Be a man do the right thing
aight.. its raining out there.. brrr.. thanks all dat ask me nt b sad.. but haha.. quite hard to do dat la.. except me jux trying to numb myself wif games dis few days.. im not doing anywork.. ha.. im playing conqueronline.. some stupid game.. but then all my frens play leh.. i mean my classmates.. so.. if dun play.. i scared i lag behind them.. lol.. haha.. dunno them.. sumtimes they make me real sad..y?
well.. all of them seems darn clever.. dunno how they do it.. haiz.. or issit i really slack? i v tired ma.. so muz relax watz.. haiz.. so scary lor.. jus look at the class grades for Physics.. 2 register in front of me and 3 register after me.. all got As! but me? O! wah lao.. they try to make me outstanding issit? diao lo..alot of ppl get 3 As 1 B in my class.. make me so shitty.. 3Os 1 E.. duh.. jus got promoted lor.. shit manz.. how to b happy.. stupid lo.. all of them try to flaunt their grades lo.. actually not la.. jus dat i sensitive.. boohoo.. all of them got the Yellow and Green paper.. which is for S papers.. while me.. onli got the white and blue paper.. Which is for Dropping 4 As.. haiz.. soooooo shitty.. they keep toking bout wat S papers to take.. but me tok bout wat subject to drop lor.. haiz.. until now haven rly decided cos haven consult my siblings.. i dun dare ask leh.. wait they will ask back a lot questions de.. haiz.. but i think i most prob drop bio.. cos ms leow say life sciences not expanding in sg.. n then wan then becum bio engineer.. but then also need phys.. so definitely cannot drop chem 1 wat.. so tht choice is out.. phys safer ba.. cos can take engineering courses.. acutally.. i dun wan drop 4 As lor.. cos i wan b dentist lei.. u noe how had to get in not? haiz.. 3 As de i dun think can lo.. so sianz.. y i do so badly? haiz.. so sianz la.. y my frens can score.. i cant? v sad 1 lor.. i rly sad la.. sumtimes i appear nt sad.. but think every1 still can see i sad bah.. or perhaps they can feel.. haha.. ya.. thks lulu for sms.. n charmain for caring.. n shilin!! i jus hope to get over this soon.. cos i still got other thgs to do lor.. the sch seems like not letting me off.. im still servicing lei.. y har? my grades sux n they dun wan me study.. actualli i think they expect me to service as well as study.. siaoz la.. so.. mayb its inevitable tat i will drop subject.. nvm la.. dun care le.. i will try not b sad.. n if i do.. i will tell every1 then.. shilin ask me not to bottle up.. haha.. i remem thursday when i was asked to drop.. i told every1 i v sad.. nvm la.. sianz
sumtimes.. i rly feel like doing alot CIP.. i enjoy idling such time away lei.. haha.. i like doing manual work la.. i was late for sch quite a no. of times lor.. then hence kena CWO.. sianz man.. n my tcher in charge of ps come tok to me lor.. den crap dat i shuld not be late.. hey.. not my fault la.. haha.. de stupid bus la.. so sian.. everytime different time come de.. den de CWO i haf to help Mr Sim lor.. de stupid OM.. he v busy 1 la.. quite poor thg.. but then.. he rly v stupid de la.. haiz.. n so i was helping him wif de out of bounds stuff for students.. due to de A levels exams.. den my frens ask wat i was doing.. haha.. but i bluff them.. say i am a good boy help mr sim.. :P .. stupid la.. waste my time.. but then quite okie la.. i like running ard to do stuffs.. lol.. calvin was telling other cca heads bout me when i was in sec sch.. he say i always like to walk ard de sch.. nth to do.. haha.. okie la.. quite true.. besides walking ard n be cool.. and act as if i v busy.. i rly nth to do.. haha.. no la.. JC got thgs to do liao lor.. soooo sianz de.. i do till sian le.. i dun wan walk anymore le.. i hope i can spend time in free access rooms n sorts.. n idle my time away.. haha.. probabaly play little fighter la.. haha.. n train on it.. so that i can beat those guys in de AVA.. bleah..
