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lets tok bout wat i did in sispec.
well de previous week we had chemical defence package. oh well.. we had to wear that mask.. wif a nose sth like a housefly. lol. well i got a picture of me wearing it in my phone. lol. well.. wearing tt chemical defence suit was quite troublesome oso.. cos the whole body had to be covered up. we had to cleanse ourselves by putting some powder all round our body. for practice purposes we used SAF powder. n oh my.. they used hell lot of it. everytime we put on mask.. we r supposed to use it to decon ourselves. theres oso alot procedures we mus follow to let say drink or change de filter (canister). so i heard they (CBRE - Chemical Biological Radiological ) had to wear that suit everyday n train in it. run wif it etc.. even play bball wif it. haha. how sucky can tt be. wearing de mask is quite uncomfy.. cos its quite heavy.. n thus hard to breathe. well.. after learning how to wear etc.. we had to enter the smoke or gas chamber. well.. it was a experience which i cant forget. haha. de first time i tried.. i could really feel de heat in my throat liao lor.. so i had to come out. n so did de 2nd time did i feel discomfort. so i changed mask wif somebody else .. n thgs got better. but the feeling of inside the gas ( forgot whether its tear gas or sth..) chamber was terrible. cos its jus a small pellet.. u burn it.. n it produces alot alot of gas. the gas burns de skin n causes a hot n stinging feeling. it feels pain.. n when we breath in (even wif mask) we could feel de minty strong feeling in our throat n nostrils.. it burns us.. n of cos theres a smoky smell. but after breathing out hard.. it got better. altho still got the burning sensation. inside de chamber.. we had to do some exercises.. such as jumping jets.. n then do change canister drill.. followed by taking off our masks n shouting rank n name before we can leave. after taking off de mask in the smoke.. de firstfew seconds was ok.. but seriously.. alot ppl cant complete a sentence n they choked. haha. its tt strong.. our eyes cant really open v well.. cos it starts to sting the eyes.. n we all came out choking.. n panting.. n drooling.. n eyes crying.. haha.. but some was ok la.. mayb got technique.. well.. for me.. i jus think i not at the worst nor the best.
last wk i had section live firing. fired live rounds wif like a battleground type scenario.. not range anymore. its quite easy.. n actually not tt scary. cos de paths were defined n clear. except that.. the day before rain. so it was extremely muddy. n so YUCKS.
then oso had nutcracker exercise. haha.. it driving us nuts.. we had to dig trenches n shellscrapes. well.. it was way way tiring. we dig like 1 night for shellscrape. n then a day for making the fire trench. for de shell.. we had to dig sth like a coffin shaped thing.. but for the trench its a 2 share one thg.. so i pair up wif karthik. the indian guy wif de big big arms. haha.. nope not advantage really to me.. even tho he got more strength.. haha.. but i oso helped ok.. :P had to dig until like shoulder level deep. ahhh.. terrible. i guess everyone hear dig trenches.. their knees go weak.. haha. we slept like 2 -3 hrs per night. so kinda tired everyday. luckily now i got break.
had a long wkend cos of vesak day. on vesak day.. yesterday.. me went to Escape wif darling. it was really fun n i enjoyed myself. i hope she too. had a really nice view of de moon tt night. especially sitting on top of those tall machines. it was high n scary.. but looking at the moon together.. makes me feel more shiok rather than having any scary thrill feeling. haha. we tried all de machines i guess.. n we even played the games at the centre tent. me won Dolfie.. n Moony, n a pair of dice cushion for my darling. haha. she gave me de dice while she kept the other two which is a dolphin n bear soft toy. quite pro to win huh? haha. oso sat the wet wet thg.. it was really damn high.. 15 m. n darling scared.. haha. normal rite.. i oso abit.. but i worry more bout the water.. cos i became damn wet! had our photo printed into magnet. looks ok.. shall have a good time looking at it.
we were n BK in escape talking. N later dinner having de chickenrice by ex chatter box chef. then oso chat on de bus. we cried. it was another night n day i wun forget. the moon always was behind our back.. is it following us? or why cant we head towards it. ahh.. anyway.. dat day is over.
i guess now we r feeling better. thks to u darling. i appreciate it.
well today me went polyclinic oso. i i spent like 3 hours or more there eventually. sucks man. waste time. anyway.. was there to see my leg. got infection.. skin infection i think.. gg to rot. haha. but de doctor gave me antibiotics eat to kill germs.. n then had some ointment too.. will take care.. n dun worry.
lifes great wif u. :) i can sleep well tonite.. cya tmr.