Be a man do the right thing
okie 1 wk passed again.. nth much.. wednesday went to astar wrap up session.. it was great.. cos i met yu jun! haha.. missed her so much.. rly nice to see her..she sat in front of me sumore.. was going to have more chance interacting wif her thru the small discussion grp.. but she went off cos her aunt got hospitalised.. aww.. n then met my DSI frens again.. dey were all so lame lar.. oh ya.. sumhow.. i remembered its buffet.. cos got Chweee KueeH.. funny rite.. but according to my RJ fren.. he say all MOE functions got dat.. DiaoZ.. clement ong took alot of our pictures.. felt like a celebrity.. lol.. nxt monday got cert giving during morning assembly..
thursday nite got B.A.D concert in aj audi.. hmm so-so la.. wasnt rly great.. seems like onli de J1s were jumping ard.. but the j2s remained.. quiet.. lol.. Dwayne was saying its.. Bad.. real bad.. hes gonna tell his parents.." i went to a bad concert..".."whose concert?".. "bad".. "i noe its bad but whose concert issit?".. "BAD".. well.. still thks Ms siao for dis concert..
friday told my ps exco bout the seminar.. dey werent too excitied bout it.. weary it seems.. none wanted to become i/cs.. wah laoz.. not as if i wanted it v much.. stop giving me faces can.. humph.. next wed got outing for j1s.. gotta go plan some details.. tata..
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Hmm.. i cant remem wat happened de past wk.. :S
wednesday is over.. phew.. got bout 60+ J1s turn up.. eh.. still quite a big no. la..my seniors came back for like no reason..-_-.. den i gif talk lor.. haha.. i tell them wat they gonna do in PS.. den how dey get to earn PEARLS.. ya.. so jus crap n crap la.. den after dat i say.. today we having orientation games.. those ppl that wan to go other ccas see see u all can go.. den its like half of them ran off~! haha.. erm.. i dun care la.. cmon.. 1st 3 mths man.. they r not even nominated for excos so dun gif a damn.. i dun need so mani members la..siao.. no use de lor.. i wan committed 1s.. so if dey like PS.. dey will come de.. i oso say liao next wk is real training le.. meaning.. those got interest to learn will turn up de la.. sumore dis wk sports cca got trails.. nxt wk no more liao.. BUT there definitely will hav leftovers of de sports de.. so they nowhere to go.. dey will come PS naturally de.. so .. i scared they run off for wat?? haha..
played orientation games.. but i din get to play wif them la.. haiz.. cos gotta entertain customers.. de seniors.. de teachers.. de councillors.. duh.. nxt tues night got movie screening in AJ mah.. so PS making a orientation slideshow b4 dat.. so i involved lor.. will try to get to noe de J1s la.. but.. nxt wed i got to go attend seminar.. :( so cannot interact again.. nex next wed la.. i promise a outing lei.. haha.. :S
i let de J1s off early.. cos let them go other ccas la.. cmon la.. den i tell dat to my tcher i/c.. she nv scold me.. she say n joke to de rest of de excos dat.. see.. u all hav such a democratic leader.. "-_-
i was slacking ard while de J1s were having games la.. n i found dat Poor AVA.. end up onli 4 J1 members.. >.< i helped liao.. poor thg..
worse was when de AVA J2s come to me.. they wanna cca hop.. yea.. dey quit ava.. join PS.. !!! argH?? i so attractive lor.. u see?? :p its true got new J2s join ps la.. hehe.. those ppl dat hopped to PS was de zhss ppl la.. Yong chuen.. kendrick.. zonghua.. etc.. they even sought my tcher i/c approval liao.. :X poor AVA.. sry choon xiong.. not my fault! :( i dunno la.. cos they haven rly partcipate in PS yet la..
