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Tsk

6/23/2005 01:08:00 PM

omfg... im sick again!!!!! eh.. not physically.. but mentally..!!
damn lar.. i dunno why i cant b happy..
:( wtf.. why am i lidat!!!!!!
my greatest enemy is myself! IT doesnt exist.. stop cheating myself..!!
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i asked de fortune teller.. wil i be unhappy all my life..?
he said.. it all depends on u.. whether u can take things on the brighter side.. n i should go find my own happiness..
i dunno how.. :( help..
until now.. i truely find no courage to love myself..
becos i dun like myself..
i find so many faults wif myself..
im nv happy..
SAve ME!

Monday, June 20, 2005

sian diao..

6/20/2005 12:03:00 PM

eh.. i jus cant study oso actually.. haha.. dunno.. but will become like v tired.. :P.. so im here to slack again. haha..
err.. suddenly dunno wat to type lei.. but when i study always day dream de.. haah..
oh.. wanna say.. i'm 18 le lor.. n by chinese calendar im actually 19 le lor.. but i dun think i behave n look like one lor.. how come ah.. haha.. supposed to be less slack? n more sturdy? eh.. why lidat.. :( BUT then again.. i gotta look at brighter side of life rite? I feel i've grown so old.. as usual.. hopefully more mature..
eh.. met ang chun wei aka ang ku kueh, my pri sch p1-4 fren..last last last wk i think. ahha.. he remems my face n me lor.. see.. i/we nv change lor.. haha..but the first thg he did was to ask for my hp no. lar.. diaoz.. he say.. "yi hou you yong de".. hmm.. hes trying to network eh? cos hes in business management, n hes trying toi be businessman liaoz.. -_- haha.. hope to see more of my pri sch frens lor.. fun lorz.. eh.. n then.. i heard a news from him lar.. dat my another pri sch fren.. francis.. actually got married liao.. haha.. amazing.. :P dunno if its good or bad for him.. haha.. n i heard its a shotgun marriage.. lolz
evening jus now i saw 2 kindergarden girls singing.. "wo ai ni.. ai zhe ni.. jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi" lor.. sooooo cute.. haha.. dey are simply irresistably cute lar.. n nowadays those kids dun sing nursery rhymes liao.. but sing pop songs lor.. so pro.. they become so darn mature n clever.. wat is de world coming to?? ah.. i feel ive been outdated liaoz.. n my neighbour nxt door.. which happens to be a china family.. got a 13th month old daughter lor.. shes quite cute oso lar.. n i find her guai cos she nv make alot of noise lei.. but i think she likes singing n music.. whole day like to sing songs de lor.. haha.. n den play her small xylophone making logical music pieces k.. anyway.. her bday coming in 20 days.. hope to see it.. n..after which shes gonna register for sch le lor.. hmm it jus reminds me of de china girl me n my mei adopted through worldvision last yr.. hmm.. dunno hows she getting on..

