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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
sucks
6/30/2004 07:04:00 AM

haha.. came here to show dat im a slacker.. :p yea.. shucks mans.. de maths test v hard leh.. den i dunno y.. how come de rest like find it normal.. HUmPH..i cant do like almost half de paper.. sianz.. den i scared i got alot careless mistakes.. yea.. i estimate bout 40/70.. hope not too much mistakes.. or i will fail again~! ARGH.. i dun wan.. haiz.. den me begin to worried liao.. if continue lidat den how to be promoted?? i wan retain 4 As leh.. haiz.. nvm.. dun care.. i think long term plan needed.. i finish wif exams den plan.. haha.. hmm i think finish exam still got alot hols hw gotta do! yikes.. haha..forget it.. tmr got chm test.. i PRAY its not as hard lor.. haiz.. dn gif me those long long structured.. especially on those chem bonding etc.. yea.. i will die.. but still haiz.. y maths so tough?? i read back on my pri sch testimonial.. dey wrote.. "KianHong has a exceptional capability in maths.. he should furthur develop on this talent.." -_-"" haiz.. wth..now i like dying wif maths.. lucky i now myself.. nv go take F maths. if not die until siao.. but last nite oso slack.. watch alot tv.. haha.. top fun.. got jolin.. den 9 pm show got de TianSong go dig his ear till bleed.. den de gal confess to Hu YiDao.. den 11pm got Lee Kuan Yew interview.. haha.. all dis crap i noe lo..sianz.. im such a slacker.. den i keep awake until 3 am.. den slp wake at 5am.. den study.. till 6.30am.. den go slp until 9am. haha.. de pig tot i was awake all nite.. crazy.. haiz.. now wat im gonna do?? hmm..do short term stuff first.. better go study chem la.. bye~


Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Sry
6/29/2004 07:00:00 AM

haha...sad to say.. but im a serios slacker.. haha.. me still come online despite de exams.. hehe.. yea.. today got bio den gp.. haha.. both die la.. Bio siao liao lo.. de essay qts 20 marks den i dunno how to write lo.. ppl all write long long.. me short short.. den de gp essay i crap de.. haha.. all de examples i fake out lor.. aha.. think de marks come back oso fake de.. hehe..yupz..hmm.. i tot tonite go netherlands match.. but dun hav.. haha.. nvm.. me v tired.. still go slp la..


Monday, June 28, 2004
Gone for a wk
6/28/2004 09:12:00 AM

hmm.. to day last day of hols le.. haiz.. so fast.. rly dunno wat i hav done for de last 4 wks.. rly nth lor.. haiz.. haven even play.. sux.. haiz..nvm..dun care le.. jus go ba.. tmr is bio n gp exam le.. haha.. confirm fail ah.. or.. i will fail all subjects actually.. cos i rly dunno wat i have been studying lor.. i jus simply read thru.. n den information comes out from my brain de next minute.. haha.. nth inside leh.. nvm la.. i noe i will work hard after de exams..haha.. hope so.. yea.. so nxt wk exams.. hmm.. not gg to come online le.. yah.. take care every1..
yea.. yesterday netherlands won.. haha..yippie.. yea.. win 5 - 4 by penalty.. they used to lost n kena kicked out of euro n world cup due to penalties.. but they won now... haha.. heard dey hav trained hard on it.. den de e van der sar so pro.. haha.. so calm.. den when he saved de ball.. wah.. he stared at de player lor.. haha.. so scary.. but damn cool..yes.. so nxt match is netherlands vs portugal.. haha.. hope portugal lose lo.. yea.. lose in their home ground.. den they lose face.. haha.. cos netherlands rly alot stars lor.. even if any of them injured, dey still got pro players on de bench lor.. yah.. look at de no. of strikers dey hav.. besides nistelrooy dey still got 3 others on de bench lor.. haha.. yup.. hope dey win..
den jus now my mp3 player played trademark-only love.. ahah.. den part of the lyrics was.."tt's sth only love can do".. haha.. den i dream lor.. dream of rly wat is dat sth only love will do.. den i tot of sth in like 5 secs.. haha..dat is walking some1 home..yea.. i guess most frens wuldnt purposely see u home wuld dey? ahha..yupz.. i noe theres many more other thgs.. but den dun mention le.. haha.. waste time.. i go study la.. still got alot to go.. -_-


Sunday, June 27, 2004
Thks
6/27/2004 09:44:00 AM

hey.. thks u gals for de concern.. but rly.. im alrite.. haha.. y all say.. dun think too much.. duh.. N netherlands will win tonite~!


