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Thursday, December 30, 2004
argh..
12/30/2004 01:40:00 PM

damn dat stupid john.. waste my time.. n breath too.. he dun wan lend me his chem hols hw home.. n he preached bout his wat SOP.. KaoZz lar.. irritating.. selfish.. boorish.. crude male chauvinist piG! >.< altho he has exceptional intelligence, not much less of diligence.. but he damn cOcK 1 lar.. Qi si wo le!
yesterday went to help distribute pamphlets for AJ college CIP.. 7 Jan collecting newspapers from AMK residents.. i think i quite bo liao.. y i sooo extra go help them.. -_- i rly did it on purely good heart.. i nv put my name down for cip hrs lor.. but those ppl still scold me in fact.. duh.. i dun wan b kind n helpful anymore le.. HumPh HumPh!!!!
New year come quick quick!


Monday, December 27, 2004
Green Light
12/27/2004 03:19:00 PM

okiez.. im back.. jus stopped n malfunctioned.. i like doing nthg.. but regretted not doing anythg.. lol..xmas was white.. blank empty.. simple..
im so dumb.. de world doesnt stop with me 1 lor.. i shuld pick up n run!! everythg ard is moving way to fast.. ppl is overtaking me soon.. oh pls unleash the potential within! hw are still undone.. cant finish i think.. duh.. ah.. hafta concentrate.. so gonna lock myself up soon..
found sth missing in life.. MUSIC.. diaoz.. guess it could do wonders to me..
Let the music heal your soul..
:D
New Year coming.. Greatz.. really hope its a NEW year..


Tuesday, December 21, 2004
oh ya..
12/21/2004 03:19:00 PM

i change the font size to a bigger 1 le.. cos lulu complain difficult to read n see.. think her eyes not v gd arh>?? but nvm.. thks for the frequent visits to my blog.. ^^


couple'o'dayz
12/21/2004 03:10:00 PM

didnt blog for some days.. few days ago went swimming.. den got sunburnt.. from white -> red.. "-_- den i was busy playing com games.. Hooked to "San Guo Yan Yi" liaoz.. so din even bother bout anythg else.. jus keep playing.. den yesterday went class chalet (09/04).. rather short.. came back this morning.. it was.. nth special.. we got the xmas gift xchange.. den we oso got Ms Leow(bio tcher) n her bf David for dinner.. yupz.. nth much.. homeworks chucked aside.. play com games.. n shuld start preparing for PS cca carnival le..


Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Eh? WhY? y? WaI? WhI? WHY?
12/14/2004 09:41:00 PM

arh.. y lidat.. i got some problem again.. lol.. dunno y.. feel kinda frustrated.. y dey reply me so slow.. y i always say yes.. y cant i say No? y i like help others? y cant others help me? y when i say nO, dey force me say Yes? Y mus i sMiLe, n No Problem, Its OkiE, when i dun mean to? Y do i always feel uneasy even when yes.. nth happen? Y i feel UncomfY when I can Jus HecK CaRe ThrOw De JoB AwaY? Y do i push De BlaMe to MeSelv.. Y words cant get out of My mouTh? Y do i stumBle on MesElv? Gawd Get mesa doctoR~