hmm..recap abit bah.. mayb shall tok more on de kranji enrichment course? eh.. its actually a day camp so called for kranji sec st johns to learn photography.. they hav to go thru n learn certain thgs in order for them to earn a badge lor.. haha.. its nice to do tt.. n i hope every year AJPS can do tt.. anyway.. its overall a success lor.. ^^ erm.. actually.. i find them v not like uniform grp lei.. cos they damn noisy n disorganised de lor.. dunno lar.. i was rather pissed.. mayb cos its jus after ab camp.. den i cannot switch style n expectation back.. :P they were childish.. yes.. n playing games like murderer.. haha.. got sec 1s 2s n 3s lar.. so quite a mix.. oh.. so i got problems wif teaching them oso.. cos they dun understand mah.. n i nt sure how to explain to them without using the chim chim words oso.. haha.. oh.. n realise their attention time span oso v short.. jus like me :P so i gotta got patient n teach them n sometiems.. threaten them.. haha.. anyway.. at the end of the day i got gif them certficates lor.. me so good lar.. haha.. but err.. i did lectured n scold them abit.. rite in front of their sir.. which is choon xiong.. my fren in AJ.. humph.. dun care.. dey nv giv me respect.. den i angry lor.. think some of them dun like me as a result oso.. haha.. :P dun care >.<
eh.. nxt was de PS camp rite.. quite alrite lar. some highlights was de night treasure hunt in AJ.. wah diaoz.. we played it like almost midnight lor.. haha.. den so darn hard de lar.. gotta use our torchlight find lor.. hmm.. quite fun lar.. but i cheated.. eh.. actually is irene started de lor.. same old usual her.. :P so we cheated n share our answers to the treasure hunt.. n result they first.. yet.. i 3rd.. haha.. but better then nth.. :P oh.. n de tresure hunt was planned by delia.. de short v high energy girl.. anyway.. she 1st 3 mth HCJC de ley.. dunno why she now in AJ oso.. haha.. orh.. another highlight was i had no sleep at all.. really lor.. biang.. cos mus choose de darn cca leader n exco lar.. hmm.. shitty boo boo.. we tok n discussed de whole night.. n called some ppl up for interview.. even ms flo lee oso sian diao.. n she said she had nv dun slp for a night b4.. haha.. :P anyway.. she stepping down oso.. so do sth memorable rite? :P orh.. so in de end choose
de exco i still feel wasnt v good ley.. not like v appropriate oso.. but dunno see how.. haha.. in e end i still cant let go.. :S hmm.. anyway.. president is Jian Qi, VP= Pei Yeung, LensWoman=hui Ping, Darkroom Mistress= Mei Peng, secretary =Zi Qi, treasurer= Zi Jie, preject manager = Delia,CCP = Chee Wei.. *claps claps*.. i stepping down soon ^^ . N i think de new batch of J1s quite enthu lar.. got a period of time they everyday online n form 18 ppl super lagging msn chat.. haha.. quite fun.. oh.. n i created a AJPS friendster accnt for them too.. :P
hmm.. oso went to NUSPS seminar montage after de PS camp lor.. erm.. quite a success.. but jie xiang tell me got alot of loopholes n alot of thgs go wrong n not by protocol.. haha.. wateva lar.. wat i feel is tt.. he already set expectations of me.. n even irene.. diaoz... oh.. n he tok alot to me bout the AJPS alumni lor.. err.. dunno.. but i stepping down.. shall make it Jian Qis job then.. haha.. :P
hmm.. err.. do i continue wif de fortuneteller?? oh well ok bah.. den i dun blog for quite some time den.. cos i need to mug.. :P
hmm.. some how i think i really will end up believing de fortuneteller lor.. but funny leh.. den wun tt b that i can predict certain thgs? hmm.. btw.. one thing i guess i cant rly forgot mus b tt stupid point bout me marryign a woman older than me.. wah diaoz.. i dun think i like ley.. haha.. so hopefully not true.. :P hes quite accurate lar.. as in he can tell me wats wrong wif why im like so sad.. hmm.. :( well.. jus my life.. i was actually born on a Yin day, Yin month, Yin year, Yin hour.. everythg Yin lar.. so hor.. im naturally born wif such a "pessimistic" mindset.. n then i tend to be introvert sometimes.. and etc lar.. de idea is there rite? haha.. de dark side.. :P.. n he oso can tell me i like music.. n i like to sing.. haha.. n well yes.. i am v keen to learn everythg.. hah.. n learn thgs fast too.. :P err.. oso somehow he tells me i got good Kou Cai.. haha.. which means i can speak well wif words.. well may not be fluently tt kind.. but able to convince ppl etc.. haha.. eh.. not bad ah.. n then he say i should use tt ability as a job i hav in de future lor.. haha.. err.. dunno lar..he say quite alot of thgs actually... so got somore.. but i lazy to recall le.. :P
haha.. err.. i dunno.. but i shall not believe bout the future thgs. :P cos it lies in my hand.. my fate.. i will change MY LIFE.. haha.. change it to the better.. to become brighter.. n happier.. i believe i got my happiness wif me rite?? ;)
oh.. n actually he got see my bro fortune too.. he say my bro" zhuan qian di yi, li cai zui hou" haha.. stupid guy.. :P oh.. btw.. he oso say im not bad wif money too.. :P n i like money alot.. haha.. but actually he pricked my conscience lor.. hummm.. oh.. back to bro.. he actually cannot get along wif my father lar.. haha.. err.. de "Ke" each other? haha.. dunno.. they jus quarrel n argue alot.. n by my character n life as usual.. ahha.. err i dun care them de.. :P but.. its jus v sad to noe oso larr.. its my family after all..
hmm anyway.. i was told tt i will b a v religious person.. which i guess i wun be?? haha.. err but he oso asked me whether wan to learn all de stupid sutras n sorts.. haha.. but he say if i dun understand den dun learn.. cos i qill "zou huo ru mo" haha.. :P err.. well.. yea.. im supposedly will turn wicked learning all these n turn to witch craft.. haha.. btw.. remind again.. im born on all Yin day lor.. n my blood is wanted by witchdoctors to make talismans de ley.. yucks.. :(
Bless me anyway.. hopefully i dun beleive lor.. haha.. n lead a happier life ^^
gotta go liaoz.. so late... haha.. jia you in my studies k.. n everyone work hard too... good luck n all de best for exams.. :)

