Be a man do the right thing
wah.. today was a mixed emotions day.. :P
early morning quite angry.. cos of char lar.. she nv say sry to me last nite.. haiz.. onli say her looking at guys watz.. :P den so went to slp wif a bit of anger.. but wth.. i got nightmare lar.. haha.. but dun hav her appear.. got mrs cheong instead.. haha..
its so hard to be angry lar..so tiring lor.. haiz.. so i act moody lor.. den every1 keep asking wat happen to me.. but dunno char got see not.. :P den.. morning oso got receive a sms from dear dear.. haha.. Wei Ying lar.. kaoz.. like so sudden msg me lor
hmm.. first period wif char.. physics lecture.. we r like cold war or sth.. haha.. nobody spoke lor.. den i buay ta han.. den draw >.< on her book.. haha.. well.. she got not much reaction eh.. den too bad lor.. told her i still angry.. :P
well.. sumhow.. we dun rly like to be angry wif each other.. so during other lectures.. den we were well again.. hehe.. but then so sad.. during chem lecture.. she cried.. T_T
i stunned there lar.. i noe its actually my fault la.. shuldnt have said wat "nv gif enuff attention".. haiz.. sry lar.. when u cry during de lecture hor.. wah kaoz.. i really feel damn bad.. felt as if u were twisting my heart.. ouch lor.. but i cant do anythg lar.. cos its like erm.. 600 ppl around me? haiz.. den cannot lend u shoulder.. :P cannot hug u.. :P so sad to see u cry..
but slowly u ok le lor.. quite glad bah.. but then xin li still feel v bad..
orh den nxt went for maths lecture.. wahhaha.. jai rushed up to the seat beside u n tried to book the sit by placing his stuff there.. but then.. Fujiet shouted at him and said " Dun Ever Sit there!". wahhhhh.. i was shocked.. n lol.. he damn impressive.. hehe.. guessed he noticed me n char bah.. haha.. i nv expected him to do tt.. so out of the blue.. haha..
then after tt i overheard his conversation wif edwin n kahkong.. lol.. he said sth like edwin become "dian deng pao".. hehe.. gosh.. den he noticed me.. n he said.. "oh shit".. haha.. so funny.. but i said its ok.. haha..
den went back to sit wif de guys instead of wif de gals lar.. i dun zhong se qing you k? haha.. den de guys started gaying lar.. den fujiet said sth like.. "no.. now different liao.. KH is i a normal relationship.. " -_- i dun mind to gay around u noe.. haha.. oh.. nicholas will be no.1 choice.. :P
ok.. so after tt was chinese.. but its like converted into breaks lor.. then shama stole char away frm me.. :P its ok.. lol..
after sch cos no Bridge.. den went out wif darling lor.. on the bus.. she cried again lor.. haiz.. 2nd time.. i nv do anythg again.. haha.. haiz.. dis time i still quite sad lei.. den went cartel drink sth lor.. den she started to cry again.. wah.. but dunno lei.. dis time not dat sad le lar..think she will feel better after crying lor.. i jus look at how she cry lor.. so poor thg dis gal.. haha.. dun cry liao lar.. i xin tong mah.. :p N pls.. erm.. nxt time can use my shoulder.. haha.. i forgot how to initiate a hug lar.. :P hehehehe..
oh.. so tired.. nv sleep properly last nite lar.. haha.. got holiday tmr wor.. hmm.. finish tutorials n GP bah.. :P mus b hardworking like darling la..