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hey hi.. im back.. actually back since last fri nite.. but was tired wat.. n sat go charles condo.. n sun was much of a slacking day but sniff sniff lor..
okie.. kinda stinks but i feel stressed once again.. haha.. damn lar.. though Photoseminar,exhibition.. n AB camp is over.. but eh.. wed n thurs got Kranji Enrichment camp.. n PS camp coming too.. feel screwed.. cos basically im always needed.. hey.. i dun mind being less important u noe.. haha.. i think they r still unwilling to move.. now jus gotta continue pushing them.. haiz.. jus felt so shitty tht i think the teachers will look bad on me.. yucks man.. not tt i wan it last minute.. :( they dun gif me i oso bo bian.. tho true tt im abit slow k.. :( so sad lar :( anyway.. flo lee replied like "huh?" to my msg lor.. :S so damn lar.. i kia..dun show displeaure on me k.. cos i wun show it to others.. haha.. i think i dun dare tok to flo lee lor..serious.. so ashamed.. n its not like suddenly.. guess she herself oso sth like dun wanna see me.. well.. they should oso come ask me wat.. okie lar.. wateva.. my fault ok.. haha.. i should oso say its others fault ^^
alrite.. shall toked bout AB camp!! hey.. it was a good feeling to finish it.. n a good way of enjoying being respected. 5 days.. packed with activities.. no room to slack.. i guess the campers must hav felt great too when they break camp! haha.. okie.. shall start rite frm the beginning..
1st day.. eww.. i had to wake up damn early.. but i din rly wake up v early like i wanted.. cos i slept quite late.. yah.. n some thgs i haven packed.. so v rush in de morning.. i jus dun care put wateva thgs needed in my bag..den rush off le.. thus somethgs i forgot to bring lei.. but its still ok.. haha.. took a cab to the damn sch lar.. cos i late liao.. reach there sth like jus on time lor.. den cant remem le.. jus got some briefing on the program for the day.. next i had to go prepare for a game in Mission 1.. wasnt rly prepared.. so depended more on wendy chu. shes my fellow gamestationmaster.. well.. the game was a bit tiring lar.. cos sth like shuttle runs.. but this time invovled de whole MPH.. they havta like collect shuttlecocks n place it in a box wif a fixed no. of them.. yea.. so quite messy. i wasnt able to see them gather in the morning.. so cant see their "scared" faces.. if there were any.. haha.. was preparing for tt game lor.. so the first 2 grps tt came to my station.. haha.. i think i was quite fierce.. but after tt i realise not everyone is using this tone.. so i relac abit lor.. wahah.. then after the game must do debrief.. yea.. so first time doing it.. rather sick n scared of it after i repeat it like 5 times to different grps.. well.. i think different grps hafta do it differently lor.. some were like damn quiet.. :X
rest of the day i pretty slacked.. join n look after mohawk for some games.. oh.. mohawk is my group ic.. got like 11 ppl de.. but 1st day onli 9 came.. well 1 went home.. cos not feeling well.. diaoz.. inside the grp got project eureka de.. harmonica de.. stajeworks de.. odac.. n council ppl..yea.. cant remem le.. wasnt close to them lor.. cos its like im always busy wif other stuff.. then not wif the grp.. the group was like abit de weak lar.. cos in the end.. onli 4 completed the land ex.. whaha.. the rest were like fall down.. hurt leg.. giddy.. sick.. etc.. yucks man..
okie den 2nd day.. woke up quite early cos i had to go for island training.. im under island training com.. so prepare logistics.. n games etc.. went to sentosa on Ms Ng's car.. den realise its gonna b used for Ms Joy tan's wedding.. yucks man.. haha.. oh.. n Ms Ng was playing corrine may's song.. me n janet was like trying to sing.. lol.. okie.. so i prepared for my frisbee game.. it was sorta last min.. but i think it worked quite well.. actualyl got colored stickers.. but decided to scrape it cos of lack of time.. yepz.. so managed to finish it still.. got the point across oso.. de debrief.. guess i toked alot.. but still.. its good.. haha.. in my sense lar.. dun care how others think.. but i seemed to toked logically enuff.. haha.. n i like to end thgs off wif a quote for them to think.. it was from David Campbell.. If You Do Not Know Where You Are Going, You May End Up Somewhere Else... lol.. wateva.. jus wanna impress ppl u see.. muahahah..