Saturday, June 18, 2005

fortune?

6/18/2005 07:08:00 PM

heyz.. i went to see a fortuneteller lor.. hmm.. err.. went cos my bro went.. den he wan me go oso.. haha.. hmm.. den go lor.. :X eh.. its at tampines.. at first jus wanna go n pray at temple de lor.. den was cheated by bro.. cos he drive car den he nv say where he gg.. humph.. was angry jus now lor.. but anyway.. my whole aftnn wasted.. *frowns*
erm.. wanna noe wat the fortune teller say rite? haha.. dun tell u.. :P eh.. actually told almost all to char le.. haha.. hmm.. too sian to type down lor.. haha.. eh.. basically.. my life is this way.. as in dull n dark n black.. n yea... tts my mindset.. n i cant possibly change it too much.. cos its my life.. haha.. yah.. its jus hovering over me all the time.. but yea.. i will try to look on the brighter side of things.. i told myself so watz.. n ppl asked me to do so watz.. haha.. okie.. i will try my best.. really lar.. haiz.. if not jus remind me lor.. :( haha.. <--- thats meeeee lor.. :P
dunno whether to believe or nt leh.. but darling said i actually believe them de.. hehe.. erm.. i believe sum but not all lor..
anyway.. believe or not.. i still gotta move on rite.. onli thing is i shuld avoid n prevent.. n minimise.. n not Ming Zhi Gu Fan rite??? hehe.. okiez.. err.. jus let things go by naturally bah.. i will try to open myself up de.. :D okiez.. luv me n mahself lotz.. ahaa, n U n U n U n U... :P
take care every1.. ;)
orh.. n he sauy.. i got good personality.. :P
im a good guy k?
n i got high IQ
but he thinks my EQ not high lar..
But its okie rite?? i noe can le.. hahahaha.. :D
n he told me i shuld do wat i like n b happy.. WEEEEEE~
mayb i shuld tok more.. some other time.. haha..

Friday, June 17, 2005

wah

6/17/2005 08:02:00 PM

hey.. super long nv blog.. got a lot of things to blog bout lor.. but dunno where to start.. haiz.. haven been blogging cos i sianz liao.. eh.. haha.. even sian to blog now oso.. can i jus dun blog? haha.. but jus wanna jot down wat happened to me lor... hmm..
this wk nth much lar.. jus tt gotta start mugging lor.. n yep.. met my guai darling twice, today n tuesday? hAha.. jus miss her so..
erm last wk.. eh.. got the kranji enrichment course n de PS camp lor.. hmm.. eh.. considered nice n fun bah.. cos i seemed to be taking them lightly.. n nth much of a trouble happened.. and finally.. selected a new exco to takeover meee.. wah.. wat a sigh of relief.. but no leh.. kinda worried oso.. cos im leaving.. n u noe.. im so good.. n the club cant do without me.. :P haha.. dunno how they gonna survive liao lor.. haha.. shall not care.. humph.. none of my business.. haha..
hmm.. shall elaborate more on de kranji n de PS camp when i feel like it.. haha.. wanna go mug.. :P
err.. i think i slack still quite abit lor.. haiz.. I mus jia you orh.. hey.. work hard man.. i gotta chiong le.. no time le.. dun play liao.. every1 is behind ya.. go for it!! haha.. ^^

