Be a man do the right thing
oh.. its de last day of sch today.. what should i say..
yes.. like mr eugene ng in de chem dept video..
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how should i put it.. it was a day tt seems sorta unusual.. i cant wait to get out of the sch.. n yet i seemed to have feelings attached. afterall.. i died in this sch.. this is de place i struggled. certainly memories lie here..
i was to be glad tt now i can leave de sch..no more of their business.. n wash myself away frm all de unhappiness de past 2 yrs.. but was it gg to happen? i dunno.. but its true tt those ppl ard me are still friends i guess.. they are not ppl i hate.. n i noe mayb losing them frm my life could b a big mistake.
i guess i would hav regretted this day.. tt i still refrained myself from what i was seeking for.. ive got no reason against why i cant.. but theres jus tt fear n force hindering me.. im definitely will be disappointed..
mayb im numb today.. but perhaps not in de future.. all de well wishes i heard over n over again.. finally had an effect on me.. i was touched.
it seems a long time since i felt being so concerned.. ppl seems to bother n care finally.. n yes.. showing it in a way which i may not seem to appreciate.. but in fact wif gratitude..
a note is a butterfly folded into two.. its beautiful..n colorful..
i see a rainbow in disguise.. far behind de dark clouds..
i hear a tumultous applause from even the ants..
its a good feeling.. i too had de urge to explode..
but i was able to curb it well.. thanks alot teachers..
its kinda amusing how i was even forbidden to get my entry proof.. haha.. jus becos i nv report for my haircut.. lol.. its amusing.. but yes.. tts de fact how my life in aj could b summed up.. i was in fact got a useless scolding by tt vice principal.. lol..
n then i was away from the photoshoot.. its gd anyway.. becos i would hav felt misplaced somehow.. its not like the past in secondary.. yea.. where i would use my digicam n go shutter happy like tengjin did today.. no i was crazier.. cos i noe a lot of ppl as a matter of fact.. n i would go almost all classes to take photos.. it was wacky.. haha
but.. ive taken few photos today.. n i dun have many to make me remisnice this place..
but times are different.. i cant compare it.. its not fair..
i noe i would hav regret it.. but running away from it may yet to be the bad choice..
exams coming soon.. may the good lord bless us.. and all of u filled wif happiness after leaving aj.. :)