Be a man do the right thing
hmm.. i think my dad still unhappy lei.. ya.. bro of cos.. i dunno wat happened.. dun wish to noe either. mum n dad is doing dual attack on bro now. hee. trying to talk him round? but my bro v persistent de lor :P well.. peace.
hmm..sian.. im kinda bored. shall watch dvds tmr. :P
anyway.. darling perm her hair today. not straight le. will miss it but.. curly oso not bad la ;P
started jogging today. tmr is more intensive le. shall go track
i still cant figure out wat is wrong in jc. much more healing needed. will continue reading books if i have de time.
perhaps i dream too much.. din concentrate well enuff.. jus cant focus. but wats behind all these?
tj ask me out go sentosa on thurs. haha.. i like de idea.. but i jus think de date seems inappropriate. mayb after prom? anyway.. wanna go underwaterworld! :P wanna see chio bu at sunset bay... play volleyball .. oopx :P
onward i march....
Sunday, November 27, 2005
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Your dating personality profile: Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life. Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have. Your date match profile: Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
2. figures are confusing 1. National wealth is centralised at the hands of a race. well i jus read in newspaper yesterday tt Chines makes up 5% Indonesias pop. n control more than 50% of wealth. (from ST 03 nov 05 on smses threatening chinese in indonesia) -_- jus wat happens if we bluff the examiners.?? or well the examiner bluffed us. -_-" 3. Should we still practise labelling? -> qtns are just so vague. yes. we should label. for not we do not know the price of not labelling. Food labelling hey jus stop labelling aka discriminating n steoreotype food. -? should muslims eat pork? 4. What would your priorities be if you were a policy-maker? -> we jus dream off.. never have exams so frequent. :) 5. Childhood is a thing of the past. What do you think? --> well again. yea.. ive got no childhood. BUT already not bad liao. nxt time children go to work at age 60! (rest of time studying) 6. There are limited articles which we can trust it seems. Andy Ho is really our GP HERO! -- hes a senior writer at the Review column btw. ahh well.. jus gving comments on Gippy... lol.. god blesssssssss k :D
my dad n bro toked behind de doors now. sth tt ive nv seen.
im kinda happy.
but cant hear wat they r toking.
hope everythgs gonna b fine.
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dun see this
11/27/2005 07:58:00 PMi really hope no one is reading this. but thgs fits so nicely. they r not coincidental. they are created. have u find the way how? perhaps reading books liberates u. ;) heal me quick. heal me quickly.
im shivering
11/27/2005 07:25:00 PMi dunno how im supposed to tell u this feeling.. but im hot yet cold. n chills jus keep going down my spine. i felt heavy. i felt lost. but its a total different kind of feeling from being sad. angry. stressed. its a string. pulled. n making u react.
im burning hot now. red like a crab on de outside. well ive been sunburnt. yes.. N i din noe i would. mus b me toking too much till i din realise time n me din swim alot jus now. basically us staying in de water as though it was a sauna or jacuzzi or sth. yes.. now ive got a burning sensation on de outside. gosh..it reminded me of the red skin i had when i i got dengue.
well im cold though. my hair stands as seemingly cold air blew at me. i am so cold. i long for a blanket, but im burning hot. perhaps a hot cup of drink will make me feel better. but im still cold on de inside. i cant get to sleep.
it is obvious to realise wat is wrong. sth is affecting me.
i read sth which i hav interest in. but yet i hav no strength to carry on read everything.
i skimmed thru it all. feeling wat im feeling now. im a human afterall.
u think family is not impt? N when u leave ur house u will leave every1 else behind? they r wif u always. deep inside ur heart. we r human. they can hit u where it hurts most.
but im alrite. no worries. jus tt.. ive been affected..not for a long while. but yes. it does hav an impact
well. its regarding my bro. being in debt for years owing my father a sum of 50K altogether since. he tooked my grandpa $ once without telling any1. N he got his fingers n even ass burnt with shares n stocks. he is eleven yrs older den me. single. unwanted. thin. incapable. tts sth u didnt noe for sure.