Lost
6/27/2004 08:00:00 AM

hmm.. me out of yfc liaoz.. duh..haha..seems rather fast..left jus lidat.. leaving without anything..sad lorz.. haiz.. now like dunno wat to do le.. suddenly v empty..nvm la.. perhaps used to it after awhile.. im pretty glad.. cos until now everybody like supporting me to leave yfc..haha.. but still.. like to thks SL.. shes been there cheering all de while.. haha.. really glad.. den seems like pig finally understood.. she oso encouraged me last nite.. n den consoled me after i told her i quit.. yea.. thks.. den to all my other frens whom i hav consulted.. thks again.. de decision of quitting is jus made by me.. i nv tell my parents nor my siblings yet lor.. dun intend to tell them.. until dey found out themselves la.. see.. they dun even noe a thg bout me.. haha.. my mama de worst.. whole day at hm wif me.. but nv seems interested in knowing anythg bout me.. all de while.. is me study on myself alone.. she nv nags me to do hw.. haha.. dats y la.. but still.. her method seems to work..haha.. cos she has produced talents like my sis n me :P haha.. (my bro can dun mention..such a failure..so old still play com games all day).. yea.. so de news of me quitting yfc still not many ppl noe yet la.. haha.. i think my 2 other aj frens in my course oso quitting..haha.. sianz.. den left 3 other guy in de next course.. wish dem gd luck la.. haha..if dey quit oso.. den WAH.. AJ YFC gonna destroyed in our hands.. haha.. well reminded me.. i hope AJ PS not destroyed by me lo.. haiz.. i dunno how to lead den dey still choose me.. all crazy de la.. haha.. lastly.. i ought to mention my flight instructor in yfc.. yea.. its a SHE.. haha.. de only female pilot instructor in yfc..ya.. so cool.. n shes like a mother..haha.. not fierce de lor.. den she will always gif philosophy lessons.. ahah.. den today 1 is of course de longest la.. cos she wun have any chance to say anymore.. yea.. n honestly.. there wasnt much chance for her to share her wisdom.. cos theres rly even no time for these in yfc.. haha.. yea.. n so she taught me a few lessons in life la.. but then.. haha.. dun rly remem dem well.. :P haha.. but then today 1 i still remember la.. she told me she just started to go for chinese lessons again..haha..even at her ermm quite old age.. yea..she say she might even consider staying in china for a yr to help her in chinese.. yea.. so that she can communicate with her daughter in chinese.. ahha.. ya.. so shes telling me.. theres no boundaries to learning la.. den she say tho she dunno much chinese words.. but she says de word "JUE" "觉" or AWARENESS is v impt.. haha.. yea.. den she say with it.. u can simply master everything.. yea.. n i think its true.. haha.. den she tell me how to master dis skill of Awareness.. its to COUNT THE NO. OF BREATHS... yea.. u wuld realise.. how easy it is for u to get distracted.. haha.. n yes.. i realize.. its impossible to count it.. it takes de whole life.. haha.. so well jus practise next time.. perhaps while u are running?? u can count de no. of breaths u took.. haha.. ya.. crazy lor.. well..hmm can try still.. cos i believe her.. awareness is important..ok..alrite.. dats it.. its de end of my jc aviation career.. rly hope to have another opportunity de nxt time after i finish studies.. yea.. i will miss yfc.. it marks de end of a chapter.. haiz.. i think i better end it wif a smile :)


Saturday, June 26, 2004
TerroR
6/26/2004 08:02:00 AM

hmm..bless me..i tio flight tmr.. hmm.. might be de last.. im scared.. yes definitely.. rly wish it wasnt de last.. and wats more.. haha.. im gonna sacrifice time to study for flight rather den my exams.. yea.. i haf to gif it a last chance.. i promised myself.. yea.. so i will do it.. gotta be confident..i lacked dat.. hmm relax.. haha.. argh.. rly god bless..

