Be a man do the right thing
hmm yea.. i think i better say something out her.. haha.. yea.. my piggy~ n its... IRENE.. ah~ oh why her?? dunno leh.. somehow i got dis feeling dat shes really interested in me.. yea.. cos she whole day sms me de.. even on small things.. n hey.. she touched me.. haha.. cos she like saw me kinda sian one morning.. n when i was at lecture.. i received her sms.. it goes like this.. " dun be so sian..SMILE..must be glas u see a cute girl in de morning..cheer up!" well hey.. she only just got a glance of me lor as i walked pass her.. ah.. dats kinda sweet i tot.. haha.. n den yea.. we begin to exchange sms.. n dunno y.. somehow i will bump into her in sch more often these days.. yea.. i really wonder if she likes me.. cos its she who initiated all de smses.. n oso she always approach me when she saw me online.. den its like she will always inform me bout de things dats gonna happen in PS before hand.. n she took de initiative to call me.. to my house.. haha.. but not much.. chat a lil.. but mostly on PS stuff oso.. was it dat i too sensitive? i somehow thinks she cares alot bout me.. or was it dat she wans me to be de president or sth.. trying to noe me more?? hmm dunno leh.. shes making me thinking of her so often now.. yea.. shes J2, a yr older den me.. but does it really matter? i think shes not dat bad looking la.. n shes v successful to me.. can do well in sports studies n even leadership roles.. a v fine gal.. let fate decide if we r together ba.. haha.. cos in my mind i can still remem SL.. i am greatful to her.. for all her support..n i do like her.. :0
HOLIDAYS~!
5/29/2004 09:26:00 AMoh yea.. its hols le.. FINALLY~ but haiz.. dats it.. we all gonna die.. its the last hols dat every1 will have b4 they will ever stop mugging again.. yea.. it suck.,, its not a hols lor.. every1 is like still going back to sch for makeup lessons n or camps.. n den sumore.. alot hw! so many tutorials to catch up on.. its like shit lor..im still feeling so strssful even tho its hols! Den last few weeks have to go chiong study,, for the common test.. i think i better work hard n study manz.. my grade suckED.. n i so dissapointed in myself over maths.. I GOT A "F"~ could u believe it? suck man.. i think i am 1 of de lousiest in class.. dunno y leh..My fren whom i hang arnd wif got ALL As lor..wth.. I got BCOF.. all my grades.. B for chem, C for bio(amazingly) , O for phys, den ...dun tok bout it le.. haiz.. i gotta buck up man.. Hols oso need to increase my flights bookings man.. if not lose out.. haha.. but damn shitty.. i feel so stressed when i fly.. gotta study my theory.. n all those stress every1 gives me is making me crazy.. all asking "have u got ur license?" dun be crazy la.. dey think its so easy to get meh????? haiz.. but i will endure n work hard de.. trust me.. even tho i got de feeling i cant get into ppl course.. i cannot give up.. still got chance lor..ahha.. anyway.. tho i got alot to say.. but hmm... cut short.. no use spending time saying all these.. actions speaks louder than words!
Monday, May 24, 2004
I'm a slacker~
5/24/2004 08:42:00 AMwoo wow yes.. i slacked today.. forget about doing any hw, n haha nxt wk no tests.. yea~ dis afternoon, like i said at 2.30 am, i have to fly.. hmm haha.. sian.. cant seem to remem my flight checks leh.. but oso i nv put in de effort.. slpt again jus now..haha.. de instructor says more improvement again.. sianz la..haha.. but on my return journey to hm.. i saw funny things.. haha.. first i saw "paul", de guy frm "under one roof", haha.. he changed so much.. he now got thick moustache n goatie.. yah.. haha so funny.. den at de bball court, i saw a lao ah peh playing bball..haha.. he still can bounce de ball well.. but when he shoots v funny leh.. but amazingly.. in 10 shots, he still can score 1 la..haha... anyway.. gd day..