thgs went awfully wrong when both my bro n dad change. either they couldnt adapt to each other changes or i couldnt adapt to their relationship. but i guess every1 else in de family is feelign de stress. the strain on our ties. im sure of it.. when my mum have cried n stop. n my sis have burst n stop. but it seems i haven. when am i breaking down? but perhaps i wun. hopefully this episode will end well soon.
droplets of water streamed down.. no. not from my eyes. neither from any1 else but me. im sweating. not anywhere else. but from my hands. strucked wif hyperhydrosis, im so nervous sharing wif u this tale.
u can expect it. my dad n my bro were perhaps quarreling every single day. if i have not gotten used to it... i cant imagine wat it would b like. every thing my bro did. dad nagged. for sometimes things i dunno wat he did wrong. he would scold. he is increasingly biased. from breakfast to opportunities.. dad shifted it all to me. n for some reasons.. bro seems to got used to it as well.. leaving de better ones for me.. n giving them to me without any complains. well.. i dun wan this. though im enjoying better thgs.. but it has no meaning at all. they are merely cold hard objects, wif short experiences n tastes. i longed for sth tt can keep in my memory for long. such as sharing thgs. but it has been a long time since we did i supposed.
my bro din like to b at home. it was a truth. it is a fact. being driven to de walls at home.. make this place not called a home. it wasnt a shelter anymore. there is no place to hide. i noe he is not feeling it all too good. but de barrier between me n my bro exists. i cant n i dunno how to help him. when i feel i hav de obligation to do it. i can only pray for him i guess.
always outside.. i seldom see him at home. n when i do. for 80 percent of de time he is at the com. looking at charts of shares again.. or playing useless meaningless com games.. not far worse than me.. but jus wasting time away it seems. when he toked to me.. i noe he is my brother. but somehow.. there were many topics we dun dare to open our mouths n speak about. certain qtns tt i din wanna tok bout.. i would keep quiet. but he din seem to understand why i din reply. neither did he probe into it. N when i see him worried n locked dead in his bed.. i could feel but i din noe wat happened.
he cant explain wat has gone wrong. its been years.. he was often at the com even in late night wee hours.. when every1 else was sleeping. well. he din wanna disturb. cos he knew dad would nag in de day. but still dad seemingly troubled as well.. always nv had a v sound sleep. he would still wake up n scold my bro even in late night.. waking me up. hearing those chants.. which nv calms me down or send me to sleep.
my bro went to fortuneteller even to realise tt he n my father ba zi bu he. but all de advices was tt my bro should jus stop toking back to my dad. well.. my bro tried. but failed once in a while.
thgs are better now. but still not much better. u can still hear chants.. n how dad complained to every1 else bout my bro. cant blame him also. my dad is old. n yet facing this stress of supporting the family. it is nv easy to b a leader for ur whole life. like it or not. u hav no choice. u cant giv up.. or wat happens to ur closest ones? dad often tell me not to b like my bro.. how lousy he is.. n a useless person. n to be successful unlike him..
on the other hand. my bro noes but nv seems to remove his leopard spots. he still meddles wif shares. N honestly n seriously no one noes how he is. wat is his situation. no one can handle him. my mum who is closer to bro oso can do nth. my parents peeped into his dozens of letters a day.. even though they cant read n dun understand. they were worried n concerned. i am too. but perhaps i showed it less. i dunno if my bro is mature or not.. who watches anime n even cartoons.. n play games n go out.. i dunno. sometimes.. u really cant tell he is my brother. we looked different. in face. shape. size. our characters are different. but i believed we are similar in many ways.. for we are running wif de same blood..
i wanna tell u wat i saw.
i saw a letter written by my bro to dad. the final thing in de letter was sincerely sorry. the letter was about how sorry he was for the trouble he has given. how he plans to settle thgs. N him turning 30 next yr without any gf. N how he is afraid of settling down. how sorry he is to gif dad all his problems.. n need dad to support him.. n how he wasnt independent depsite his age. wat he is gg to do after his contract wif de navy ends nxt yr. to go to brokerage. wif his MAS cert earned from his study while working.