past 2 days
12/14/2004 09:28:00 AM

oh yea.. din come online de past 2 days..
firstly.. heard de news bout de dead NYJC teacher.. feel kinda sad for them.. cos its like 2 weeks ago he was at their leadership camp acting as gollum.. n then now hes like dead.. crashed to bits.. gosh..erm.. "Life is unpredictable"..
sunday nite was de Hong Xing da jiang wor.. my poor fiona din get to be on stage.. poor thg.. haha.. well.. as usual.. i din call or vote.. dun waste money larh.. the show was like kinda predictable... cos all my guesses were correct.. except the top 10 artists.. yea.. Andrew Seow rox wif his acting.. it wasnt easy to cry until like all de slimy stuff cuming out from his nose.. lol.. yep.. like his acting.. n his chinese is improving tremendously.. den my "ah ma".. ying zhu-jie.. oso won wif her professional acting skills.. well she waited real long.. almost like 30 years?
the clothes tt nite also werent as spectacular as previous years.. but still with those professional cuts.. with LV,CK.. but dunno y our big zoe tay wear dat casual M)phosis dress.. n yea.. de 2nd dress of fann wong was like damn short in de front.. wif her flaunting her long legs.. ha.. n i dun see why its dat funny when shes together wif christopher.. dat rumour was like eh.. at least 5 years long.. heard it in pri sch wif the Shen diao xia nu lor~
den yesterday when banking with parents.. they damn funny.. must go boon keng 1.. dunno y lar.. den after dat.. i sneaked off to payalebar first to make PS shirt.. hmm $15 per piece.. like quite exp leh.. but its jus a v standard price i supposed.. after tt.. i kinda went cuckoo wif buses.. cos i was like always boarding de wrong buses... even wrong directions.. lol.. i tot 26 got go boon keng from paya lebar.. so de moment i saw it i bought it.. only realise 15 mins later tt i ended up in bedok interchange.. LOL.. den i took 26 back.. all de way.. gosh.. for 40 mins den i knew it din go boon keng mrt there.. but boon keng road.. so i had to drop off at serangoon fire station there.. well quite familar wif there le.. cos i everyday NUS oso mus pass there.. den lucky can get back boon keng lor.. den my mama damn fed up.. hmm.. she still nv thank me for accompany her.. ealry in de morning she was still grumbling at my sis.. whu din go work without telling her.. den always not at home.. den my mama even blame her bf.. lol.. dun care them la.. :P.. so meet mama liao den we go queensway.. cos shes wanna buy sports hoes.. hers spoil liao.. well nike sucks watz.. hee..yup.. i think she got headache after sawing sho many shoes.. so she eventually settled on one..den i oso bought my asics top seven.. haha.. finally found it.. ^^


Sunday, December 12, 2004
Humph!
12/12/2004 03:35:00 PM

stupid mummy.. so irritating.. go n anihow touch my stuff.. den keep nagging me to clear stuff.. den she anyhow help me clear.. irritating!! ah.. but i still cant find thgs to throw away la.. wah liew.. and den of cos saw many thgs dat bring back memories lor..
jus realised that i quite shuai when young la.. hehe.. hope to find my Pri 1-4 frens lei.. me 4F de.. after scoring top in class den switch to EM1 5G.. yah.. YZPS not a very clever sch la.. haha.. rly lor.. sumtimes i dun even dare to say wat pri sch i from.. haha.. cos i can see dat those hcjc,rjc fellas all like ai tong or sth lor.. wah liew.. saw pics of pri sch frens too.. they r so cute.. hehe.. but me not la.. im shuai :P.. haha.. cos dunno y.. im so dark last time.. unlike now.. :( not enuff sports i guess
realise i can do well during pri 4 probably becos of the 10/10 pc tutor.. ya.. perhaps dats de only clever thg my father did.. lol..



Saturday, December 11, 2004
i got a new hobby..
12/11/2004 11:19:00 PM

haha.. sick guy me.. i think i got a new hobby.. Bio Chio Bu! haha.. lao chi ko pek.. but sumhow.. its always i accidentally spotted them the lor.. not i purposely find them de k>? haha.. so de latest chio bu found is Sugaya Risako ~! wow manz.. dis chio bu only 10 yrs old.. arh.. kawaii~!

haha.. today went jogging instead of swimming lor.. cos when i wan go then it rain.. so i jog in evening.. n clever me din go track in stadium.. now leg pain le.. weakling.. wat a faggot! hmm..went uphill den jog along maris stella high there.. den realise bartley sec shifted next to maris le.. n Millenia Institute oso shifted to opposite maris? hmm i din noe lor.. sua gu.. *hammers*

saw de encore telecast of sg idol.. well.. only waiting to hear the "i dream" song la.. haiz.. still cant get de full lyrics.. dunno de front verse but hmm at least i can sing the chorus now.. which is 3/5 of de song.. well.. jus dream bout me singing at the stadium instead of them.. *blink blink* haha.. okie.. i cant sing as well.. but still NOT bad la.. haha

japanese for "i tried my best" がをばル〰!

