Be a man do the right thing
guess wats.... think im gonna go off to australia on 1st jan.. tts like damn fast.. so many thgs nv do.. so its my fault. k los my fault. scold me good la..
gotta prepare.
wooot.
fail n tts it
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
jus a little update... me now left tekong as an instructor le.. went to airforce to pursue my dream of becoming a pilot. laugh at me please. cos i dun think i'm successful. somehow. im not happy. perhaps.. i lack friends company.. i felt alone. i like to be proud.. but deep down inside.. i think im carrying a joke too far..
ok.. lifes slack now.. but it made me feel like losing time even more.. seems like back in tekong can slack more happily.. cos being able to slack must hav been an achievement due to de "smoke-out" ability.. haha..
ooh.. did u noe.. i took half a batch of PTP at leopard? n took a full batch of Pes C at orion.. haha.. having recruits.. it still feels weird becos im not a f***ed-up person.. im a "good" instructor eh? ppl put me as nice n friendly.. haha. and obviously im slack.
im abit like living in fear. cos i dunno wat to expect next. lifes like not stable. im feeling low again.. can anyone feel it?
anybody understands?
de day after xmas...
feel like having a good old laugh.. how to lift de spirit when de sun dun shine and it keeps raining these few days?
let me fly let me fly... if i could fly away..... from everythg..............
i dun care anymore.. u could jus leave everythg behind...
jus concentrate............................................................................................................ .