it has an impact on me. it made me tell u this.
i dunno wat else to say. becos im sighing by now.
i dun wish to speak bout him for the moment already.. n im going to pretend i din see anything or feel anythg. jus act like i normally do. to pretend i wasnt affected at all.. yes :)
i jus wanna tell u bro. dad ur my bro. N i care for u. i love u. (even tho mushy :P) i dun mean to shout at u sometimes. n even when u bullied me i enjoy it. ( i like pillow fights n wrestle wif u :P) go ahead n do sth to make us feel right. dun carry on wif ur mistakes.
please change. change for de better.. n my dad too.. pls realise how u hav changed too. affecting every1 else in de family wif ur naggings.. every1 is changing. i guess de least changed was mum.. but i dunno.. i cant tell when i cant handle these changes.
i always like de past. either i was too young to understand. or it was really a period of happy times. i wanan relive them. i wish i could. but even if i cant. its alrite.. for they r always in my memory. :)
god bless everyone.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
why me..why now?
11/26/2005 10:00:00 PMwell now.. im continuing on my search for answers.. for which i have no questions to.. haha..
reading another book now.. well.. its kinda more chim.. or perhaps boring :P becos alot i dun understand. but its a book of healing. it tells alot about wat happened to other ppl.. n wat exactly is happening to them.. how coincidental thgs are.. n why they happen.. it takes on many perspective.. linking de body n souls together... n even elaborate about chakras and energy fields etc.. ahah..
the author herself gone thru obstacles too.. well.. to find out more.. wait till i finish reading de book.. which is thicker.. n ya.. less interesting.. but lotsa examples..
anyway.. im still flying. :P
gg to start training soon. but my preparation tells me tt im weak.. im aching all over.. ahhh.. i will do it ;)
well oso.. prom seems troublesome. lol.. jus sian to worry bout wat to wear etc.. grr..
did i mention bout pilot test? yea.. its on dec 2nd. hmm.. i dunno when to cut my hair.. dunno if its too late to cut after tt.
some1 mus remem help me style my hair. haha.
Leet translator
11/26/2005 12:00:00 AMI like playing wif calculators as well as strokes n no.s found on my keyboard :P
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Friday, November 25, 2005
ahh
11/25/2005 11:19:00 PMhaha.. wat im doing during holidays is to seek for answer. yea.. i'll continue searching. its such a miracle tt ONLY 1 wk passed since my last paper. haha.. gosh.. ive got 5 wks more.. im loving it. serious. life is more relaxed now.. so freeeeeee.. WEEEEEEEEEEEE... it feels gd. can go do thgs we like or we want. :) fly my friends.
making others happy is as good as making urself happy. haha.. i think ive learnt tt the important thg is to make ppl happy. it doesnt matter if ur happy or not. nor whether other ppl make u happy. u can make urself happy. not jus by making urself happy. but make ppl happy. :)
well i did. of cos i made some ppl happy yesterday hor? 24 /11 ==> jus take it as a month before xmas eve la. :P haha.. im still flying. have u begin ur flight or R U? :P
reflections.
11/25/2005 11:10:00 PMweee.. such a long time nv do book reflections hor? :P well.. heres jus 1 book perhaps i recommend for leisure reading :D
here hear.. " I moved your cheese" by Darrel Bristow-bovey.
well. its a cheesy bk. v short n simple. n basically its definitely gotta do wif some of the "who moved my cheese ?"( tt was a hot favorite review last yr rite? mayb can find in my blog somewhere last yr --what will u do if u r not afraid? ) but well.. this book here doesnt tok bout any of those mice cheese n men.. well if u find out rite at the end.. there wasnt even any signs of cheese. the cheese was jus there to make u fall for it. well thats about the crux of wat we are going to learn from this bk. :)
"this is a self-help book for ppl who wants to take no step at all" ( a lazy person's guide to helping yourself) --> hey.. i jus tt bit lazy la.. i noe u r too :P but well like the bk highlight.. Say it with me: We are lazy; we are idle; we are downright inert, and we dont gif a damn.
