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i think u turn rather mean lor.. u noe.. dun hurt me lidat.. last time u wun say such comments de lor.. why must u do this to me.. :( i tot u supported me all along.. have u really change? i hope its for de better *pray* i think i dunno wats happening again!
can i start wif today? hmm darn.. cos yesterdayi made de gei kiang decision to join aj idols.. hahah.. i guess i eventually joined.. cos becos ppl like sorta look down on me.. n i dun like tt!! haiz.. i rather they gua mu xiang kan.. anyway.. i cant sing well meh? i dun care! but really rather sad.. cos i screwed up de idols audition lar.. yesterday i asked le.. but i guess nobody bothered wif me.. so sad.. so i anyhow picked a song which i think quite nice lor.. Jay - Ge Qian.. den i dunno de lyrics mah... so dis morning den i start to find n print de lyrics lor.. damn lar.. i dun understand y i so stubborn mus sing dis song.. when i noe i sound good at all songs watz.. :P but its true lar im not strong in anythg.. haiz.. so during de audition i sorta forgot my lyrics lar.. so sad.. malu myself.. why.. mus i.. do .. this. to... my self>? bah! but anyway.. at least i signed up n join! its ok.. yah.. trying to hypnotize myself into thinking.. im not sad.. im not sad.. im not sad.. ah.. but i noe i still do feel abit sad.. hehe.. dissapointed more maybe.. sekali de judge like my voice.. den ..whahaha.. but.. anyway.. noe im kinda like deceiving myself.. heee its ok! not able to in finals so wat? its ok.. cos i define idol my ownself cant i? ha.. jus as long as i connect to ppl.. n they support me.. isnt it de same as popular n becoming Idol? heeee =)
oh.. sunday was spent sorting PS stuff lor.. cos got de J1s programmes to settle.. yep.. bah.. n den i skipped qing ming as well.. cos dun feel like going.. :P
sat was my burfday! wee..~ thks lots to char,nic n TJ.. at least de effort was there :) i appreciate! yepz.. my sis baked cake for me.. corn layered cake.. erm.. v swweet lor.. but i somehow got hungry and managed to finish it up :P ya.. guess its cos its chilled bah.. cold cold sweet sweet like dessert lor.. :P oh ya.. i treated myself ice cream cake on sat? haha.. >.< and nobody asked wats my wish.. anyway.. u can guess wat.. haha.. i oso used the wallet char gave.. cos i mus appreciate mah.. :P anyway.. i like it ;)