Openhouse was over last sat.. haha.. okie la.. quite smooth.. i was doing de Live Feed la.. but then.. eh.. like v little ppl watch.. but still quite fun to do la.. at least now i learn a few more thgs.. n more relationship wif de AVA ppl improve alot la.. now they are like my brothers lor.. they will come to me whenever i call them.. haha.. so fun.. they under my charge for de openhouse lor.. ahha.. but then.. funny lor.. i think i can get along wif them better then my PS ppl.. haha.. mayb cos AVA ppl slack alot.. n play alot of games de.. haha.. PS ppl got quite a no. of gals.. and cos.. i dun like them.. n they arent v pretty.. i dun like lor.. haiz.. better to be wif a more guys cca la.. n de openhouse wasnt v bad.. but not good either.. cos dunno lei.. i dun feel its nice.. its kinda chaotic for de openhouse committee dat day.. yea.. but then still quite okie la.. dere wasnt an atmosphere like wat i experience at VJ oso.. haha.. but okie la.. ppl still join in de mass dance.. but den.. eh.. our dancing sux.. lol.. ppl all dunno how to dance la..bleah.. or was it me? haha.. nvm la.. now waitng for de many many CIP hrs from de openhouse to claim.. hehe..
now actually still need to do many hw lor.. alot i nv touch.. n i shuld study chinese oso ..yea.. cos its A levels.. sumore.. i see dat dentist need CL grades too.. wah lao.. haha.. but hopefully 3 As can get lor.. try my best la.. now oso busy wif OP.. yea.. iwas rly nervous today.. cos i onli morning den saw wat de slides were..haha.. n de video my PW group made.. haha.. got every1 luffing.. okie la.. not bad.. daljit say.. but it was darn stupid.. especially when i hafta act like kid.. LOL.. haiz.. mus practice lots for OP le.. btw.. i think Lulu grp rly tok v well la.. v few mistakes i think.. jiayou.. Shilin oso mus work hard k?
actualli.. haven rest enuff lor.. i still wan continue to slack.. but guess i shuld not ba. haha.. i gotta study la.. better get my As nxt yr lor.. n den my photog ppl oso buck up abit le.. cos we discussing plans for nxt yr.. yea.. hmm.. haven decide.. so no details for u all.. but we brainstorm a little liao.. n its 20th anniversary for AJPS nxt yr.. lol.. den my senior oso came back teach us photog skills.. thanks him man.. i think hes rly nice.. n perhaps rly interested in photog.. he hangs out wif us often lor.. thks rly.. without him.. i will lose many advices.. haha.. btw.. my PS ppl says dey dun wan do WITS.. lol.. haha... i dun mind doing lo.. but nvm la.. they say complete waste of time.. whaha.. i saw tengjins grp PW today.. thru OP.. den i think de healthy food funfair could b nice wits project.. n we can do it as a class watz.. haha.. ^^..
i wanna do alot of thgs nxt yr.. but then.. xin you yu er li bu zu.. haha.. i cant do wat my heart wans.. so bad.. yea.. i wanna join talentime lei.. nxt yr de.. haha.. eh.. for fun.. i jus wanna sing.. i sing v nan ting meh?? haha.. no rite? SLY will lose me lor.. he sing so-so only.. n looks oso mediocre.. :P haha..hope his fans dun beat me.. haha.. the bikini babes show i oso seldom watch ley.. but i think its damn nice to see de gals.. :P ahha.. horny guy.. lol.. btw.. i was jus trying to say fiona xie is chio n got de figure .. okie? no other thgs.. haha..
oso.. i saw a guy frm aj on CNA.. yea..Christopher Toh..he live in serangoon lor.. he was toking bout blogging.. ya.. hmm he says he stopped blogging cos its quite useless.. n may cause ppl to lose contact wif de world.. cos nv communicate wif ppl.. he says blogging bad for mental state of health lor.. whaha.. no la.. still okie to me..haha.. he say shuld tell ppl personally.. but then sum words not easy to say de ma.. haha.. nvm.. i was jus surprise to see AJ ppl.. ha.. anyway.. wendy choo blog is quite famous.. dunno any1 heard of it not.. it was oso featured in de CNA show..
i think i got sum more thgs to say.. but i cant remem.. haha.. nvm la..
i wanna go read a photog bk i borrowed today frm amk library.. haha.. stupid me.. my mama say.. i spend too much time on photog.. yea.. quite true.. :( .. but she nt rly angry dat i hafta drop a subject la.. she say.. drop lor.. no choice wat.. haha..
thks shilin k.. long long time nv tok to her.. think i go tok to her now.. haha.. dunno how she doing le.. wana thks her for missing me.. ^^ n i rly appreciate de song u haf for me in de blog..
Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi wo ma? hehe