ok.. im not sure bout the wat process "Osmatix" how wisdom pass thru from page to atmosphere etc.. but perhaps tts jus crap.. well de book is not on tt.. alot is crap n humour.. haha.. n there are lots of linkage to current day books.. especially those self-help books. yes.. expect those critics bout george bush or oprah winfrey.. or even tuesdays with morries. then theres even Feng shui lol.
whats so wonderful bout the book is tt it nv really instructs u on waht u should do. well perhaps tts the point the author has been trying to get u to understand. theres no tables, charts or anything tt u should help urself n ensure progress.. well.. this bk is much relaxing.. sometimes jus understanding will do.. self help bks are said to b no good cos they expect u to do all de work. well then theres no point in having such bks.. cos u already noe how. but the fact is.. u dunno how. so here " i moved your cheese" is there to guide u.
well highlights from its chapters..
bout a man being wise jus becos hes climbed up n stayed on top of tt mountain. haha.. in e end it turned out tt the man was indeed wise cos he has learned how to Act wise. tt old man was an award winning author.. we later found out.
" i was expecting the worse, but now tt worst has not arrived, i am dissapointed. i am the architet of my own dismay"
"if we are not afraid of tropical fruits falling on our heads, we will be better able to see the riches in front of us"
"wisdom does not fall from the sky like mangoes. sometimes u need to wrestle with wisdom and put it in half-nelson."
"sometimes it is not necessary to learn wisom by being taught wisdom. sometiems it is enuff merely to b in proximity to wisdom. sometimes wisdom doesnt even have to make sense."
"if you have no wisdom of your own, reading self-help books will not help u. you will have to write them instead"
then theres a story bout the egg.( my fave food! :P) well here.. it is bout ostrich egg... it dated back to a long way to the aborigines.. in de desert.. and hunting elephant was a real achievement. killing it will earn u respect as a real man. it evolves round a young man Xam. who is strong n asked to fight elephants together wif a group of older men. well the older men of cos despise de young one n dislike him. but they set off n cant find any elephant. well u noe.. they used ostrich egg to store water de. so they store water n bury it in the sand. then before they could find elephant.. they met a sandstorm or sth lidat. then they got no water drink.. the young one poor thg cos the rest dun wan share wif him. all de rest of the adults drink finish liao.. den de young one finally found his ostrich egg. here comes the learning pt.. de water in de ostrich egg was spilt but he jus pretended nth happened n help de egg close to him. de others of cos wondered why he wasnt drinking frm the tree. " mayb he noes something we dont". de more Xam kept silent, de more de others were convinced he had a mighty secret. so by de time they reached back their own village. the older ones hung on Xam's every word and click. hence.. de entire village slowly was influenced to respect Xam as well. soon, he became a powerful man of de community, even tho he nv won glory by killing an elephant.
hehe. so wat it shows is that. the secrets of life are here.
the truth is : you dont need to actually accomplish anythg. all u need to noe is how to fake it. Inside us all there is a secret truth to ourselves- a truth tt is hollow, like de egg. [we need to embrace the hollowness, and give ppl the opportunity to persuade themselves that there is sth in there. ] other ppl are even more insecure than we are. they will fill in de secret for u. if u can pull tt off, it doesnt matter how gd or bad u are at anything else. we all need to find tt inner ostrich egg.
well.. de bk oso mentioned bout love ( more for guys to read) n body matters.
" instead of trying to improve youself, reap the benefits of letting others do the improvements for u"and there are some of de "dont says" to a gal.. hehe.. yep.. im not gonna say it here :P
well one thing nv to say is " i was thinking bout how much i love u", more likely u dun want to noe what my answer really was. :)
"provide the blank canvas on which u can paint ur deepest dreams "
" we are lazy, but we are not dumb. it is only the very smart who can get away with being as lazy as we are"
then theres a chapter which provides critics (this bk got alot criticism, tho not really meant to) to the " who moved my cheese".. n hell ya.. sometiems no use jus knowing tt we got to embrace change, adapt urself to new cicrumstances. well.. i agree tt its a mouse way of doing thgs. we are men not mice. it is human behavoir to stop there n dislike changing. (unless u change for a better tt is) who likes changing environments?
if u cant find your cheese, move on. Not to find a new one cos perhaps u cant find anymore, but find sth else u can pretend is impt. pretending it is impt will make it so. it is not the objective tt counts but ur success in finding it.