Monday, June 06, 2005

0.0

6/06/2005 05:44:00 PM

hey hi.. im back.. actually back since last fri nite.. but was tired wat.. n sat go charles condo.. n sun was much of a slacking day but sniff sniff lor..
okie.. kinda stinks but i feel stressed once again.. haha.. damn lar.. though Photoseminar,exhibition.. n AB camp is over.. but eh.. wed n thurs got Kranji Enrichment camp.. n PS camp coming too.. feel screwed.. cos basically im always needed.. hey.. i dun mind being less important u noe.. haha.. i think they r still unwilling to move.. now jus gotta continue pushing them.. haiz.. jus felt so shitty tht i think the teachers will look bad on me.. yucks man.. not tt i wan it last minute.. :( they dun gif me i oso bo bian.. tho true tt im abit slow k.. :( so sad lar :( anyway.. flo lee replied like "huh?" to my msg lor.. :S so damn lar.. i kia..dun show displeaure on me k.. cos i wun show it to others.. haha.. i think i dun dare tok to flo lee lor..serious.. so ashamed.. n its not like suddenly.. guess she herself oso sth like dun wanna see me.. well.. they should oso come ask me wat.. okie lar.. wateva.. my fault ok.. haha.. i should oso say its others fault ^^
alrite.. shall toked bout AB camp!! hey.. it was a good feeling to finish it.. n a good way of enjoying being respected. 5 days.. packed with activities.. no room to slack.. i guess the campers must hav felt great too when they break camp! haha.. okie.. shall start rite frm the beginning..
1st day.. eww.. i had to wake up damn early.. but i din rly wake up v early like i wanted.. cos i slept quite late.. yah.. n some thgs i haven packed.. so v rush in de morning.. i jus dun care put wateva thgs needed in my bag..den rush off le.. thus somethgs i forgot to bring lei.. but its still ok.. haha.. took a cab to the damn sch lar.. cos i late liao.. reach there sth like jus on time lor.. den cant remem le.. jus got some briefing on the program for the day.. next i had to go prepare for a game in Mission 1.. wasnt rly prepared.. so depended more on wendy chu. shes my fellow gamestationmaster.. well.. the game was a bit tiring lar.. cos sth like shuttle runs.. but this time invovled de whole MPH.. they havta like collect shuttlecocks n place it in a box wif a fixed no. of them.. yea.. so quite messy. i wasnt able to see them gather in the morning.. so cant see their "scared" faces.. if there were any.. haha.. was preparing for tt game lor.. so the first 2 grps tt came to my station.. haha.. i think i was quite fierce.. but after tt i realise not everyone is using this tone.. so i relac abit lor.. wahah.. then after the game must do debrief.. yea.. so first time doing it.. rather sick n scared of it after i repeat it like 5 times to different grps.. well.. i think different grps hafta do it differently lor.. some were like damn quiet.. :X
rest of the day i pretty slacked.. join n look after mohawk for some games.. oh.. mohawk is my group ic.. got like 11 ppl de.. but 1st day onli 9 came.. well 1 went home.. cos not feeling well.. diaoz.. inside the grp got project eureka de.. harmonica de.. stajeworks de.. odac.. n council ppl..yea.. cant remem le.. wasnt close to them lor.. cos its like im always busy wif other stuff.. then not wif the grp.. the group was like abit de weak lar.. cos in the end.. onli 4 completed the land ex.. whaha.. the rest were like fall down.. hurt leg.. giddy.. sick.. etc.. yucks man..
okie den 2nd day.. woke up quite early cos i had to go for island training.. im under island training com.. so prepare logistics.. n games etc.. went to sentosa on Ms Ng's car.. den realise its gonna b used for Ms Joy tan's wedding.. yucks man.. haha.. oh.. n Ms Ng was playing corrine may's song.. me n janet was like trying to sing.. lol.. okie.. so i prepared for my frisbee game.. it was sorta last min.. but i think it worked quite well.. actualyl got colored stickers.. but decided to scrape it cos of lack of time.. yepz.. so managed to finish it still.. got the point across oso.. de debrief.. guess i toked alot.. but still.. its good.. haha.. in my sense lar.. dun care how others think.. but i seemed to toked logically enuff.. haha.. n i like to end thgs off wif a quote for them to think.. it was from David Campbell.. If You Do Not Know Where You Are Going, You May End Up Somewhere Else... lol.. wateva.. jus wanna impress ppl u see.. muahahah..