forgot mention yesterday.. ahah.. went wdlands to pass my photos for competition.. i ask dat pig accompany me go together.. den she dun wan.. cos of de stupid spare tyre reason.. yea.. den nvm lo.. i go alone.. she go alone.. she like wan to avoid me lo.. haha.. den when i left wdlands for hm.. i stopped at amk mrt.. and so coincidental.. shes at amk mrt oso.. she was jus about to pass de gate.. while me oso.. and in opposite direction.. haha.. was it fated? lol.. but who cares.. its jus coincidental..


hmm SiaN?
6/26/2004 05:00:00 AM

aAHH.. Lose money.. sianz.. shuld hav known.. me bad bad bad luck dis yr.. so suay still wan go bet soccer.. in de end england lose.. sianz.. haiz.. den sumore they waste soo much time.. hav to settle wif penalties.. den de beckham cuckoo head.. idiot la.. den de coach oso stupid.. after de 3rd min goal.. dey turned so defensive.. cuckoooooo.. playing offense is de best defense lor.. cuckoooo.. hmm..den dis morning cant rly study.. sneezing n den keep falling aslp.. ya.. haiz.. den previous few nites.. pig odd odd de..she noes i like SL la..haha.. cos i gave a string of nos... 744546 769 4 5683 968.. haha.. cos unhappy wif pig ma..nvm.. den she begin to blabber nonsense.. wat dun wan be spare tyre.. haha.. dunno wat to do oso la.. let her be.. i free le den settle wif her.. haha.. stupid gal.. keep thinking she v clever..


Thursday, June 24, 2004
Amitabha
6/24/2004 04:00:00 PM

hmm.. nv blog last few nites..well..today nv rly study.. cos went out.. go chinatown collect pics.. den go bugis collect my repaired phone.. yupz..den i saw a familiar shadow at bugis.. haha.. ITS AMIN..AHH.. yah.. hes smoking..n..perhaps more shuai n cool..haha..so u noe whos he??? my pri sch fren.. perhaps not fren.. cos hes CRAZY.. sat beside him for almost a yr i guess.. no other guy could endure him de.. haha.. hes disgusting.. he licks ppls hand.. den likes to copy my work.. haha.. its scary.. but then thks to him.. if not i think i wun b so mature.. its a "nice" experience anyway.. haha.. today slack manz.. cos me take videos of myself..crazy me.. haha.. v ugly.. n SL says its spastic.. lol.. quite true la.. bah.. take for fun de.. cos boh liaoz ma.. den listened to songs.. yep.. keeps me relax lo..haha.. den i love my mei~~see leng.. cos she sayang me.. haha..thks for her concern.. n hope her leg recovers too.. n SL leg oso.. seems quite long le..haha... okiez..hmm.. me gg off..perhaps chiong.. i hope so.. dun fall aslp like yest..:P haha


Monday, June 21, 2004
There's Nth but The Word FUCK
6/21/2004 02:00:00 PM

omg.. im fucking suay.. fuck fuck fuck..im sry but i only got dis word..not dat i love to swear.. but its JUs FUCK~ my fone spoil.. for no apparent reason..hmm.. dis whole yr lidat lor.. i got nth to say manz..if god wans to play me out.. go on.. i v tired le.. i dun wan to fight back anymore.. fuck me up man.. cmon.. I fucking hope tmr will be a fucking gd day..n yes. i still fucking sad when i see ppl catching up on flights.. fuck fuck..


Miserable
6/21/2004 08:33:00 AM

dunno y so fan again.. didnt go out take pics cos my fren john kena grounded.. duh.. den make me lose all de enthusiasm.. yea.. so sian now.. wanted to really take gd pictures n send in for competition de.. but haiz.. now i make do wif wat i took yesterday at chinatown la.. veryvery sian.. cos i really cant study~! haiz haiz.. i wanna lock myself up in de room.. but then.. i think i still cant concentrate.. firstly cos of yfc.. haiz.. den de pig v irritating la..dun wan tok bout her..if u wan compare.. shilin really understands me more.. haha.. sianz.. even now de bak zhang taste so bland to me.. dun feel like eating le.. sumore de stupid euro2004.. all fixed match lor.. all de bookies fault.. dey make my netherlands lose.. wtf.. SIAN ah.. God Bless Me Leh.. at least make me concentrate on my studies can? HAIZ