okiez.. next.. aftnn i gotta be a clue master.. so basically i did nth for tt aftnn.. jus sat down n waited for ppl to come.. in the end onli 2 grps came.. Lan lor.. think sentosa too big for them le.. aftnn got planned like 8 stations.. den most grps visited 3 or 4 onli.. yucks.. they got the whole aftnn lor.. fine.. so tt aftnn damn sian.. sit by the beach.. wif some other SIs.. n we were toking cock.. haha.. n then onli remem chatted bout ppl's gf.. haha.. ZhiHong de.. n Alex de.. n Yi Jun's gal.. n Wendy You bf, n cos tt kaypoh wei shan oso ard.. haha.. then of cos.. charmaine was mentioned lar.. haha.. finally every1 got tired.. so we rest n tried to slp.. i was alone then.. by the beach.. against the wind...aww.. btw.. we come to a conclusion tht..Sunset bay is full of chio bus, but Tanjong Beach is meant for the Fat Babes.. yea.. :X
after which at nite gotta hav night reflections.. so i went off first back to sch.. opened up all de doors of classrooms.. those ppl were imported blindfolded from sentosa back to sch.. wanted to go some ulu park de.. but dunno why got canceled.. so come back AJ lor.. so sian rite.. so hafta chuck those blindfolded ppl in different dark corners of the sch alone.. den they take off blindfold n start night reflections.. they gotta write for 1 n half hr into their journals lor.. yepz.. i was patrolling ard.. trying to be busy.. well yes.. they damn irritating.. ask to drink water.. go toilet.. Qu Si Ba.. haha..
okie.. now for 3rd day.. morning was again busy woke up v early cos gotta help them wif PT.. yea.. then went to track.. think i jumped ard.. :S n lost key.. after tt still busy cos i was in charge of another game.. well this time in the LT3 quite ulu.. for those not taking F maths.. yep.. got this staircase at the side.. abit scary for some i guess.. then the game was like asking ppl to be blindfolded again.. n then hafta go into the LT to collect items while they blindfold.. den hafta arrange themselves in 1 line.. according to their PDG etc.. yepz.. quite fun for me.. got air con.. :P n then get to "touch" gals.. lol.. no lar.. jus lead those blindfolded ppl into the LT.. n prevent them from falling down lor..yupz.. think the game quite nice lar... after tt aftnn i went for Delta Exp.. slack man.. the difference between delta n AB so much lar.. their tone so slack.. those ppl can like luff after a game.. n breach those games rules.. but the AB are so serious de lar.. haha.. so i took time to adjust.. then i gave debrief for some of their games.. again.. some thinks i toked too much. diaoz.. they dun wan tok wat.. haha.. they damn dumb de lar.. v much worse than AB campers.. ask like.. how many crocodiles in the river..? n keep touching the lines which they should not touch.. well.. by right should make them restart.. but we closed both eyes lar.. dun care.. haha.. then got alot left over time after the games lor.. think delta exp abit poor planning oso.. haha.. so i tok cocked wif them lor.. btw.. my group is Rho.. think they now got a good impression of me.. well not exactly.. they think i noe how to slack.. n cheat.. hey.. isnt tt good ? :P then make them toked bout class problems.. well delta exp meant for tt purpose no meh? train good class leaders.. hmm chrysanthemum gal is there.. but not in my grp.. oh n shannon from stajeworks is in my group Rho.. okie.. so joint back AB camp shortly after.. slack more at night.. cos SL planning.. dun need me .. yep..