okiez.. next.. aftnn i gotta be a clue master.. so basically i did nth for tt aftnn.. jus sat down n waited for ppl to come.. in the end onli 2 grps came.. Lan lor.. think sentosa too big for them le.. aftnn got planned like 8 stations.. den most grps visited 3 or 4 onli.. yucks.. they got the whole aftnn lor.. fine.. so tt aftnn damn sian.. sit by the beach.. wif some other SIs.. n we were toking cock.. haha.. n then onli remem chatted bout ppl's gf.. haha.. ZhiHong de.. n Alex de.. n Yi Jun's gal.. n Wendy You bf, n cos tt kaypoh wei shan oso ard.. haha.. then of cos.. charmaine was mentioned lar.. haha.. finally every1 got tired.. so we rest n tried to slp.. i was alone then.. by the beach.. against the wind...aww.. btw.. we come to a conclusion tht..Sunset bay is full of chio bus, but Tanjong Beach is meant for the Fat Babes.. yea.. :X
after which at nite gotta hav night reflections.. so i went off first back to sch.. opened up all de doors of classrooms.. those ppl were imported blindfolded from sentosa back to sch.. wanted to go some ulu park de.. but dunno why got canceled.. so come back AJ lor.. so sian rite.. so hafta chuck those blindfolded ppl in different dark corners of the sch alone.. den they take off blindfold n start night reflections.. they gotta write for 1 n half hr into their journals lor.. yepz.. i was patrolling ard.. trying to be busy.. well yes.. they damn irritating.. ask to drink water.. go toilet.. Qu Si Ba.. haha..
okie.. now for 3rd day.. morning was again busy woke up v early cos gotta help them wif PT.. yea.. then went to track.. think i jumped ard.. :S n lost key.. after tt still busy cos i was in charge of another game.. well this time in the LT3 quite ulu.. for those not taking F maths.. yep.. got this staircase at the side.. abit scary for some i guess.. then the game was like asking ppl to be blindfolded again.. n then hafta go into the LT to collect items while they blindfold.. den hafta arrange themselves in 1 line.. according to their PDG etc.. yepz.. quite fun for me.. got air con.. :P n then get to "touch" gals.. lol.. no lar.. jus lead those blindfolded ppl into the LT.. n prevent them from falling down lor..yupz.. think the game quite nice lar... after tt aftnn i went for Delta Exp.. slack man.. the difference between delta n AB so much lar.. their tone so slack.. those ppl can like luff after a game.. n breach those games rules.. but the AB are so serious de lar.. haha.. so i took time to adjust.. then i gave debrief for some of their games.. again.. some thinks i toked too much. diaoz.. they dun wan tok wat.. haha.. they damn dumb de lar.. v much worse than AB campers.. ask like.. how many crocodiles in the river..? n keep touching the lines which they should not touch.. well.. by right should make them restart.. but we closed both eyes lar.. dun care.. haha.. then got alot left over time after the games lor.. think delta exp abit poor planning oso.. haha.. so i tok cocked wif them lor.. btw.. my group is Rho.. think they now got a good impression of me.. well not exactly.. they think i noe how to slack.. n cheat.. hey.. isnt tt good ? :P then make them toked bout class problems.. well delta exp meant for tt purpose no meh? train good class leaders.. hmm chrysanthemum gal is there.. but not in my grp.. oh n shannon from stajeworks is in my group Rho.. okie.. so joint back AB camp shortly after.. slack more at night.. cos SL planning.. dun need me .. yep..
Fourth day.. thursday.. get to go out n Pei Delta Exp.. they go to some hougang Student service centre.. to get more info on conducting service learning.. well.. i was there to listen.. n well.. got enriched a little lor.. so now i wan to do some volunteer i can go there n approach them myself.. they noe me liao.. :) then tt place near hougang mall lor.. so went there hav lunch.. treated myself to good food.. haha.. shoik.. pity those ab campers still in sch to do SL for those AWWA ppl.. haha.. but i bought back goodies n snacks for those ab camper instructors lor.. haha.. so join back AB camp in late aftnn.. it was when i think char tried to be funny n used her mums phone.. haha.. ;P okie.. i liked it when those instructors thank me for de goodies.. well.. i spent like 10 bucks on them lar.. haha.. hope they appreciate.. oh.. n i heard Zoe can go watch Star Wars as her delta exp grp is pei elderly watch movie.. diaoz.. -_-