den there was de AGM Annual General Meeting for cca heads..erm alot of big plans for next yr i supposed.. dunno.. cant remem.. anyway.. onli remem B.A.D cuming to sch nxt wk.. argh!! but i dun support them la.. -_- den i was thinking of helping the councillors in de banner plan for CCA carnival 2.. sure la.. i so on 1 lor.. i kind n helpful k?? :P den there were oso plans for de sch to target in having an arts culture.. n indepth scientific research la.. :S
i wan to join as the AB Camp instructor.. last yr sumhow i didnt attend.. but i still am de president.. :X heard its fun.. so i wanna b instructor.. get to shout.. back to NCC days!! haha.. today got the application form frm council room.. the councillors seems to be supporting me.. dey say they wuld vote me as de Commandant for the camp.. cos dey say de councillors cannot take de major posts le.. haha.. i dun mind.. :P but i told them "huh? rly ah".. hesitantly.. :P wow.. im on good terms wif them.. ^.^
den i oso signed up for interhouse Drama.. haha.. i noe i can act lor.. wah lao.. i sure win de la.. but then interhouse.. dunno whether can win not la.. :X i join de competition not cos charmain beg until v poor thg lor.. but becos i wan to show off! :P haha.. no lar.. jus try having such performance thg la.. i jus feel dat its in my blood! ~.~
heard dat theres gonna be a AJ idol too.. haha. rest assure.. i will join.. i will be Bu Yao Lian.. haha.. ya.. i can sing watz.. cannot meh?? hehe.. try my best la.. eh? might jus win.. who noes? haha.. pls vote for me!! its gonna be a SMS- voting system.. cooooool?>
haha.. so i've got leadership roles, did science research... can perform.. now i need sports!.. wanna get hafiz teach me hockey la.. den perhaps interhouse hockey? hehe.. hope so.. :X
we changed class leaders today oso.. well.. actually haha.. they were lacking of skills to be leader.. but ms leow my dearest pd tutor say sth.. she say.. leader its not bout standin up right infront and speak.. but to serve others.. haha.. eh.. Pui~.. every1 got their definition of leadership la.. to me.. Being a motivator is v impt.. i lacked that.. i noe.. but i noe.. wat is my strength.. i can plan rly well.. haha.. its been evaluated.. :p
so shuld actually do sth for my class la.. so i decide to plan outing lor.. ya.. i jus wanna watch movie la.. cmon.. 3day wkend?? haha.. so going out on sat wif class lor.. eh.. im still planning.. :P haha.. lousy me.. so slow.. :P
den theres gonna b a family day in Aj.. yup.. its a funfair.. wah.. seems quite fun.. den my class think of having a haunted house.. wah.. so fun.. haha.. using our container block 4 .. got aircon wor.. hope can get that proposal accepted la.. :P erm..nope.. i not gg to let my cca set up a booth.. haha.. too troublesome.. n they r lazy ppl too.. :P
it seems tt theres quite a bit of thgs to do still.. i hav settled de sale of orientation cds wif kangli.. mus settle nxt wk PS training wif john.. den mus discuss wif exco bout the BIG thg.. den mus finish all de cca ideas n contribution rewards forms la.. hmm all PS de.. :S
but then.. seems like i doing quite ok wif studies la.. was ahead of time not.. as in i completed tutorials dat de lecturers are still teaching.. :P haha.. seems quite fast.. well cos i got alot breaks mah.. :P more focused now la.. cos dunno y can concentrate better in class le.. n i can understand wat they toking.. haha.. hope its rly a better yr!! shake off de past yr man.. no more bad luck pls.. :X but then hor.. today maths test erm.. lost quite a no. of marks liao ley.. erm can pass gd liao .. :P
hmm.. lastly.. i saw a cute gal photo in 1 of de OGF forms.. haha.. n then i saw a rather nice J1 gal la.. i point to lulu liao.. lol.. haha.. erm.. dats jus for fun.. :P
Sunday, January 16, 2005
ah.. went gym just now.. arms ache liao.. boo.. so lousy.. didnt do well for my pre-napha test.. cos i cant jump n i cant run.. haiz.. gotta train up.. :( sometimes i rly wonder.. why gym equipments so many target the hands de.. den wun everyone become like triangle-shaped..( top big, below small).. den very easy topple when walk lor.. :P haha.. tmr is another new wk.. recharged for it.. :)
hmm.. mayb can hav 4e6 class gathering on cny? n i wanna watch the korean show.. "brother".. mayb nxt wkend.. wif 09/04? :D
Saturday, January 15, 2005
hmm another wk passed.. eh.. okie la.. still not too bad..
early of the wk.. presented my astar project.. eh.. din prepare much.. but i wrote a script tho.. ha.. jus use the ppt presentation i did at DSI.. but then.. on that day.. i gotta rush de presentation cos no more time liao.. so i rly rush lor.. bout 25s per slide.. i got bout 17 slides bah so i was done in a few minutes.. not v scary la.. although got like 800 science J1s? well.. i bet they dun understand wtf we presenting lar..
wed morning i made an announcement.. cos lifei, my ps member won de first prize in a photo competition.. hey.. de photo not rly nice la.. i still think mine and some others look nicer.. :p haha.. haiz.. i dun get it la.. 1 photo.. n she won $1000.. :( i wan it too.. T_T.. im quite sry la.. cos during de announcement.. i still cant get her english name correct.. somehow.. i cant pronounce de Mok LiHui.. lol.. and i did advertisement after de announcement.. pls come to AJPS booth during cca carnival..! my classmate say i was "shameless".. duh~
yep wed was cca carnival.. hmm.. quite smoothly la.. the first few days of orientation i didnt rly spotted many zhss ppl.. but during cca carn.. den i saw quite a few la.. so i stepped up to them n say : Zhong hua ppl mus support zhonghua ppl.. hee.. i wasnt staying put at my booth.. cos i like moving ard n kaypo at other thgs.. haha.. went ard distributing flyers la.. eh.. 10 mins i gave finish liao lo.. so easy.. be it guys or gals.. jus step up to them n SMILE.. ha.. i oso went other booths to "steal" customers.. lol.. n i rly managed to did tat.. haha.. oh ya.. sry char.. i din mean to stop ppl frm joining drama la.. but i was trying to advert for my own cca too ? ha.. den i was so free to do anythg.. i even helped other ccas distribute flyers.. eh.. i managed to finish giving out YFC n AVA flyers too lor.. haha.. dun understand y dey so slow de.. ha.. ya.. mus b edwin fault.. he stand there do nth de.. so orbi quack.. at first onli10 ppl join ava de.. i help them den become 20 liao lor.. nv thks me.. ;) i oso went to stage watch performance.. haha.. den there were j2s forming rock bands singing.. okie la.. de voice not bad.. but erm.. i dun mind if the singer was me... *.* well.. after cca carnival was almost ending.. i went back to own booth lor.. wow manz.. got 100 + ppl join.. -_- terrifying.. i told my seniors den they ask.. " since when photog so "in".. " eh.. i dunno either...other ccas all below 100 de la.. interact got 80++, chinese orchestra.. bout the same as us.., but the air rifle .. so scary.. think got 200 bah.. haha.. calvin li hai la.. i admit defeat k? they got trials de lor.. wait onli admit like 30/200.. duh.. anyway.. i dun wish to have 100 J1s joining.. siao lor.. J2:J1 ratio like 5:1 ?? crazy.. pls dun..