Thursday, June 17, 2004
Decision
6/17/2004 03:35:00 PM

hmm..gotta think again.. sucks.. ya.. i think i come to dis conclusion..dat if i didnt perform well nxt flight.. i will quit yfc.. no point lor.. im having a terrible time.. i ought to stop my gei kiangness.. haha.. yupz.. my grades r dropping.. den always get worried wif de theory of yfc.. sucks.. i rly think its i no talent la.. den i learn things v slow.. mayb rly not meant for me.. but dun worry.. i will still work hard for it in future.. i not gg to giv up so easily lor.. yah.. actually i rly am sad to hav to make dis kinda decision.. but its like i dun wan de lor.. but i think i hav to.. many ppl advice me to oso.. afterall.. i think i still got PS to backup rite n as a pres... ought to put effort in it ma.. haha.. i dun hav much choice la.. have to quit yfc for my own benefit..

hmm oh no.. i think my geikiangness going to act again.. rly feel like joining Overseas Community Service Expedition - Journey of Sharez 04. yupz.. only 25 lucky youths gg to get selected.. n hmm.. was i 1 of them? cos its like i knew it thru eugene ng.. de chem 1st 3 mths tcher.. he sent email to onli 4 person.. n i was 1 of them.. wow.. ahha.. was i lucky or unlucky.. my heart like itchy to go leh.. haha.. i think i decide abit 1st la..haha..

den lastly.. shilin..these few days didnt rly tok to ya.. will miss ya de lor..n rly.. wanna thks u.. cos its true dat sumhow.. i feel dat no one encourages me like de way u did..no one supports me de way u did.. no one cheers me like de way u did.. no one consoles me de way u did..a BIG THANKS.. tho u did nth much but say a simple "jia you".. but its like i appreciate it v much.. cos sumtimes..other ppl dun even bother to say.. yupz.. i think u got fever now.. fall sick le. rest well.. hope to see u lively again..take care.. god bless ya.. i'm praying for ya..


Wednesday, June 16, 2004
*BoNkeRs*
6/16/2004 01:07:00 AM

great.. i lost my sense of direction.. dunno wat im supposed to do.. cant i jus lie in de bed all day? duh~ going down to sch later do PW.. fuk it.. i jus wanna crap my way thru.. perhaps later after pw i might jus as well go for a jog.. need some relieve.. argh.. my gei kiangness make me call up yfc and booked my whole wed n fri.. well i do hope to get flights so dat i dun lag too much.. but if i get flight i oso get stressed.. cos i noe i got alot of theory to read up on.. fuk it.. de world is spinning.. i think i needa meditate.. if i dun chiong my studies i might as well end up in hell..fuk off..


Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Sad
6/15/2004 01:49:00 PM

yah.. sad..cos today nv go out..dey cancelled de outing.. sad.. cos today v lonely.. sad.. cos early afternoon msg shilin..she nv reply.. sad.. cos i msg shilin at nite..but sumhow i got dis feeling she didnt seem to be in a gd mood..sad..cos pig isnt online.. sad.. cos every1 started studying..sad.. cos i got alot of things nv do.. sad.. cos pw is another headache.. sad.. cos i think my yfc starting to die off le..more than 2 wks nv fly..seems to hav a flightophobia..sad..cos my fren leaving sg le.. sad.. sad.. sad.. T_T


Joke
6/15/2004 07:44:00 AM

有一天,小明看到小保很小心地把一个怪篮收起来
小明问倒“刚你拿的什么篮?”
小保答到“洗米篮!”
洗米篮?” “对啊!用这洗米,超级白 超级干净!”
“真的吗?这怪篮真的这么厉害?什么米都能洗吗?”
“哎呀,大米小米白米黑米,洗米篮都能洗!”
“这篮叫什么篮” “这篮叫洗米篮!”