evening still got a Netball tournament for the whole AB camp lor.. quite fun lar.. everyone enjoyed n cheered.. ended quite high.. guys play netball.. funny rite.. remembered.. that somebody found it troublesome to teach me bout netball hor.. n wat those letters stand for.. :P
at night is go Land Expedition lor.. yupz.. then those campers were told to slp at 10pm.. then 11pm we wake them start land ex lor.. poor thgs.. haha.. but i was prepared.. ^^ so brought them walked all de way to bedok reservoir from AJ.. in between got some activities lar.. oh.. n i walked wif Sin Yan and adhiraj.. sin yan abit sick.. so i took it a point to look after her.. jus think shes a v strong gal wor.. i salute.. :) okie.. at some point those campers gotta walk thru the private housing estate n gotta name the roads.. okie.. they got maps.. so okie lar.. haha.. den at some point got photos.. n used it to identify buildings.. oso got some points they gotta highlight themselves de shortest way to a certain location.. yea.. but we specify need to pass by wat buildings lor.. okie.. de journey considered quite short lar.. cos i still wan to walk more.. whaha.. then morning nearly fell aslp.. but dunno y.. after some time.. i damn alert.. like using back up battery lidat.. haha.. n then reached bedok reservoir they had to carry 1 person 1.8 km lar.. well.. they got 5 ppl left at tt time.. haha.. so quite hard for them.. but still they did it lar.. then reached depole station.. those ppl gotta run n get thgs lor.. okie lar.. i helped de grp.. :P it was oso at tt point chin thin hurt her hand.. got deep cut. den send to clinic.. to stitch up.. yupz.. then got to see a very nice sunrise at bedok resevoir.. so heart warming lar.. haha.. then breakfast was supposedly to be nice.. but to me.. its jus okie nia.. yupz.. roti prata n nasi lemak.. okie lar.. haha.. ate wif the Mohawk.. then went back sch.. hmm tired man..
so i buay ta han.. every1 oso lar.. then fell aslp.. i dun care.. slp in MPH lol.. haha.. then bathed.. damn song.. haha.. n my legs ache liao lor.. haha.. after tt de day quite slack le.. had some debriefs n reflection agains.. yupz.. then dinner..catered.. $1596 for like 100++ ppl.. yupz.. food quite nice i think.. nobody eat otah.. so i eat like 8 of them.. lol.. hungry sia.. :P the differnt grps prepared songs.. skits etc.. yupz n de SI presented beauty peagent.. haha.. quite ok n fun lar.. i used wendy chus camera n started taking photos.. haha.. then nth much le.. break camp go home.. haha.. ^^
thoughout camp i lost all my keys lor.. house key n darkroom key.. so sad.. :( v sad :( cant find lei :( ppl help look.. but nv find.. :( okie lar.. n i found out those J1 campers sux.. damn weak.. so mani fall out.. n hurt.. shitty man.. every1 agreed our batch 1987 is de last gung ho batch.. 1988 dragon babies are spoilt brats lar.. small thg report sick.. yucks.. govt pamper them oso.. like cannnot pump them too much etc.. but we dun care jus minimise nia.. n those parent complains.. lucky we make them uncontactable.. haha.. oh.. thoughout the camp.. SIs rox lar.. worked well.. though some due to fatique i think showed bad attitude de.. some go crazy like me.. hehe.. n the guys got horny.. :P had fun.. joking n slacking ard.. haha.. pity wei shan.. cos she welfare com.. den gotta look after quite a no. of thgs like food.. n then those first aid n sick de.. so i oso help look after her lor.. den bryan toh oso.. he oso first aid.. but hes supposedly discipline com lar.. haha.. see him engaged in almost everythg.. so busy sia.. admire him a little.. :) chin chin ian oso so busy.. n then like fell sick.. pitied him too.. n yi jun.. still comb his hair nice nice no matter wat.. diaoz lar.. but he serious n jokes ard at times.. quite okie lar.. haha.. oh.. finally i habven really teach wat i wanted to teach.. which is Appreciate.. yea.. shit man.. anyway.. think those mohawk ppl remembers me.. "move like lightnig.. shout like thunder" lol.. n 1st day i see them i jus teach them Initiative.. :P haha.. they appreciate me actually i think.. wrote notes for me.. :D i din though.. waha :P
so overall ZHAN.. ^^ typed damn long le.. almost 1 n half hours.. siaozzzz.. tired hands le.. haha.. got time blog again..

haiz.. suddenly remembered wat char suddenly remembered last last nite on sat.. hmm bout YFC de.. me gg army go air force if possible.. yea.. haiz..
Everone hates to give up.. But do we have a choice? More often then not, we do not make choices, our environment did.