yesterday.. which is friday.. stayed back to train on the PS specialise team.. i was in the sports team.. so i learn bout zoom burst and panning n stuffs.. den de exco stayed back for a meeting.. settled on the orientation for de J1s.. play games lor.. still got wat.. den de nxt nxt wed .. 26 jan.. i invited my v pro seniors back to teach de J1s lor.. kang li was like "WAHing".. -_- but then dat day i gotta go for seminar at biopolis.. so cant meet them.. :(
hmm.. looking for more sports photo techniques.. sumhow.. PS still forms a major part of my sch life.. but then.. i m trying to focus more on studies le.. eh.. i did.. many tutorials are done.. hmm thks to de free wkends lor.. everyone loves wkends now.. haha.. n then i dropped bio.. everyday got breaks lor.. so can rest la.. not dat stressful anymore..
ah ya.. thank u to mdm ong.. dunno y she gave me de "Hua Yu cool" notebk.. she so gd to me lor.. hai.. wat if i din do well for my chinese.. den.. ah... dun b soo gd to me la.. haha.. chinese lessons now.. sucked lor.. cos the teachers all v lousy de.. tho they were trying to make it interesting.. i think they made it worse.. yucks.. n i think every1 in my class hates de screeching teacher.. arghh..
eh.. msg irene to catch up a little.. she was rather concern over the sch la.. sumhow she didnt reply when i say.. "tutorials are neverending.."
yikying was back frm australia.. she was there fer like 2 wks on a softball expedition... hmm.. haven rly contact her.. n ask her how was the trip.. she seems busy wif her poly life la.. hope to bother her soon.. haha
darn samuel ran thru my inbox.. he asked whu is shilin.. ""-_-
okie.. blog again nxt time.. ;)
Friday, January 07, 2005
chills are sent down my spine.. over n over again... even right now.. it could be the weather is cold.. or whether cos its jays sad love songs affecting me.. burrrrr....
alrite.. seems like ive got nth betta to do.. kinda sad.. i din feel like doing anythg.. or do thgs the right way..
1 wk past.. nth rly bad happened.. nor did a gd thg happen.. time table is shorter.. but not really short.. cos of de drop of bio.. i now have breaks before classes.. so can do hw then.. but.. seems more like waste periods..
i din enjoy anithg.. except being an extraa.. i love to be xtra.. dats wat i say.. cos every1 always asking me.. wat u doing here.. so i say.. i extra lor.. yupz.. im an extra.. u either wan an extra if u have a shortage.. or u wan an extra if the thg is gd.. but the fact is.. i dun think any1 appreciates me being an xtra.. but.. i dun mind.. neither will i care.. jus being xtra will do.. i dun expect anythg extra.. cos im an extra.. see.. dis entire para proves no meaning.. but it itself is extra.. i m an extra.. get the point?
-= i wanna sing.. dance.. act.. if i culd.. i would perform.. =-
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Happy new year~! its the first day of the year..!
well.. not gonna spend my time blogging too much now.. blog bout some new year resolutions again when i more free? haha..
gotta go chiong finish my hw hur? 3 more essays to go~!
changed the song le.. Jay's song.. shuld b quite old le ba..aint as updated as last time le la.. cos nv often listen radio..
Here's the lyrics:
fan zhe wo men de zhao pian / xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible
qu nian de dong tian / wo men xiao de hen tian
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian / dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye
lai bu ji ting jian / ni yi zou de hen yuan
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo / ye su yi jing hen nan hui tou
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back
wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo / qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me
jiu suan shi wo bu dong / neng bu neng yuan liang wo
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou / shi ni shou shang de jie kou
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse
qing ni hui tou / wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end
jiu suan mei you jie guo / wo ye neng go cheng shou
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure
wo zhi dao ni de tong / shi wo gei de cheng nuo
I know your pain is the promise I gave
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong / chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance
ru guo yao zou / qing ni ji de wo / ru guo nan guo / qing ni wang le wo
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me