"success can be manufactured. anything can be faked"
change is inevitable, we jus have to noe how to manage it well. we should even deny the change sometimes. :)
well if u mastered the art of handling the ostrich egg earlier on, then u can be anyone u wan to be.( well cos u can fake rite?) its nth rite to say " be yourself" as u have always here so often. [ Dont feel that you have to be always youself] be someone else if necessary. but you should also learn to accept urself. well.. we dun need to care much. we cant always hide n skulk. we need to reconcile wif our weaker self. jus b proud of urself. make others get use to u.
well.. the bks abt it. its perhaps jus bout faking. now u noe. well.. i din fake this up k. i not so pro :P anyway. im a real person. a real man. try me.
some tips.. gathered frm everywhere...
"stupid is as stupid does, so stop doing stupid things"
"life is a box of chocolates- it is overpriced, will make u sick if u hav it too quickly, and if other ppl see u wif it, they will try to take bits of it away from u"
" think before u speak. Read before u think.Wash ur hands before u read"
"do not waste time thinking if the glass is half full/empty. if its half anythg, time for another round"
" do not jus say no. do not jus do it. say : tts for me to noe, n u to find out. or : maybe,maybe not. well u can choose to say nothing at all "
"always leave the party five minutes before u run out of things to say"
hehee.. tts bout it.. tired le. wow.. hope u learned sth. :D
today
11/25/2005 09:04:00 PMi saw the article : boys do cry on msn messenger.
--> men who aren't afraid to cry are "sexy" and "brave."
well hey hey.. tts me! lol.
--> Men who cry are also perceived as more manly than those who don't.
haha.. thank u :P
its jus more likely tt i wun abuse ppl cos i can cry.. so darling dun need afraid.. :P
-->"If a man cries at the right time, it's good, but too much sensitivity ruins everything that men stand for."
well i dun cry v often do i?
anyway.. how mani times hav u seen me cry? once ? twice or mayb none>?>?
-->"There just isn't room for both parties to fall apart. One person has to stay strong."
obviously im always de stronger one.. :P
well.. nan ren ku ba ku ba bu shi zui :D
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Trivia
11/22/2005 06:50:00 PMahh.. was jus reminded of sth i always played during holidays last time....... TRIVIA~! haha.. yep.. u noe last time IRC channels was so hot.. haha.. n then there were some where ppl made use of their scripts to create trivia games.. well those were fun! cos i played them n wanna lead the trivia table :P
heres something i found out :p
Do you remember – when you were a child – learning (then gleefully reciting) what you thought was the longest word in the English language? Was it ANTIDISESTABLISHMENTARIANISM? Or the similarly long SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS?
Longest Words
(45) PNEUMONOULTRAMICROSCOPICSILICOVOLCANOCONIOSIS (also spelled PNEUMONOULTRAMICROSCOPICSILICOVOLCANOKONIOSIS) = a lung disease caused by breathing in particles of siliceous volcanic dust.This is the longest word in any English dictionary. However, it was coined by Everett Smith, the President of The National Puzzlers' League, in 1935 purely for the purpose of inventing a new "longest word". The Oxford English Dictionary described the word as factitious.
(34) SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS = song title from the Walt Disney movie Mary Poppins.It is in the Oxford English Dictionary.
"But then one day I learned a wordThat saved me achin' nose,The biggest word you ever 'eard,And this is 'ow it goes:Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!"
Here comes the official one:
(29) FLOCCINAUCINIHILIPILIFICATION = an estimation of something as worthless.This is the longest word in the first edition of the Oxford English Dictionary. Interestingly the most common letter in English, E, does not appear in this word at all, whilst I occurs a total of nine times. The word dates back to 1741. The 1992 Guinness Book of World Records calls floccinaucinihilipilification the longest real word in the Oxford English Dictionary, and refers to pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanokoniosis as the longest made-up one.