soccer match
6/15/2004 02:15:00 AM

yupz.. after addressing to u.. den i tell u wat happened last nite lor..i went rest at ard 2 rite? yupz.. den rly buay tahan.. so i wake up n switch off de com..haha..den orh orh kun le..promised to msg pig at 2 but i didnt..ha.. den i woke up at 4.. Oopx..ahha.. didnt even tell yc,ks,ken,alvin,jing dey all i not gg.. hahaz.. but de first thing i do when i wake up was to msg pig.. yupz.. shes awake.. haha.. amazing..den she became my live telecast of de match.. at first was england1-france0, but ever since i told her france stronger n dat beckham sux.. it all came true.. haha.. de v last min..beckham missed his penalty n zidane scored.. den zidane scored de penalty again.. haha. den france won.. so tyco.. all last min..but still she didnt complain dat england lost..haha.. yupz.. i think she oso not a crazy fan la.. so who cares whether dey win notx..yupz.. so went to slp arnd 5.. btw.. i rly notice me here dese few blocks v noisy leh.. soo many ppl watching soccer den de "ahs n ohs" all come out.. haha.. interesting..


PaIsEH
6/15/2004 02:00:00 AM

yupz.. jus wanted to say sry.. rly feel ashamed..i rly shudnt possibly do dis to u.. i noe la.. u dun wan accept me.. i oso bo bian mahz.. dats y i can so transparent tell u everything..but definitely.. ur a wonderful gal..dats y i still continue missing u..ya.. jus dun stop me..nth wrong de ma.. u jus continue stay cool n funky can le.. see u happy i oso happy mahz


Monday, June 14, 2004
Tired..
6/14/2004 04:10:00 PM

now is 1 am.. yahz.. tired manz.. jus now pig keep msging me lor.. yahz.. den she keep on bhb..den crap alot la.. haha.. ya..den she say she wanna join photo competition..yupz..think i shuld join oso.. no harm trying de mah.. sekali i win.. den hiak hiak.. u ppl throw face ah.. yes.. den she say if i win den i wun be No. 3.. upgrade.. lame.. today i did nth much los.. do de chinese at IVLE again.. yupz.. i so called chiong finish le ba.. de rest i dun intend do.. den.. i oso spend time playing com n use adobe to edit some old pics.. yupz.. kinda into photog dese days.. but still.. i miss my yfc leh.. i haven fly for 2 wks.. kinda worried.. but anyway.. i cant fly well lorz.. haiz.. nvm la.. live some happy days 1st.. haha.. den yupz at nite when hougang mall eat wif my parents.. dey quite old le leh.. so i mus accompany dem la.. my bro n sis always not arnd de.. den yea.. shilin is back.. haha.. she must have suffered during de famine camp.. say she become v dirty..den stinko.. haha.. oso 30 hrs onli eat 2 chocs.. congrats ya.. u made it.. u survived..haha.. great achievement ya.. but i think to me chicken feet la.. i these days keep eating oily food n those fast fd lorz.. think become fat again.. current weight 57 1 kg lesser den starting of yr.. haha.. mus work till 55 kg la.. den i think its most ideal.. since pig got rank ah.. i think i mus act act a lil oso ya..haha.. but rly.. shilin n pig both my no.1s..hehe.. cos pig is sweet lor.. den shilin is vv nice oso.. later i gg to S11 watch soccer.. france vs england.. muahaha.. so cool.. guys gathering..hope i dun fall aslp ah..
hahaz.. den tmr got class 10 outing.. can see my frens again!! ya.. den b4 meeting dem mus go sch.. cos we prepared a shirt for grace.. de gal in my pw grp.. whose leaving sg for a scholarship in UK.. sad sad sad.. i lost a talent in my pw grp.. n lost a cute fren oso la.. yes.. shes cute cos shes always interested by de hdb flats n stuff.. hmm ya.. soo tired.. alot of things.. ya.. take care.. i mean i shuld take care..