Fourth day.. thursday.. get to go out n Pei Delta Exp.. they go to some hougang Student service centre.. to get more info on conducting service learning.. well.. i was there to listen.. n well.. got enriched a little lor.. so now i wan to do some volunteer i can go there n approach them myself.. they noe me liao.. :) then tt place near hougang mall lor.. so went there hav lunch.. treated myself to good food.. haha.. shoik.. pity those ab campers still in sch to do SL for those AWWA ppl.. haha.. but i bought back goodies n snacks for those ab camper instructors lor.. haha.. so join back AB camp in late aftnn.. it was when i think char tried to be funny n used her mums phone.. haha.. ;P okie.. i liked it when those instructors thank me for de goodies.. well.. i spent like 10 bucks on them lar.. haha.. hope they appreciate.. oh.. n i heard Zoe can go watch Star Wars as her delta exp grp is pei elderly watch movie.. diaoz.. -_-
evening still got a Netball tournament for the whole AB camp lor.. quite fun lar.. everyone enjoyed n cheered.. ended quite high.. guys play netball.. funny rite.. remembered.. that somebody found it troublesome to teach me bout netball hor.. n wat those letters stand for.. :P
at night is go Land Expedition lor.. yupz.. then those campers were told to slp at 10pm.. then 11pm we wake them start land ex lor.. poor thgs.. haha.. but i was prepared.. ^^ so brought them walked all de way to bedok reservoir from AJ.. in between got some activities lar.. oh.. n i walked wif Sin Yan and adhiraj.. sin yan abit sick.. so i took it a point to look after her.. jus think shes a v strong gal wor.. i salute.. :) okie.. at some point those campers gotta walk thru the private housing estate n gotta name the roads.. okie.. they got maps.. so okie lar.. haha.. den at some point got photos.. n used it to identify buildings.. oso got some points they gotta highlight themselves de shortest way to a certain location.. yea.. but we specify need to pass by wat buildings lor.. okie.. de journey considered quite short lar.. cos i still wan to walk more.. whaha.. then morning nearly fell aslp.. but dunno y.. after some time.. i damn alert.. like using back up battery lidat.. haha.. n then reached bedok reservoir they had to carry 1 person 1.8 km lar.. well.. they got 5 ppl left at tt time.. haha.. so quite hard for them.. but still they did it lar.. then reached depole station.. those ppl gotta run n get thgs lor.. okie lar.. i helped de grp.. :P it was oso at tt point chin thin hurt her hand.. got deep cut. den send to clinic.. to stitch up.. yupz.. then got to see a very nice sunrise at bedok resevoir.. so heart warming lar.. haha.. then breakfast was supposedly to be nice.. but to me.. its jus okie nia.. yupz.. roti prata n nasi lemak.. okie lar.. haha.. ate wif the Mohawk.. then went back sch.. hmm tired man..
so i buay ta han.. every1 oso lar.. then fell aslp.. i dun care.. slp in MPH lol.. haha.. then bathed.. damn song.. haha.. n my legs ache liao lor.. haha.. after tt de day quite slack le.. had some debriefs n reflection agains.. yupz.. then dinner..catered.. $1596 for like 100++ ppl.. yupz.. food quite nice i think.. nobody eat otah.. so i eat like 8 of them.. lol.. hungry sia.. :P the differnt grps prepared songs.. skits etc.. yupz n de SI presented beauty peagent.. haha.. quite ok n fun lar.. i used wendy chus camera n started taking photos.. haha.. then nth much le.. break camp go home.. haha.. ^^
thoughout camp i lost all my keys lor.. house key n darkroom key.. so sad.. :( v sad :( cant find lei :( ppl help look.. but nv find.. :( okie lar.. n i found out those J1 campers sux.. damn weak.. so mani fall out.. n hurt.. shitty man.. every1 agreed our batch 1987 is de last gung ho batch.. 1988 dragon babies are spoilt brats lar.. small thg report sick.. yucks.. govt pamper them oso.. like cannnot pump them too much etc.. but we dun care jus minimise nia.. n those parent complains.. lucky we make them uncontactable.. haha.. oh.. thoughout the camp.. SIs rox lar.. worked well.. though some due to fatique i think showed bad attitude de.. some go crazy like me.. hehe.. n the guys got horny.. :P had fun.. joking n slacking ard.. haha.. pity wei shan.. cos she welfare com.. den gotta look after quite a no. of thgs like food.. n then those first aid n sick de.. so i oso help look after her lor.. den bryan toh oso.. he oso first aid.. but hes supposedly discipline com lar.. haha.. see him engaged in almost everythg.. so busy sia.. admire him a little.. :) chin chin ian oso so busy.. n then like fell sick.. pitied him too.. n yi jun.. still comb his hair nice nice no matter wat.. diaoz lar.. but he serious n jokes ard at times.. quite okie lar.. haha.. oh.. finally i habven really teach wat i wanted to teach.. which is Appreciate.. yea.. shit man.. anyway.. think those mohawk ppl remembers me.. "move like lightnig.. shout like thunder" lol.. n 1st day i see them i jus teach them Initiative.. :P haha.. they appreciate me actually i think.. wrote notes for me.. :D i din though.. waha :P
so overall ZHAN.. ^^ typed damn long le.. almost 1 n half hours.. siaozzzz.. tired hands le.. haha.. got time blog again..
haiz.. suddenly remembered wat char suddenly remembered last last nite on sat.. hmm bout YFC de.. me gg army go air force if possible.. yea.. haiz..
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