Be a man do the right thing
well.. exams over jiu shi over le.. dun wanna think bout them anymore. haha. its sth agreed by every jc student. yes its true. hope every1 have had a bei shui zhi zhan.
if u think chinese is over n done wif. i urge u to study it again. well.. should b called revise. it can b sth simple.. like reading xiao shuo.. or even comics. jus dun throw it away.. or u will regret it. we mus have belittled de usefulness of chinese.. well i have.
sth bad happened. i got no idea wat was wrong. again. im experiencing excruciating pain elsewhere n wif my ulcer aching.. i dunno wat to do. my reflex action was to : scratch my head. i scratched 3 times in a minute. N now my brows are locked. my mind somewhere. lost. i worried. im very sad n worried. at some point of times.. i wonder if i should. perhaps its a cycle? but perhaps ive done wrong again. i dunno. wat is wrong? its a worst case scenario. when u cant say yes or no.
oh.. n now tt seems to b like half an hour ago. the half n hour later.. im so happy.. well tts enuff.. i dun care bout wat happen. but we should enjoy the moment of happiness. its not yet a year. but its definitely a path worth to b taken. it makes me grow. sth tt can nv get in books. sth tt can nv experience elsewhere. once in a lifetime.
come to think of it. life is short. hahha.. when u tot its sth said by those ill or old.. now im saying. yes. life is short. ahh.. imagine 50 years later. u'll b at home. wat do u wanna do? well.. gosh.. i really gotta see wat i can do then. haha. perhaps.. nth. but its ok. cos ive led a fuflilling 50 years. :) perhaps.. i'd b moaning n groaning then. complaining bout the world. how it has become. used plastic bags alone will weigh 10billion kg. temperature will rise to 35 degrees average. antartica n polar bears are lost. no such thgs as televisions. travelling on planes is as easy as a bus ride wif not ez link but an identification integrated into our body wif an injection. oh.. so many thgs will happen. mayb before tt we could b gone. gone due to man made disasters. natural could hav lost its impact n mean nth already.
ahh.. u wonder think so much for wat. precisely cos we didnt think. we werent prepared. but even if we did. how much are we prepared. tts de reason why i shall stop here for now. :P
take a look at A levels exams. have u ever wonder why there are religius subjects n all those ulu ulu subjects like philosiphy divinity? n wonder wat they ever test? haha.. and why werent they seemed to b offered here in singapore? haha.. so much for being a grown-up society. our education system still fails to make our students all rounded..despite de heavy texts.. knowledge is but a mere subject. thinking is wat u train. its good tt we emphasis on critical thinking n de likes. but perhaps we could jus spent more time on pyschological well being n train to handle problems wif ease. how much problem solving ability can u gain from text books or notes? we need a wide variety of them. it may not b in depth. but at least try to cover everything. haha.. well.. i dunno either. jus a thot.. n yes it leads to de debate. to have zhuan cai or tong cai? specialised in one or specialised in all is better? hmm.. lets think bout it again some day..
should go slp :P