underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

Be a man do the right thing

Name: Ah Hong
Age: 20 years old
Date of Birth: April 2 1987
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2/24/2007 01:42:00 AM

too much

2/24/2007 01:41:00 AM

ni rang wo xian ru tai shen le.
wo xiang ni bu zhi dao re le she me ma fan.

frustration?

2/24/2007 01:22:00 AM

zhi bu zhi dao hen xin ku? bu shi wo bu yao. er shi ke yi gao su shui? you shui yao ming bai? you shui you neng ming bai ne? gen ni jiang ye bu xing. zhi hui rang ni gen fan.

why?

2/24/2007 01:10:00 AM

wei she me zhe me hao xiao?
wei she me zhe me ke bei?
wei she me zhe me qi ren?
wei she me zhe me fan?
wei she me wo que bu zhi dao?
wei she me wo le zai qi zhong?
wei she me neng gou wang ji?
wei she me neng de dao xin xin?
wei she me you hui lai yuan dian?
wei she me shi qing mei you jie jue?
wei she me zhe me nan ne?
wei she me yao bi wo?
wei she me??????
recently i jus play sodoku. its not like i dun wan to play last time. but i dunno how to n i din wan spend de effort to understand.
now i do spend an effort to do. its not by guessing. its by logic.
as i ask more from others.. i find there are actually tips.
the more i cant solve.. the more i wan to.
eventually i managed to complete. but i feel like ive cheated.
nvm.. i'll try another sodoku......haha

wat to do

2/24/2007 12:45:00 AM

hey.. why am i like in a fluster again? haha. u noe.. i rly dunno wat to do at the moment. the more i tried to press on with the idea.. somehow u like making me think otherwise. u r demoralising me. so is dis wat u wan? i dunno. think u oso dunno. u noe.. so it becomes hard for me to advance forward. i move one step closer, it makes me seem like its de wrong move. luckily, this is like a thinking period. haha. its not like a move means a move and tt it matters. if u dun understand see it like playing chess. u noe.. like not yet set my pieces. now is like a match.. or i've been in de game such tt i dun wan to lose. winning this game is impt to me. but first i've to find a way how to stop u from attacking, at the same time be able to defend myself. and manage to attack u. hahaa. of cos its not really comparable to a game of chess.
tell me wat can i do? rly feel like finding ppl to tok to. if u din realise, actually u hurt me much deeper jus now than tt dreadful day. honestly i dun feel good. i may not show but i noe i din like it. cmon, issit wrong to wan hope? no rite? so stop convincing me to give up. I dun wan!
ok.. lets not put trust on the line. how much truth can we bear? can we be totally transparent? being awfully honest? haha. well mayb becos im beginning to not understand. or do i say now i dun noe u well enough? dun say the fault is in u. its a tough qtn. it needs courage.
de onli thg now i need to let myself noe is it will take time. how long? months? years ? who noes. do u think i can bear this long? hahaa. i would say v hard. everyday is pain. unless i can find a way to reduce it. it wiill be there. mayb i should prepare myself. to prevent from not being able to stand up again. u dunno how serious this is. its a life changing experience. tt is shocking. wat can i do to distract myself?
can i resort to screaming? ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
would it be better if u jus chop this off?
or is there rly such thgs as Good Friends after?
can i say FUCK?

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

happy new year

2/20/2007 10:25:00 PM

happy new year! well.. at firstt i tot it will be a sad new new yr.. but no la.. haha.. now im happier. :P so wishing around happy new yr can make u happy! haha. k. well den.. me n char sorta break le.. but thgs should b better now.. cos we can start afresh ba. :) ok.. n i noe wat i hav to do n wats wrong la.. gotta make some changes. yea.. new me! haha.. feel more like de past me now.. :P

Monday, February 19, 2007

D

2/19/2007 10:14:00 PM

devastated

Saturday, February 17, 2007

help

2/17/2007 04:56:00 PM

do u remember last time?
Q:how do i help myself?
A:help me help myself.
i will help you let you help.

falling

2/17/2007 04:46:00 PM

do u noe i've never liked myself?
becos i didnt dare
cos i restrained myself
n i truly sux
for how many yrs already.. y is everythg so difficult for me.
how am i suppose to help myself.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

rotten

2/03/2007 02:51:00 PM

ive been rotting at home for the past wk.

wait n rot.. waiting to be rotten..

rotten already.

qtns/
gg back camp soon. will life be de same?
wats it like to ORD. why everyone looking forward to it?
am i gg to sit here n rot? until no one wans...

thinking -> behavior -> habit -> character -> destiny
(mindset) (actions)

ie. useful.. useful.. useful...

Thursday, February 01, 2007

run

2/01/2007 12:13:00 AM

today me ran ok.. but 4km onli.. already quite tiring le.. haha.. think my 2.4 mus b damn slow.. but actually todays run never help me reduce calories.. cos got pasar malam.. den i buy n eat food again.. :P realise quite alot of army ppl run after 5pm actually.. haha
think mayb tmr take a trip down to kovan to check out bout driving.. have to take actions fast.. cos no time le.. oopz... hope can complete driving by next yr jan. haha. cos can onli take wkend lessons ma.. might take damn long..
i made a slideshow/video of tamworth. ahha. pls get it from me..
life goes on..