I dream I can run..
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

I dream..
I can be..
The hero that’s in me..
And I dream.. I dream




Friday, December 10, 2004
!! arhGH~!
12/10/2004 11:43:00 PM

~biang.. 4th time doing this post.. dunno wtf happened.. i jus cut n paste de 3rd time 1.. lucky i grow smart.. lol.. here it goes..

hey.. wtf.. i've been retyping this for de 3rd time.. LOL... cos yest type but i switch it off b4 i could post cos i left DSI quite abruptly.. den jus now.. i typed abt quite alot.. den de com restart by its own.. sianz... den after dat.. i typed again.. quite a chunk.. at blArdY heLl.. i accidentally cliked de side button.. n my page refreshed.. n Tada~ my words all gone!!.. SIANZ.. i better copy de words 1st.. !!!

well wanted to say.. SIAN.. cos today last day of my stay at DSI le.. shuld celebrate.. but.. find no reasons to be happy.. lol.. tho its boring n sian at DSI.. i think i wuld miss de fOooD there.. n de babes there.. n hell yea.. slacking there.. gotta start work again.. sob.. time to wake up dude! planned to chiong abit hw tonite.. den tmr go swimming... mayb go do PS shirt oso.. SiaN manz.. those ppl like chasing me for half a yr.. or almost.. haha.. but i dun giv a fawk care la.. but nxt yr got Jc1s le.. so i gotta work yea? haha.. den SIaNz dIao.. cos kangli exxxtttraaa bit go organise wat PS xmas party.. think nobody will go de la.. hehe..

ah yea.. last day at DSI.. quite sian again.. cos the whole day is presentations.. nth exciting except : Free Buffet Lunch ^(oo)^ *oinks* ehhe.. den all de presentations damn cheeeem.. find mine de simplest lor.. cos mine is like design based.. de rest more of lab based.. den.. they alot theory de lor.. biangz.. i cant understand a bit... so stare into space.. *stone* well.. lucky got some chap frm TPJC.. he can get quite well wif me.. but hmm de rest of de ppl frm RJ n HCJC oso not dat bad larzz.. quite frenly.. expecially de guys.. gals of cos those shy few.. n cheeena gals of cos.. geez.. we had a bit of fun cracking jokes at our beloved Winsome Goh.. well shes a DSI staff.. n shes onli 23 yrs old la.. younger den my sis lor.. hehe.. n shes quite cute la.. she got along well wif us.. well i shuld say de GUYS.. lol.. but we played pranks on her la.. quite bad... but loves de way she wuld giggle.. lol.. today.. we went to put her pic of her n her bf as de desktop picture on an entire server! lol..dat means sth like de whole room wif her pics? hehe.. geez.. well making use our data storage knowledge?!?! haha.. den.. de whole day was boring.. i toked fast.. n was basically reading off frm slide.. but de rest like got prepare speech sumore.. diaozz.. sian man.. but lucky nobody care bout mi lar.. den got my poster handed in as well.. hmm its 55cmx80cm.. ha.. glad to find dat mine not de uglest! lol.. shuld clap liaoz.. my paper i cut n paste until v untidy la.. ahha.. dun care.. its over.. but.. hmm.. rly dun wish to present again in sch.. :(
eh.. toked bout yest. now lar.. yesterday wasnt doing much thgs in de morning.. but lunch break i had was like 4 hrs at least.. haha.. i went ard NUS today again la.. cos last day le ma.. explored almost all canteens le ba.. den i went to de new NUS hostel lor.. de one like condo 1.. den there.. surprise~! i met tengjin n fujiet! woo hoo.. dey having lunch there wif their IHPC (institute of high performance computing) frens there.. well they were rly frenly i guessed.. so kinda jealous.. they were quite funny.. in fact 1 guy was chao lame.. in yea.. they do shitty stuffs there too.. kinda boh liao 1 like mine.. can kiao kah 1.. ha.. so dey crapped at 1 corner there in their office.. but hmm.. mine 1 person project.. nobody to tok to.. unless i go find them.. :( .. hmm they even got a blog.. http://inherepeoplecrap.blogspot.com ha.. siaoz ppl.. it stands for ihpc too.. if u notice. yep.. den i went touring round there institute.. newer den my institute la.. well de grass is always greener on de other side.. or so.. i guess.. den after dat i went back DSI quite late liao la.. den i chiong my poster.. haaha.. den realize i no cardboard.. den hafta go out n buy come back.. tiring la.. running in n out.. up n down de stairs.. den do de printing of info.. cutting n pasting de thgs la.. so heck care abite.. jus rush.. so untidy lor..