Well.. the longest word can be really loooong when it comes to names(noun)..
Two chemical terms (3,641 and 1,913 letters long) have appeared in the Guinness Book of World Records. They were withdrawn because they have never been used by chemists, and there is no theoretical limit to the length of possible legitimate chemical terms. A DNA molecule could have a name of over 1,000,000,000 letters if it was written out in full.
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WOW!!!!!!!!!
Place Names
There are many long place names around the world.
(85) TAUMATAWHAKATANGIHANGAKOAUAUOTAMATEATURIPUKAKAPIKIMAUNGAHORONUKUPOKAIWHENUAKITANATAHUA hill in New Zealand. This Maori name was in general use, but is now generally abbreviated to Taumata. The name means: the summit of the hill, where Tamatea, who is known as the land eater, slid down, climbed up and swallowed mountains, played on his nose flute to his loved one.
Errr.. im gg dizzy wif words.....
ready?
11/22/2005 06:31:00 PMha.. u mus b thinking i mux b slacking n lazing around at home rite? ha.. well.. ive been playing com for a long while as well.. d/l music n videos looking at virals.. trying all sorts of flash game.. slacker.. still munch tat bread sumore during tea breaks.. hehe.. well.. ive been reading these days too k..
im gonna start a plan soon.. it'll be reconstructing myself.. nope.. not gg to work (earn money) but i'll develop knowledge, wisdom, self-improvement, techniques n physical abilities. its time for the mind body n soul. :D
heres the body plan...
5 week "Evolution Training"
Week 49 [Gym] 27 [Run] 28 [Swim]29 [Run]30 [Slack] 1 [Slack] 2 [Run] 3
Week 50 [Gym] 4 [Run] 5 [Slack] 6 [Run] 7 [Swim] 8 [Slack] 9 [Run] 10
Week 51 [Swim] 11 [Run] 12 [Slack]13 [Run]14 [Run] 15 [Slack]16 [Gym] 17
Week 52 [Swim] 18 [Slack]19 [Run] 20 [Run]21 [Slack] 22 [Run] 23 [Swim]24
Week 53 [Slack] 25[Run] 26 [Gym] 27 [Run]28 [Swim] 29[Run] 30 [Slack] 31
Everyday. Except 2nd, 6th,9th,25th,31st
SkippingStretchSit-upsPush-upsWeight Lift
Hows tt? heh.
Shall work out on my diet plan these few days too. More Protein. Iron. Vitamin C. Low sugar. Less fats. Maintain Carbohydrate. No extra rice!! No Tea breaks!! Down with junk food - excludes biscuits, Hello panda, soft drinks(diet coke/pepsi), chocolates, sweets.
Will be emphasising on NAPFA six items. Removing belly with abs. Ham strings,Quardiceps,Triceps,Biceps,Deltoids,Pectoralis Major.
Sounds impossible??? Motto: {Sufferance, Perseverance, Endurance}!!!
GoGOGOGOGOGO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jus try my best k???? =D
test
11/22/2005 12:16:00 PM
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.Your Top Ten Traits
1. Sensual
2. Adventurous
3. Romantic
4. Athletic
5. Practical
6. Liberal
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Shy
10. StylishYour Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical
2. Outgoing
3. Adventurous
4. Athletic
5. Romantic
6. Sensual
7. Conservative
8. Intellectual
9. Traditional
10. Wealthy/Ambitious
Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
haha.. sth tt ive not done for a long time.. how true is it?
