Be a man do the right thing
bah..so sian de.. im so tired again.. yesterday nite i tried to keep myself awake to study for chem n maths lor.. diaoz.. in the end dis morning de tests still like shit lor.. haiz.. nvm.. cannot make it la.. i jus gonna leave it to fate.. will do my best de.. den.. today quite a tiring day oso.. n haiz.. kinda sadded.. cos i intend to see my exco after de tests de.. but then i dunno y??! not all de exco here lei.. n dat my dat stupid VP still say she wanna go eat.. duh.. i onli got 10.30 to 11.30 free lor.. so no choice lei.. i cannot do aniting dat i hav planned.. i wanna discuss de J1 pdg photo sale n de cca contribution form n de ps outing.. diaoz lor.. i planned everythg liao den dey not here.. haiz. how cum like i cant trust my VP ah?? haiz.. perhaps rly need communication lor.. i need to talk to them.. its so hard to meet my exco lei.. dey v bad la.. haiz.. think dey dunno de difficulties i am in.. so rly mux tok n communicate!! anyway.. hope everythg runs smoothly for nxt wk.. haiz.. den 11.30 to 2.30 i had a cca head workshop.. i think de speaker not bad sia.. LT Shenton Sng, haha.. hes a toastmaster.. a champion in public speaking.. den so he came to tok about conflict management.. well. sumhow de thgs he spoke doesnt seems rly related to de topic lei.. anyway.. quite a fun guy.. not a bad time there.. n yes.. i learn about the different handshakes.. n found out dat im a tasked/structured guy.. who always do thgs wif plans.. n always wanna meet de targets/deadlines de.. of cos its true la.. but guess i oso noe how to look after my people ba.. n hmm maybe some of my exco got different views frm me lei.. it seems la.. so argh.. shuld communicate more.. haha.. okie.. den after de workshop i got mentorship.. Pei Wen attended de workshop halfway n she escort me go deyi lor.. haha.. wanna slowly go de.. but since shes here.. den accompany her go lor.. den paint walls.. do mural.. so long sia.. i do until over 6.30 lor.. but fnish everythg le.. nxt wk we go n paint fireworks n put our handprint den done! haha.. n haha.. while painting.. i was soo tired lor.. den i was standing rly close to pei wen la.. den rly feel like hugging her lor.. haiz.. n of cos i didnt.. i wanna hug not cos i like her.. but perhaps more of wanting de comfort.. haha.. so despo sia.. but nevertheless.. de thot onli jus brush thru my mind la.. perhaps rly due to de close contact we had.. n btw, shes not a bad gal la.. haha.. :P den i told SL bout it.. den she say i Flower Heart Big Carrot.. haha.. ok lor.. >.< den after i finish doing de mural i still go do pw lor.. tired siaz.. my grp dese days v unproductive la.. doing de written report.. ha.. nvm la.. slack la.. but sianz.. tmr still mus meet up do.. :( haiz.. so today reach hm so late again..
sianz la.. i got alot hw nv do lei.. its not dat i dun wan do.. its i no time n strength n concentration n energy to do them lor.. haiz.. my eyes v tired la.. gotta settle my ps stuff.. den i going to slp le.. miss ya gal.. pls slp more :P