kae..tts bout it.. tata~


Grrrr~!
12/10/2004 11:30:00 PM



Wednesday, December 08, 2004
boo?
12/08/2004 03:43:00 PM

saw my cousin at NUS today.. shes grown prettier by the day.. as pretty as my sis la.. haha. my sis not a big chio bu.. but still can pass la. hehe.. de day b4 yesterday she baked cake... nah not de one in de toilet.. she made cheese cake.. eh.. average taste bah.. still not as yummy as those sold outside.. lol.. den she made pasta oso.. my parents dun like eat this kinda shit.. so i help her finish lo..
found a rather nice web.. Wiki Wiki Wiki Wiki~ arh.. visit the rest of the wikis site oso bah.. ;)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Main_Page

definition of wiki.. A Wiki or wiki (pronounced "wicky" or "veekee", see pronunciation section below) is a website (or other hypertext document collection) that allows a user to add content, as on an Internet forum, but also allows that content to be edited by anybody.
The term Wiki can also refer to the collaborative software used to create such a site (see Wiki software).
Wiki (with a capital 'W') and WikiWikiWeb are sometimes used to refer specifically to the Portland Pattern Repository, the first-ever wiki. Advocates of this usage suggest using a lower-case 'w' for wikis in general. Wiki wiki comes from the Hawaiian term for "quick" or "super-fast."


Tuesday, December 07, 2004
WOLS
12/07/2004 04:38:00 PM

haha.. been on slow mode again.. saw jie xiang dis morning again.. realised that he nv stay at hostel.. siao manz.. everyday 45mins - 1 hr travel to NUS.. buay sianz meh? i v sian lor.. den i watch newsweek, slp or listen mp3 on de way.. ha..
Jie xiang told me that Mei Yun current NUSPS pres oso planning sth like Photo Marathon.. wah laozzz.. we oso doing de same lei.. hmm.. think mus start planning n get ready soon.. i heard de NUS 1 is at ard march.. so better not haf it at ard tt time.. but.. hmm best is after.. den can see how dey do it.. but might as well ask her now lo.. since she already in de planning stage.. ha.. Oki.. betta hope mine can be of NUS standard as well.. heahea..
die liao larz.. i haven do my presentation yet.. dun even noe wat im supposed to do actually.. ha.. dunno wat im gg to present oso.. cos i dun understand oso lei.. arh....


Monday, December 06, 2004
1 wk left lor~
12/06/2004 09:33:00 AM

ahaha.. now is my last wk at DSI le.. ha.. damn bad la.. come here like learn nth lor.. kaoooozzz.. feel abit cheated.. waste my time lei..but hey... its gonna end soon.. yippie.. den i gonna pia my hw liao.. kaoz lor.. alot lei.. haiz..
hmm.. jus now saw a gal on de bus tt looks like grace tan.. hmm.. think i kinda miss her.. lol.. wonder hows she in UK.. last time promise to come back during sch hols de lor.. wah liew.. she bluff ppl.. humph.. anyway.. if PW nv get band 1 is all her fault!! hahah.. cos she ditched us.. humph.. :P
eh.. biang.. i say for de last time.. yes.. i changed phone! duh~ its motorola e398.. check it out if u wan to.. but dun snatch my phone away.. humph.. its a nice phone tho.. kinda like it n it plays mp3.. hee.. i dun mean to brag.. but i like to boast.. ha.. :P
so sianz.. nth to do.. i think i go ask my supervisor for sth to do.. grrr... *woof*