Sunday, November 20, 2005
bei shui zhi zhan
11/20/2005 11:16:00 PMwell.. exams over jiu shi over le.. dun wanna think bout them anymore. haha. its sth agreed by every jc student. yes its true. hope every1 have had a bei shui zhi zhan.
if u think chinese is over n done wif. i urge u to study it again. well.. should b called revise. it can b sth simple.. like reading xiao shuo.. or even comics. jus dun throw it away.. or u will regret it. we mus have belittled de usefulness of chinese.. well i have.
sth bad happened. i got no idea wat was wrong. again. im experiencing excruciating pain elsewhere n wif my ulcer aching.. i dunno wat to do. my reflex action was to : scratch my head. i scratched 3 times in a minute. N now my brows are locked. my mind somewhere. lost. i worried. im very sad n worried. at some point of times.. i wonder if i should. perhaps its a cycle? but perhaps ive done wrong again. i dunno. wat is wrong? its a worst case scenario. when u cant say yes or no.
oh.. n now tt seems to b like half an hour ago. the half n hour later.. im so happy.. well tts enuff.. i dun care bout wat happen. but we should enjoy the moment of happiness. its not yet a year. but its definitely a path worth to b taken. it makes me grow. sth tt can nv get in books. sth tt can nv experience elsewhere. once in a lifetime.
come to think of it. life is short. hahha.. when u tot its sth said by those ill or old.. now im saying. yes. life is short. ahh.. imagine 50 years later. u'll b at home. wat do u wanna do? well.. gosh.. i really gotta see wat i can do then. haha. perhaps.. nth. but its ok. cos ive led a fuflilling 50 years. :) perhaps.. i'd b moaning n groaning then. complaining bout the world. how it has become. used plastic bags alone will weigh 10billion kg. temperature will rise to 35 degrees average. antartica n polar bears are lost. no such thgs as televisions. travelling on planes is as easy as a bus ride wif not ez link but an identification integrated into our body wif an injection. oh.. so many thgs will happen. mayb before tt we could b gone. gone due to man made disasters. natural could hav lost its impact n mean nth already.
ahh.. u wonder think so much for wat. precisely cos we didnt think. we werent prepared. but even if we did. how much are we prepared. tts de reason why i shall stop here for now. :P
take a look at A levels exams. have u ever wonder why there are religius subjects n all those ulu ulu subjects like philosiphy divinity? n wonder wat they ever test? haha.. and why werent they seemed to b offered here in singapore? haha.. so much for being a grown-up society. our education system still fails to make our students all rounded..despite de heavy texts.. knowledge is but a mere subject. thinking is wat u train. its good tt we emphasis on critical thinking n de likes. but perhaps we could jus spent more time on pyschological well being n train to handle problems wif ease. how much problem solving ability can u gain from text books or notes? we need a wide variety of them. it may not b in depth. but at least try to cover everything. haha.. well.. i dunno either. jus a thot.. n yes it leads to de debate. to have zhuan cai or tong cai? specialised in one or specialised in all is better? hmm.. lets think bout it again some day..
should go slp :P
Saturday, November 19, 2005
haha..
11/19/2005 03:28:00 PMoh.. i forgot to tell u all..
i was wondering.. wat if the cambridge set wrong questions n we didnt noe? haha.. i tot this year like a lot of qtns v out of the blue lor.. like we nv see before de lei.. v irritating.. was wondering wif the qtn itself got mistakes.. jus like de PSLE de.. u guyes remem de triangel qtn.. here is more info on it.. look under de geometrical illusion.. http://www.grand-illusions.com/index.htm
finish or finished?
11/19/2005 02:49:00 PMwah.. my exams over le.. sometimes dun feel like exams to b over lor.. cos so mani others still got exams :( sian.. i dunno.. i think i wun do well for A lvls la.. nvm lor.. jus hope it wun b tt bad.. n then i'll start everything over once im in uni.. but oso dunno wat course i can go lo.. haiz..
packed my stuff today.. n i dunno since when my grades are so lousy.. my first 3 mths like still got Bs lor.. haha.. n my first few tests were fine as well.. ahh.. dunno since when.. that thg crept onto me.. n then i become lidat :X
i was trying to rid off those o lvl stuffs as well.. n i was amazed at how i can memorise them so well.. omg.. tts crazy.. n y issit tt i cant memorise them now?? haha. sths gone wrong somewhere.. but i still dunno! ahhh.. but nvm la.. im gg to start afresh soon.. go army.. n then uni new environment :D
its the next phase of life.. ive metamorphosise couple of times.. now im kinda weird.. writing poems when i was pri sch.. touring de whole sch even when teachers were in class.. haha.. n then me sun tanning outside class during sec sch.. running out of classrooms n sit at a corner..(perhaps tt explains why i can communicate with qiao yong.. haha) oh.. im not crazy. i noe wat im doing. i jus need a break. perhaps i really cant handle stress well.. i think so.. i nv did.