Sunday, June 13, 2004
MoNtAgE
6/13/2004 02:30:00 PM

'sup manz~ haha.. today montage.. yupz.. still dunno wats de meaning actually.. haha.. but nvm rite? yea.. kinda stupid wan leh.. takes up me 1 whole day.. den find myself didnt get much things.. except abit bonding wif J2s and andrew(exps senior).... den onli end up getting de vinegar smell.. haha.. yupz.. yea? my dear shilin..dat irene rank me 3 sia.. bhb gal..yea.. she rank 2 other J2 guys b4 me yea... haha.. so har.. sry.. nobody wan me still :P yah..so jus now montage.. she was sitting in between de 2 guys.. LOL..nv seen a gal like her..so duh~ u noe.. can onli imagine guys flirting rite..den she like zuo yong you bao..haha..den go toilet rite.. she mus go wif them de.. yah.. so yucks..den wonder when my turn .. haha.. but no chance la.. me 3rd niaz rite? haha.. so i was msging some other gal throuhout de seminar.. yupz.. i msging yee rae.. long time no msg her le.. cos lost her no. den kangli(oso in PS) tell me she in VJ PS mah.. haha.. so msg her ask her whether shes here not.. yupz..den she not here.. so continue Liao Luo Gan Qing.. haha.. yupz..den yea.. shilin not around tonite.. Lonely lorz.. haha.. yupx miss her..shes at famine camp..dunno wat she doing now.. maybe feeling v hungry.. haha.. yesh.. so dats it for today.. tata


Saturday, June 12, 2004
thanks
6/12/2004 04:28:00 AM

just add in 1 more comment.. pig msg me juz now to apologise.. yupz.. thks.. haha.. at least make me noe u got think of me ya.. :)


HONESTY
6/12/2004 03:51:00 AM

yupz.. i wrote alot below ya? haha.. i didnt noe.. today me kinda talkative perhaps.. den yahz.. i wanna mention.. i really like being honest le.. its becoming a virtue dat i like.. yesh.. I mus say the quote i write myself' Heart Tells The Truth.. I really wish i can need not say anything but felt through the heart' yea.. cos its like.. cmon la.. wun u jus feel it? hmm yea.. den yah.. reminds me of pri sch again.. de honesty bk mark i got.. ( earned by returning money,wallets to general office) .. yupz i still remember.. on it wrote ' Honesty Is The Best Policy" yea.. its so true.. haha.. dunno y only now den realize.. ya.. cmon.. lets be honest.. i dun like secrets k? haha.. or cmon let me feel ppls hearts..oso hor.. haha.. after i came back frm camp den dunno y.. got more ppl ask me wats " Amor Ipsemet" yep.. its a latin phrase i go translate frm english my self.. yupz Amor Ipsemet= Love me n Myself.. haha.. i not ze lian kuang.. jus dat stil remem wat SL say.. "If u cant even love urself, how can u expect others to love u or love others?" yea.. it really struck me.. i remem i heard it b4 la.. but its like she said it at a right time, and by right person.. haha.. ya..so "amor ipsemet" is my motto of de yr~ so i cant blame myself for all my decisions.. my gei kiangness.haha..ya..den i mus say la.. i got this motto..my lifelong motto..tot of it ever since i was CYCERSE.. dis name i got..haha.. yupz.. its " To be A Gentlemen, Thats What I Am" yea.. haha.. so gals if i am not a gentelmen must tell me yea? i will change de lor.. i wan be gentlemen ! so lastly.. must stress today happy ya? pls i dun wan any1 to spoil my day!