Friday, December 03, 2004
so young..
12/03/2004 02:49:00 PM

Coz we are so young now, we are so young, so young now And when tommorow comes, we can do it all again... So young- the corrs
Ooo yea.. im so young.. yet y am i so stressed up? haiyohzzz.. wanna grow up a lil bit lei.. n then perhaps forever stop at 21! lol..
btw.. my 18th bday wish is to sit the reverse bungee jump at clark quay..! okie?! i will do it.. haha.. i hope i wun cry.. lol...
wanna do exciting thgs.. but think i too humji la.. muaha.. so can onli dream lorzz..
sumtimes rly feel like watching R(A) movie lei.. wahha.. not those sex type.. but excessive violent..terror..n those extreme hilarious ones.. every1 say they are nice.. humph.. last time still used to wait for wat NC(16).. duh.. now v few movies got such rating de lor..
N ya.. hehe.. i like clark quay quite abit.. my mama say there not a good place.. goodie boys dun go.. lol.. its true la.. i think there got a deep culture.. got alot gang gatherings there.. den of cos.. got chio bus ard there la.. so i like go there bio..lol.. if possible.. i hope to have a few ang moh frens.. den we will go "hooting" at the Hooters.. whaha.. thts so song.. den if i got extra cash.. i will go invest in the night firefly.. yip.. quite nice to look at.. even the Bo Ba(big neh neh) of channel U, oso there playing.. haha.. if dunno wat im toking about.. den go clark quay take alook ba.. hehe..
btw.. i saw another chio gal online.. http://princessyoppy.multiply.com
argh.. im so Se(colour).. :P



i see u
12/03/2004 10:41:00 AM

ha.. saw another person at NUS today.. not exactly.. hes going NUS oso.. so we were on de same bus.. hmm yea.. dis person is Jie Xiang.. hes my erm senior in PS.. >3 batches b4 me.. dunno how to calculate which batch la.. hee.. hes last time ajps president oso lo.. n then he used to be de NUSPS president oso.. but now pass on to my another senior.. Mei Yun (chio bu!).. yea.. oso last time AJPS pres.. again dunno which batch.. lols.. haha.. probably next time is my junior calculate.. lol.. but i dun think i will get de chance to be NUSPS pres eh>?
ok.. hes gg NUS for some research oso la.. but he dun get paid.. but i do.. ha.. n i saw him wif his galfren oso.. they were hugging throughout the bus journey la.. -_-"
muahah.. later got some stoopid skit im gonna act at DSI.. but lets hope every1 luff.. ^^

heres de webbie of some national novel writing event... they wrote for 30 days straight to complete a 50000 word novel.. xiong ah.. http://www.nanowrimo.org/


Thursday, December 02, 2004
hows ya^?
12/02/2004 02:46:00 PM

hmm.. quite a no. of days no come here blog.. cos sian diao again.. lol.. say wanna let every1 see.. but then still no do it.. wahha.. anywayz.. dis few days v sian again la.. nth can happen at DSI de ma..
oh ya.. dis morning saw sum1 look v alike me on the bus 151.. ha.. his hand like mine oso lor.. can see de hair and de veins on his hand like mine.. lol.. im so gay.. peep at guys.. duh.. but ha.. his a NUS student i guess..
yesterday sg idols.. lucinda went lo.. wah.. nv tell me she got the tix.. humph.. i dun mind gg lo.. so fun.. like a party watz.. den can do crazy stuff.. yea.. but the show was quite dumb la.. expeciallie de part when taufik n sly arrive in cars n bikes.. *pukeZ* man.. wonder hows lulu ah.. haha.. sly din won.. *me cheers*.. taufik was gd wat.. his voice sleek n clean.. so mature wor.. dats call class n charisma k? haha.. i wan marry u too.. lol.. oh yea.. n sly's camp was all pinK.. diaoz lo.. lulu mus be wearing pink oso.. i saw alot AJcianz on Tv lei.. but no signs of lulu lei..
i think i sat nite gg to NTU leh..go wif anto n sebas.. go watch some concert la.. heard got alot schs performing.. priced at $6 i think..
hmm.. tot shilin shuld be back frm camp.. but apparently shes still out of my sight.. ha.. she must hav cried moan groan shout GrumblEd! hee~



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