i dunno why i cant do well in jc.. but oh well.. i think theres some problem when i started it. i din start it right. so i wun expect to end it well. the process has been so long.. im so relieve its over.
but yet memories lie in my head. ive packed all my photos frm pri sch to jc together. well those were class photos i mean. i could practically see how my head changes. :P kinda funny tho. cos sometimes i look old. while others im young.. such a irregular growing process.. haha.. mayb im too old for secondary.. n too young for jc.. ahh.. tts y i dun understand rite? :P hehe.. anyway.. i look quite good when i was young lor..dunno why i become such a creature now?! scary ~ :P
oh well.. ur having some problems at home.. well they will b fine.. really.. cos i will b praying.
to all who haven end exams.. quick give it your last shot.. soon it will b over..! cya soon ~ take care..
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
haiz....
11/16/2005 01:36:00 PMsian.. so sad.. i dun mind everyday exams lor.. jus as long.. i noe how to do the qtns.. :( how come i dunno how do? :( so sian.. no more chances liao.. haiz.. why lidat.. suckx... why the qtns so different from past yrs ah? haiz.. make me so sad.. irritating.. dun do well jiu do welll la.. humph...... i noe i clever jiu ke yi le.. sumore.. darling will still wan me de hor.. :P
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Harlow~~~~~~~~~~
11/08/2005 08:04:00 AMyoz.. surprise?! im here man.. today A levels le.. T_T scared not?
guess darling mus b taking bio exam now.. good luck k..
wah.. i need lotsa luck.. n pls dun let me careless.. i dunno wat to do.. to sleep or not to sleep.. hahah..
nth i can do much lor.. except memorise those damn formulas..
ive been receiving quite a no. of unknown msges wif good wishes lei.. dunno y i dun hav their no. lol.. god bless them too..
im so glad adhiraj sent me good luck to.. wah.. now u see why indian scholars are nice.. :P they r friendly ppl.. cute.. loveable.. n yea clever.. but on the other hand.. they could b most helpful.. n the greatest jokers.. ;P good luck to them.. i noe getting an A for them is easy.. but the stress is immense la..
i wanna score A lei.. how..
i do dream of getting on stage or getting my name mentioned.. its not impossible.. but.. its still a dream.. lol..
will it come true? *.*
Friday, November 04, 2005
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11/04/2005 03:29:00 PMahh.. its scary.. now tt exams are drawing real near.. well for me.. for i moment i may b scared but the next u fine me playing.. lol..
am i really studying..? haha..
not very sure wat im gonna do for this last few final days.. but i guess nth much rite? i dunno.. it all depends on luck now huh? n stay focus n concentrate n not make silly mistakes.. tt should b alrite rite? n ya.. learn to combat fear n exam stress..lol.
alot of formulas me still cant remem v well.. tho i practice alot.. but quite alot of times i refer to formulas lor.. haiz.. n definitions are also hard to memorise.. but yea.. last few days shall remember all this stupid shit.
im reading gp outlines.. jus how much will it help? theres so much content in gp definitely not much use rite? but mayb i spot a little. at least a probability of hitting jackpot. worse come to worse i could still do general qtns tt definitely come out every year rite. dun care. :P
oh gp!!! : 1.sometimes u fail to understand things when ur scared.
Capable and honest government
· This is a necessity. (correct)
· It can be difficult to secure even a talent pool of 5 to 6. In Singapore, we need 12 good men to sit in the cabinet. ??????????????????????????????????????????????? => i cant even squeeze in the cabinet. :P
- E.g. In the case of Indonesia, the Chinese, being a minority group (2% of total Indonesia’s population, actually controls 80% of the national wealth
· This point has some validity, but there is little to be said about it because food labelling is clearly necessary in some form.
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