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Thursday, September 22, 2005
saddening
9/22/2005 11:39:00 AM

wah.. i v sad.. cos my exam papers like shit.. i dunno how to do.. :( oso not i nv study lo.. i read alot notes le mah.. only i study not v serious lor.. still watch tv.. play games.. sleep alot.. but i got read notes lei.. :( i think i lack alot alot practice lor.. i read tys answers like no use lei.. de stupid prelim papers come out all not tys type qtns lor.. den i dunno how to answer :( need practice but i very sian lei.. why i lidat ah.. i dunno o lvls i got so lazy not lei.. haha.. why is studying so much of a chore now.. i seriously prefer to type those proposals n stuff.. :P kick my ass...
i dun get it lei.. do i noe alot of people? why to me i noe very little ppl in AJ ah.. i dunno lei.. isnt it like great fun to say hi to every1 in sch? i jus tot a hi was so much of a wonderful thing yesterday.. haha.. cos i jus saw 2 AVA frens say hi to me from a bus while i was at de bus stop.. haha.. u noe.. i onli worked wif them cos of aj open house last yr n i need to make use of some AVA devices.. haha.. such interaction was fun.. make me closer to them rather then my ps ppl lo.. haha.. come to think of "hi".. i still miss tt gal.. hahaha.. back then in zhonghua.. somehow we'll meet each other each day on our way.. n then she'll gif tt sweet smile n say hi.. well tho her voice sound quite deep tt kind.. but still sweet rite.. :P haha.. somebody will get jealous again.. :P no la.. nth wrong wif guys missing gals rite? hahahahaha.. okok.. yesterday i played a game.. cos i was really bored.. haha.. i decided to sms 3 gals.. n see who reply first den miss me the most :P haha.. yupz i smsed bekky shilin n char.. so u guess who reply first leh? Bekky lor.. haha. she mus b so excited to see my sms rite>? :P but mayb darling slow cos she eating lunch mah.. :P aiyoh.. tt shilin lor.. mus b dun miss me at all.. whole day thinking of someone else.. but nvm la.. i dun need so many ppl miss me.. :P but actualli de more de merrier ^^
haha.. how bout i try on guys nxt time? they sure v slow de lor.. cos im not a gal.. hahahha..
so fast.. today 200th day le.. i've got no idea why we're together.. haha :P mus hav some kind of special reason rite?
if there was a video bout my entire life till death..n i could watch it rite now.. would i skip n go to the ending? or watch it from the beginning.. or fast forward from the front to the back.. or view it from the middle of the show? im 18. not young i guess.. neither am i old. im over with phase 1. where i grow from innocence to complicated. de bus i got onto yesterday was filled wif babies n mothers. haha.. they r so cute.. small fingers n toes. cant imagine im one when i was young. So.. i guess u noe from where i'll watch the video huh..? but mayb tts today. if its tmr. i'll learn to start watching from the back. hey.. im 18. for some questions there are no answers. its time i understand tt.


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