HiYaa~!
6/12/2004 03:39:00 AM

hahaz.. finally sum1 see my blog for de first time..haha.. *Blush*.. yea..its u ask for it de.. hehe.. den i dunno y i jus gif u read lorz.. i got nth to hide.. yea.. wo shi Zheng Ren Jun Zi k? yupz.. den soo long nv write something le.. more den a wk le.. yah..so i write sth now.. yupz.. start with today first la.. i v happy lor.. actually morning wake up not v happy cos yesterday nite la.. dat pig la.. dunno wats wrong wif her.. upset me as well.. hmm yea.. but late morning i okie le.. quite happy le.. hahz.. cos i write my friendster thingy.. yepz.. hahaz..suddenly me so onz.. i always lazy to write lorz..haha.. den i write liao.. got some memories come back mahz.. so v happy lorz.. haha.. okiez.. den for de past wk.. well where am i??? yah.. hmm think i was busy preparing de games bah.. yea.. put in effort lorz.. ut dat pig dun wan recognize it..didnt even say thks.. v angry lor.. den i hurt my leg..blue-black lorz.. den she dun even express concern..:( haha..den dat weilun care for me instead..ahah.. guess he rly dun seem like a guy to me lorz.. soo sissy.. or gentle as de pig put it.. yupz.. den yea.. i got PS camp.. ahhaz.. first day damn shitty lorz.. cos my dry games didnt turn out well la... but dun blame me lehz.. i dun wan to de rite? den its like i got try my best lorz.. if de games not fun ah.. den u all shuld tell me earlier mah..den i can change or sth rite? haiz.. den hor hey.. everything is i do de ley..my games aic do dunno wat shit laz.. i mus instruct her den she will do de lor..yah for everything i do.. pls appreciate lehz.. haiz.. hurt my feelings.. dats y 2nd day early morning so quiet.. yah.. dunno if de pig noticed not..yea..den de previous nite.. cant slp lorz.. firstly is cos de J2s and de pig nv slp la.. dey discussing thngs den i think is a scavenger hunt game la.. cos de amazing race cancelled? yupz dey settle de game in 1 nite..haha but wah laoz.. dey 4 brains i 1 brain.. not fair.. den scavenger hunt oso sth like my camera lu kou mah.. anyway..i think my game more creative yea? haha.. den yupz i slept at 4.45 bah arnd there.. yupz slp 1++ hr first day.. haha.. den 2nd day i begin to get anxious.. cos better do well dun b like 1st day..yupz its wet games 2nd day..den in e end turn out quite well bah..at least i can see every1 played n enjoy.. yahz.. so happy.. but de games i tot sibeh lame lehz.. ahha.. but seems like every1 likes lame stuffs. like my Qian Bian wen Da.. seems quite a success.. didnt noe some of my jokes can be lame to them as well yea..tot they might heard of them b4..den its like i dun rly noe how to tell jokes.. i must think den can remem..u suddenly ask me say 1 i cannot de.. haha..yahz.. success.. so 2nd nite yupz.. dunno since when.. yea.. de j2s suddenly like hinting me.. keep toking bout flying duhz~ yupz so crazy de.. haha..yea.. den i think i got de hint liao lor.. i must be going to becum de president of PS..duhz.. haha.. but of cos mahz.. i soooo clever.. plus soo capable de.. nobody else suits better rite? nobody to choose anyway..jc1s so little.. but i dun mind la.. anything lor.. be pres den pres la.. haah.. i dun look it as a real prestigious job or sth.. yea. perhaps gonna get more stress.. yupz den 2nd nite de tcher ask to see me.. duhz.. den sianz la.. i tot shes gonna ask me quit yfc or sth.. but never lorz! wah so happy.. ahah.. yea.. i jus told de truth.. manz.. i beginning to like being honest..it always seems like de rite thing to do.. yea.. so sumtimes i honest dun blame me lehz.. once again APPRECIATE it manz.. yah.. hahaz.. den yah.. nth much le la.. i become president lorz.. duhz.. quite sianz.. haha.. den come back frm camp.. now nth much to say.. jus say.. i slp quite a bit.. den i eat curry for de pass few days.. den msg pig.. den its like suddenly alot to say. den when she online ah..dunno y leh.. like different feeling.. think shes not in a gd mood bah..den i quite quiet lorz.. she oso. hmm dun care la.. yupz.. pass few days didnt really msg SL yah.. haha.. frm her blog .. wah i quite happy she missed me haha... yupz trust me..tho i nv msg u.. i rly got think of u and miss u still haah.. yupz.. anyway.. i think write sibeh lot liaoz.. haha.. i stop le bah.. lastly.. i must pray i will be able to work well wif my ps jc1s. yupz.. and jc2s help me lehz..


Friday, June 04, 2004
dun think
6/04/2004 12:04:00 PM

yep.. i dun care le.. keep thinking makes my head spin.. i just gonna do my part.. i wun gif a damn even if things jus dun go out smoothly.. yep.. refering to yfc.. hmm.. i am pretty stressed out by it.. yea.. forget it.. if really kena kick out den too bad lor.. anyway.. first wk of hols so sian.. everyday still go back sch.. and theres work to be done.. the 2nd wk gonna be so scary.. haha.. cos got PS camp.. den de games until now still like v messy.. so much work to be done de lor.. haiz.. but dun care la.. god will bless de.. hee..haha.. me n piggy now meet up alot lor.. haha.. at least i noe she did miss me de..:P today i lunch wif her lor.. yup.. jus me n her..;) den i walk her home again.. jus like me yihting n her did on tues.. yea.. but now its me n her alone..haha.. wat else u wan me say? but me n her haven develop dat kinda relationship hor.. dun get wrong idea..


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