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Ling Chen Liang Dian Ban~
5/23/2004 05:35:00 PMwahaha~ its 2.30am now lorz.. dunno wat happen to me.. de more stress i am, de more i sleep.. haha..yea dats wat happened.. i slept at 9 just now mah.. den woke up at 2.. ahha.. now my biological clock going crazy le.. i always cant say i am deproved of my sleep.. cos i always sleep alot de.. after doing go essay on "why sleep", haha i learnt to sleep even more~ :P.. but slping quite sucky oso.. i hate it when i slp too much~ haha..sometimes slp so long oso no use de.. end up u getting more tired.. n oso dun even have a nice dream.. wats de point? slping eats up de time too..haiz..but jc life got shortage of time leh..n den increase in workload.. so perhaps i shuld sacrifice some of my slping time? yea?? haha.. so ive concluded.. (for tonight :P).. i shall study my flight theory.. haha tmr late morning gotta fly~ weeee~ dunno y oso.. flying supposed to be fun and enjoying.. but dey damn sad de.. wan instructor to gif a grade at de end of de flight.. so cannot dun study..T_T.. last of all.. a brief summary of wat happen today.. my gp test i only got time write 3 content paras, maths test can only like do half de qnts i bet i gonna fail them.. but heck care.. i must begin to get numb with failing.. haha
Friday, May 21, 2004
BLAHZ
5/21/2004 06:29:00 PMwth.. abit cock up today.. morning chem SPA dunno y leh.. sudenly cannot think, den cannot solve de skill c problem.. but heck la.. i m beginning to find myself weary n tired.. theres no joy..BAH~ hate de life im having now.. but somehow wat i tot was dis was de kinda life i wanna live..aiyah i toking crap la..need some sense knocking man.. i going bonkers.. tmr still got gp and maths test.. face it.. its hard even to love urself.. when u dun enjoy wat ur doing.. :(
Endure~!~!~!
5/21/2004 09:11:00 AMah... guess wat? i am still doing my games proposal for P.S...or photographic society(Pang.Sai :P)haha.. sian man.. but aiyah nvm la.. dats life.. i think i wasnt in de right mind yesterday.. got headache leh.. maybe becos of de vitamin pills i taking..dunno eat got wat use leh..humph.. cos yesterday hor.. got p.s. interview.. haha.. i dunno wat i said..but i think i said i just wan to be member.. haha.. but not true actually..hehe.. who dun wan to be exco.. where got ppl so stupid.. i only modest nia mah.. ahah.. but nvm la.. Irene ( the chio p.s president) say still got chance.. perform in de p.s camp.. yah.. i hope i will la..But anyway.. got kinda stress dis days again.. cos i saturday got GP test and Maths Test.. which i haven study..:( Den tomorrow got chem SPA, hope i dun cock up man.. lastly, i oso wanna pray i dun tio flights on saturday lor.. if not i will die like hell lo.. haiz.. sumore today i menstruate again~! yikes..(take note** menstruate = bleeding of de asshole.. HAHA)is it becos of de pills again?! hmmm... today oso not a very happy day la.. but at least i noe i passed my overall bio common tests by..... 0.5 marks(33.5/60) i failed de 2nd test by half mark.. lucky man.. i didnt study for it.. n i still manage to score.. haha..I Tian Zi Gao la..^.^
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
WaT Am I DoInG?
5/18/2004 09:17:00 PMhehehehe~ i dunnowat i'm supposed to do.. haha.. nv tot i would be so free to start a blog man.. hmm, well started becos someone reminded me dat she had 1..(^.^) haha.. dun have much to type about.. actually i dun quite like ppl to see my "diary".. tot it wuld be like no privacy.. but then.. nvm la.. at least now i noe here can be a place where i would say those XXXXX stuff n scold XXXXX words when i m angry or upset.. hopefully it improves my english too..ahaha.. i damn gei kiang de la.. everything oso wan.. so kiasu.. but no choice.. Blame The Society~ haha~ dats it.. no time la.. haha