplish much tho.. but one day jus went by lor.. haha. was at office again.. n listened to a "da jie" say her hardship to wat she attained today lor.. yea.. then after that some "convincing talks" again.. hmm.. but now i more or less decided le ba.. as in wat to do.
erm.. today oso met shilin. yea yea.. happy happy.. cos she came down meet me without much request. lol. touched touched :P yea.. den jus share my problems wif her lor.. n yea.. so thgs are ok now.. i guess. :)
u may be seemingly be more successful than me - rich, got style, got class, got status,... and thus earn ppl's respect... BUT u will lose out sth which i have. Ren Pin. u noe wats tt? i'm not a Jian Li Wang Yi person k.. haha.. I'm boasting. lol.. :P
undercover
3/25/2007 11:27:00 AMi understand now.. the pain of an undercover. haha
one of my friends say.. u do it, n u experience it. that is how u become wiser.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
person.
3/24/2007 04:04:00 PMwe should aim not to be a Mr/Ms I-know-all, people who are snobbish, egoistic, selfish, irritating and puts others down just so we feel better about ourselves.
enrich
3/24/2007 03:47:00 PMi may not be rich, but my mind, character and life is definitely richer than u thought.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
learn
3/22/2007 09:15:00 PMwhen u do sth that is right. u will feel happy. N i mean true happiness.
it can b wrong to others. right to some. but it doesnt matter.
wat matters is u happy rite?
wat matters is u do wat u think is right rite?
so now i'm telling u.
when u do sth right. u will feel happy.
u will feel happy. when sth is right.
confused
3/22/2007 11:35:00 AMwhy do i seem to be confused? and its always like the next morning.
am i doing the right thing?
can somebody erm. neutral let me noe?
de problem seems to lie wif myself.. i have to have a right attitude.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
see
3/17/2007 05:42:00 PMi will eventually love me for who i am.
it may take time for me to fell in love for who i am. But i will eventually i guess.
i see wat ive missed. see wat i lost. n its whether i wan to recover them or not.
if u dun do it.. how will u noe?
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Artist: Miley Cyrus, Billy Ray Cyrus Lyrics
Song: I Learned From You Lyrics
ooooooo yeeaah
Sometimes I couldn't hear what
You tried to tell me
I thought that I knew all
I need to know
I didn't understand that
The doors you would open
Could take me to somewhere
I wanted to go
I can be strong for you now
You taught me how
I learned from you
That I do not crumble
I learned that strength is
something you choose
All of the reasons
To keep on believing
There's no question
That's a lesson
I learned from you
You know where to find all
Of my hiding places
And there are no secrets
From you I can keep
You let me know how you feel
lThe good and the punches
But I never knew that kind of honesty
I'm grateful for all of the times
You opened my eyes
I learned from you
That I do not crumble
I learned that strength is
something you choose
All of the reasons
To keep on believing
There's no question
That's a lesson
I learned from you
You helped me to stand on my own
And I thank you for that
You saved me
You made me
And now that I'm looking back
I can saaaaywhoooooooo o ooooooah!
whoaaaooaah
ooo ooo yeah!
I learned from you(I learned from you)
That I do not crumble(I do not crumble)
I learned that strength is
something you choose(something you choooose)
All of the reasons
To keep on believing(keep on believiiinnng)
There's no question
That's a lesson(that's a lesson)
I learned from you(I learned from yooouuu)
(I do not crumble)(I learned from you)
I learned that strength is
something you choose(something you choooose)
All of the reasons
To keep on believing(keep on believiiinnng)
There's no question
That's a lesson
I learned from you(I learned from yooou)
I learned from youuu
Bridge to Terabithia OST
me wanna watch tt movie :)
seed
3/14/2007 09:29:00 PMlike a tree drops its seeds into the ground.. a new tree grows beside. :)
i feel new. haha.. kinda like happier le. :)
finally found alot of thgs to do.. i jus wanna improve myself.. n hahah.. i'm a high flyer remember? :P
got my off planned le.. but alamak.. think cannot make use of them to learn driving lor. :P nvm la.. jus enjoy them ba.. haha.. driving jus take one step a time lor.. ;) no rush.. complete this yr can le..
listen to music ba.. used to listen n sing alot of songs :P
歌曲：梁山伯与茱丽叶歌手：卓文萱/曹格
我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你
为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意 千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心 千言万语里
只有一句话就 能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你 你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
I Love You
我爱你 你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着
未来
为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
new learning
3/14/2007 01:17:00 AMwoah.. finally i understand somethg.. mayb u dun lose tt much info when u speak. haha. no la.. mayb u dun understand.. but doesnt matter.. for my own reference. :P
oh ok.. if u speak more.. u will learn more, cos u ask more.. n therefore u understand more.
so pls speak up! ask more ppl.. theres no harm toking.. no harm trying.. n no harm. * no heppitatis B :P*
ok.. share ur experiences. share ur problems. its nv urs alone.. n there can always b solutions.. but depending on whether u wan to do it.. whether u even wan to try to do it. whether or not u succeed.. it doesnt matter. jus do it. No? well then make it happen.
keke. tok to darling jus now. i enjoy being talkative. lol. anyways, hope u'll b fine.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
blogskin
3/06/2007 11:00:00 AMchanged new skin!
wats there to b afraid
3/06/2007 09:53:00 AMhappy 2nd anniversary. :)
n its de time we say gdbye.
go on. i'll cya later.
its jus a matter of time.
a real test
Sunday, March 04, 2007
take a step back
3/04/2007 10:29:00 PMsometimes its good to look at others views.
taking a step back isnt a wrong thg to do.
Friday, March 02, 2007
hello
3/02/2007 12:52:00 AMwhy.. time in camp seems like damn long again. haha. okie.. i'm out! thks to those recruits taking A levels tmr.. hmm good luck to them ;) oh.. but i hav to go back tmr night.. cos sat got COS duty.. boohoo.. but nvm la.. early do n finish lor. hmm.. im sorry.. sometimes.. i tok alot of out of the blue or unreasonable or idiotic or disgusting or irritating stuff... really sorry. jus at least saying wat im feeling at tt point of time.. im jus trying to be responsible for wat ive said k. hehe.. anyway..i will get better de.. =)